Not in the Good Mood

Chapter 6: Not in Good Mood

I was standing at the doorway of my room waiting for him to show up. I have never seen him for a long time. I was expecting him to visit me even for a while. It has been a few days of living in this room alone. Kylo stored my food in my room and it was running low.

I heard him approaching which lift my mood. He's here, I flinched when the sound of the door slammed resounded throughout the whole house. I stepped back and closed my door and hopped in my bed. I pulled my blanket to cover myself while listening to his footsteps.

I could smell his sweaty body and sense his anger and frustration through the link. "Kylo," I softly called him out and he didn’t answer instead I heard him kick something and I was sure something fell on the ground and broke.

I almost jumped when the loud crash resounded. He was not in the mood, I should do something to help calm him. I bravely stood up and slowly walked to the door and touched it. I leaned on it and listened to him.

"You are not in the mood, I can listen." I knew he wanted to say something, I knew he need to let it out.

"Honey, I need you to shut up." His harsh tone crashed my heart.

"Okay." I answ-

"I SAID SHUT UP, I NEED NO WORD FROM YOU!" Tears instantly pooled in my eyes and fell carelessly, he never did that to me. I clasped my palm to my mouth to avoid causing even a little noise. I wanted to say sorry but I was too afraid he would snap at me like that again.

I sat down on the floor and listened to him. He kept punching the wall out of frustration. He stopped when he heard someone approaching.

"Alpha, your father wanted to see you." I heard someone speak, probably the servant asking him to see his father.

"I only need a few minutes, I will be there." He answered calmly. He was always been like that, not showing his frustration to anyone and pretending to be always composed. In this kind of situation, he would go to me and talk to me about it until he calms down.

"Lavelle." He called my name, which lift my hope that he was not mad at me. "I'm sorry if I snapped at you like that." It was too cold than I expected. He was probably too stressed about the trouble I have caused.

"I understand, please remember that I love you no matter what."

"Thank you, everything was just in a great mess right now. I will find a way out please bare with me." He asked and I nodded even if he couldn’t see me.

"Of course, I know you can," I said. After I heard him walk out of the room. I waited for him to be gone far enough not to hear me before I break down and cried hard.

It was too painful to take, I was expecting him to kiss me but instead, he shouted at me like that. I was expecting him to say I love you back and he did not. I should understand him, he was fixing the mess I made. I shouldn’t be hurt like this.

No one ever talked to me for days, I have been alone in here, waiting for sundown and waiting for it to raise. Life had been very lonely, they seemed to forget about me. Even my father has never visited me here.

I should do something, I should help them but what should I do? How would help them? I couldn't even leave this house. I wiped my tears when there were voices heard. They seemed to argue so I stood up and sat on my bed.

"Kylo we need to do something!"

"Dad I know, but what do you want me to do? Kill my wife?!" I heard a ranging voice of Kylo and they entered the house.

"What I am saying is that you need to do something. This isn't our pack members anymore, this is the whole pack who is in danger. They are preparing to attack and they didn't even hide that plan, they are confident enough that they can overpower us, they are taking advantage of our vulnerability. I warned you about this." Alpha Kaleb said I knew that we were in grave danger.

The pack is in danger. The neighboring pack was planning to attack our pack.

"I thought that they'd help us," he sounded too helpless.

"They will never unless they gain something from it. I have proposed you a plan, Kylo. Think about it, this might save all of us including your Luna. You need to move now."

"It was too dangerous, you know I can’t lose her." That made me feel at ease somehow.

"That will leave on your palm, if you can't do that, then do something to save our pack from this war. " Alpha Kaleb was giving him a hard time. What was the plan? What was the plan all about making him hard to consider it?

"I need to think about it, dad."

"Okay, but remember time was too fast and we're running out of time." I heard him leave.

"Kylo my love," I called him out.

"Yes."

"What was the plan all about?"

"It was too hard for you, I know you can't do it." He said and heard him take heavy sighs.

"What is it? We need to do everything and whatever it may take for our pack."

"To bring you to the cliff, we would pretend that I would push you off the cliff to make Laia show up. She was hiding well and we never saw her but I am sure she was watching us suffer. I need you to push yourself off the cliff and fall into the water. Father will be waiting for you down there and save you while I would have time to talk to Laia." He explained and while listening to his plan, I felt terrified.

What if I'd die when I fall into the water?

"I can't swim." Yet the truth was I am scared to do that.

"I know, and I can force you to do that. I can't risk losing you." My heart melted and I smile hearing him said that.

"What should we do?"

"I don't know, I hope I know but I don't. It has been a few days and there was no hint of progress on this endless search for a crazy half-blooded witch." His frustration was very evident. Even if I wanted to do that, I couldn't be so brave to jump.

"What if we would be left with no choice? Will you do that?" He suddenly asks. I couldn't decline that. I didn't want to sound weak so I took a huge gulp.

"I will for our pack."

"Thank you, Lavelle. That somehow eases me, I will still find another way but if I find nothing we need to do that." He cleared that for me. It was too hard to say yes but I have said what I have said.

"Okay."

"I need to check something." He bid goodbye leaving me here shaking in fear. They'd push me off the cliff near the water. I bit my finger thinking about what might happen if I fall onto a such tall cliff.

"Kylo was so stressed, isn’t he?"