PREGNANT

  [  Felicity Brown  ]

The urge to throw up for the seventh time since morning build up again in my throat.The smell of hospital is sickening but I have to bear it for my recklessness.

"Miss Brown its your turn,Dr. Richards will see you now,"The monotonous voice of nurse bring me back on the earth from my adventure in past,precisely a month ago.

I nodded at her with pressed lips and followed behind her inside the cabin of OB-GYN Dr. Richards.I have not been feeling well for last three weeks so to confirm my doubt,I took an appointment.

"Please sit,Doctor is coming shortly hmm."The nurse squeezed my shoulder sympathetically.Giving her a nod of understatement,I sat on the chair and waited impatiently for the doctor to either free me from my anxiety or push me in the mess I might have created myself.

Five minutes later Dr. Richards walked inside,with her arrival my heartbeats increased.

"So how are you feeling now Felicity?"The old doctor asked me in her warm tone.I think to make me feel good but it isn't working.

"Honestly speaking pathetic than before."I slumped my shoulders in exasperation.

"Oh dear its normal in this condition but there is nothing to worry about because all your reports are normal."She said with a soft chuckle.

Wait she said it's normal in my condition and all my reports are normal.Why is she using oxymoron with me?

"Wh-what do you me-mean Doctor?"I fumbled with my question dreading to hear the answer I don't want to receive.

"Well you're one month pregnant Miss Felicity Brown."

And this is it.

My life is practically over.How can I be so stupid and careless when I let that hot guy from the night of my birthday release inside me without any protection.Well its not his fault.I could has stopped him but I was also enjoying every touch,every kiss given by him that left me aching for him once again since then that I forgot to take emergency contraceptive pills on the next day.

So it's my responsibility to bear the consequences.I see my dream to become a successful restaurant owner crumbling down.Now I have bills to pay,my tution fees for last semester of college and a growing life inside of me.

Do I really want to keep it?

I am just twenty one.

"Are you alright Felicity?"Dr. Richards' voice made me realised that I started crying in front of her.I immediately wiped my tears and passed her a tight smile.

"Yeah Doctor I am-fi-fine.It just I am overwhelmed."I replied her to hide my vulnerability.Its not for public display.

"Very well then I am prescribing you some vitamins and mineral supplements.You have to keep your body hydrate as much as possible and yes avoid gym if you do for a while.Its your first pregnancy and your sugar level is also a bit low so you have to take proper rest as well.I'll arrange another check up for you in next month but if you feel any discomfort,you must visit me instantly hmm."She went on with her professional guidance but I was too engrossed in my remorse that I hardly listen to any word she said.

I lazily dragged my body out of the hospital to my apartment,luckily its on a stone's throw from the hospital so I decided to walk.My mind drifted back to the night that is going to change my life forever.

One month ago

I went to a local club to celebrate my twenty first birthday with my friends Trixie and Stacy.I didn't want to go at first because I can't handle much of alcohl in my system and secondly I knew that I had to take us three back home because they are heavy drinker.

We ordered light booze on my insistence.I was having the best time of my life after the dreadful past events.I wanted to move on in my life and the night proved to be a new step...or it was just my misconception.

We drank and danced.I was happy.After dancing for hours,I felt thirsty so I decided to grab a bottle of water from bar counter leaving my friends to continue having their fun.I was in my way to the bar when I bumped into a rock.

Well it was someone who seemed to be made up of rock instead of flesh and bones.

"Sorry I wasn't looking forward,"I apologized to the person while I tried to steady my imbalanced body due to collision.

I was surprised to find my knight in shining armour standing in front of me.His pupils too dilated in surprise I guess.

"Actually I should apologize Miss-"

He paused I thought he didn't know my name.His features zeroed my attention on his handsome face.It won't be a hyperbole if I say he is a living Greek God on the earth.I reached upto his shoulder with my 5'8 height,his raven black hairs combed back.He had tattoos on his neck which might go under his clothes.Perfect thin coral lips.It sound weird but his lips were most magnetic in his face and his eyes comes next,a rare shade of grey and green.I've never seen such eyes.

"Felicity Brown and I am here to celebrate my 21th birthday with my friends."I didn't know why I told him.I think I was floating over my happiness.

"Oh its your birthday,happy birthday Felicity,nice name I must say."He forwarded his large hand for a shake.

His compliment heated my cheeks.Its not new for me to receive praises from guys but there was something strange in his voice which mixed in my blood like drugs.

"Thanks Alexander."I took his hand but as soon as our skin came in contact.I felt a shiver,a strange kind of sensation in my body,like someone touched me with a feather gently.

"Wanna join me for a drink,it just a drink by me on your birthday."He offered me.

"But my friends-"I looked around for my friends but they were drowned in their own world with some guys so I thought this stranger gentleman's company would be better than theirs so after a minute I turned to him,"I think they are too busy to notice that I am gone.Come let's have fun."I grinned pointing my finger in the direction of my girls.

He took me to the upper area which was for VIP's I guess because I could see very less people who weren't crazily drunk but they stared at me like I was some ghost.

"Don't bother about them Fel,come with me."He gently laced our hands and led me to adjacent room where I only spotted some waitresses that's it.

I stiffened realising perhaps I made a mistake to accept his offer,what if he try to force himself upon me.

"Don't worry Fel I am not a rapist.You are safe with me hmm."He sniffed near my left shoulder and for some reasons I believed him.

A waitress served a light margarita for me and perhaps whiskey for him.

"You're very beautiful Fel you know."He smiled down at me and the simple compliment felt so special coming out of his mouth.

"Thanks."I looked down on my lap unable to match his intense eyes.

"I mean it Felicity."He squeezed my palms and I forced myself to look into those mystical eyes.

I saw something weird in those irises.A wolf,a big black wolf with green eyes calling out for me but before I could see deeper he did something unexpected.

He kissed me on lips!

We slowly kissed but soon it became heated filled with my deeply buried desires for a tender manly touch.I knew its wrong but all my logics flew in the air when I felt him bite on my neck.

"Oh Alexander!"I moaned out his name in  heavenly pleasure.

In the moment I felt my soul connected with him.

Present

I unlocked the door of the apartment I share with Trixie and Stacy.They aren't at home as they have classes.I took a leave to visit the doctor.I feel relived to be alone because I have no courage to face them and break the news.They are going to blame themselves for taking me there and get me drink but its not them.

I slouched down on my bed not caring to change my clothes first.My patience finally broke and I cried digging my face in the pillows if they are going to hide my timid self .