the fourth chapter

"Why are you angry, Alpha? He's only telling the truth "

Damian's voice came back, mocking inside him, sighing softly

" I'm really not desiring your nonsense "

And without being allowed to say another word, he would release a barrier between them to cut off any communication

He ate breakfast with the pack members under complete silence as he used to during the past years, then he moved to the training ground to follow the training of his herd members with wandering eyes

he destroyed his life himself, everything that was in his hands was his and his property, but he destroyed everything with his stupidity, he is the alpha The ideal or the great hybrid as some used to call him before the curse came on them

"You look sharp "

A soft female voice pulled him out of his thoughts before his dark past swallowed him up

" Just a little, what are you doing here?! "

" Nothing specific, I'm just walking around and you "

He smiled at her as he looked at the training ground before saying very painfully

" Everything I have done to her , you are paying for it now "

Her blue eyes tinted with great sadness, and she looked in front of her with longing and lost eyes, before drawing a smile, which she tried to make it confident, but it was clear that she was broken.

" It's okay, we all deserved this, none of us had mercy on her "

He tightened his hand with great sadness, and he says sadly

" I was the main cause of our destruction and curse came upon us, everything that happened was because of me "

Emala looked at her alpha brother with great sadness, since the moment the goddess Seren cursed them, he blamed himself forever

" I can't deny that you are the main reason, but we all participated in that brother, you don't need to blame yourself because we were all a party to this, we agreed … I will go now "

He looked at her with a sad smile, but her smile made him put everything away as he said

" Well, go, and if that bastard bothers you "

A little girl smiled innocently and said,

" I will call my hero brother to teach him a lesson "

He smiled, a smile that did not reach his eyes

" take care of yourself "

She contented herself with giving a quiet smile, as she used to, to leave in front of him, humming a calm melody, while he sighed deeply and returned to watch the training of the  pack

What happened to his sister was truly pain, he felt as if the gods were taking revenge on him through his sister. She made his sister swallow the pain of betrayal of a mate , and the loss of her child, as he did with his mate the same pain, but no one will ever reach the torment that his mate tasted at his hand.

His sister was betrayed by her mate and husband, as she found him in their bed after five years, cheating on her with her friend, the witch,  she was pregnant and came home early to surprise him, but his surprise to her was much greater, because of that, she lost her baby and since that incident she is separated from him, he tried to fix things between them More than once, but to no avail, she says she can't forgive him

Alpheus only betrayed his sister, and she is unable to forgive him, damn what about him, he made her watch him sleep with his lover Perla, not to mention how he allowed the pack to treat her like an insect, and do what they wanted to her, pulling her to hit her, in addition to the repeated rapes of him, and the killing of her and his child, Only the gods know what his fate will be

" Alpha, can you train with me? "

He woke up from his wandering to the sound of a child about eighteen years old, full of enthusiasm, who had only reached months ago. He could see it in his eyes, this kid is about the same age as his son if he was still alive.

 They were born together on the same day and on the same night, this child lived his life, while his son died, died at his hand at a young age.

 Although five hundred years have passed since the death of Luna and the curse of the cursed, werewolves, since they are immortal, age very slowly.

" Yeah, let's see the results of your training"

  He said pointing to him at a training ground, while some guards stopped, and everyone looked forward to that fight that rarely happens, since what happened, the Alpha no longer share their training and this rarely happens

 The fight began between them, and it was clear that the little boy wanted to show his strength and control because he had just reached, there is no doubt that he is still conceited with his strength and wants to submit to the Alpha

" Wow, look, the mighty alpha is training a child. What if that child was yours , the child you killed, your heir, and you are training him now"

This was Damian's voice inside him, mocking as usual. He couldn't control his strength, so he madly ran towards the child, punching him as hard as he could, and unconsciously, Argos  claws were formed on his fingers, directing them to the child's head.

"Nooooooo"

The child's mother screamed in horror, while his father ran to stand right in front of him to protect his child with all his might

" Oh, see, that's what they call a dad alpha , He didn't care about you or your position. He just cared about protecting his child."

Xavier stood very quietly, ignoring his hybrid

" Well done, you did well, but don't be deceived, you still need to train"

He said facing his words to a child who was trembling in his father's arms, while Xavier went into the forest silently, leaving everyone looking at him with great fear

All he was feeling was anger and destruction. He really wanted to destroy everything standing in front of him. He destroyed his happiness and his family, even his pack.

"Why did you run away from there, Alpha? "

" Leave him, Damian. He's upset, maybe because he remembered what he did that night"

Argos said his wolf, smiling with great irony, while Xavier fell to the ground in great pain, hearing the blame of his hybrids, and his pack no longer bearing to raise his head to heaven, uttering a scream that shook the corners of the earth and heaven, expressing what is going on inside him of pain, heartbreak, and regret….

He felt a pain that exceeded any capacity he could bear, to let out an aching moan

" We lost her... She left us forever, we lost her, Xavier, she no longer exists "

Dark said with a broken and sad moan, as he drove him out of his world, out of his hope, he looked at the ground with great pain, fear, longing, and put his hand on his heart in pain.

"No, no Astraea come back, come back to me, my love, don't leave me, I'm sorry, sorry, I'm so sorry my love, come back, please forgive me and come back to me."

He fell on the ground crying with great oppression, and falling apart knowing that he lost her forever, a painful lump that squeezed his heart hard, when he remembered everything he had done to her, his soul burned because of that, his tears flowed, and he shouted with pain and a scream that made the sky darken throughout the forest, and above the pack land

" I love you, I swear to you, I'm ready I'm willing to pay my life and my life for you to be with me for just one moment Please, I want to hug you and tell you how sorry I am and how much I adore you how much I regret everything I have done to you Just come back I beg you "

He falls on his knees and lowered his shoulders to the ground while his eyes did not stop shedding tears of agony. It was over. He lost her forever five hundred years, and she never comes back, he raised his head and shouted a great pain that made the earth and sky shake hard by his action.

"Astraea"