I frowned. "Of course I am. I came all the way here didn't I?" He leaned closer, pressing our chests together. "Yes. But you're still not comfortable with touching another man's penis" "I'll touch it if it's yours" I blurted out and damn. I wanted to slap my face. I must sound desperate. He smirked. "Really?" Despite my embarrassment, I nodded. I really wanted to touch him. I want to know what he would feel like under my fingers. If he would cum from my touch. Besides, he was already hard and leaking. I could feel a small wet patch on my thigh. Ryu leaned in and sucked my lower lip into his mouth, nibbling on it a bit. "Now I know why girls are all over you. You taste so good" I blushed hard. Damn why was he saying such things? "Let me touch you too. I really want to do it" He looked at my face, searching for any signs of discomfort. He must have seen there was none so he took off his boxers. My eyes went as wide as saucers. Holy shit holy shit holy shit!!!! Ryu was BIG. He m
Pssst" Sakura whispered to me. "Hey, are you okay?"I nodded."But you don't look good. Your face is red and you're sweating. Are you sure you're okay?" "Yes Sakura! I'm fine!" I harshly whispered just so she could shut up. "Okay okay jeez. You've been in a bad mood since yesterday" she said. "If you want to talk, know that we're here for you"I nodded dismissively. Haruto sent me a text saying we needed to talk. I groaned. It must be about saving Dai’s ass yesterday. Fuck. Another mood spoiler. We agreed to meet at the abandoned building during lunch.The abandoned building is located behind the school. It was the old school building that had caught on fire even before I was even born. It was never renovated. Instead, they built another one. All the bad kids went there to smoke, drink and do whatever kids their age shouldn't do. Haruto and I went there to discuss our plans during school. If we couldn't, we meet at my place. Dai’s case was serious and I knew he wouldn't let it go j
I didn't get to talk to Ryu for days. My friends were always around me. If we're not goofing around and listening to Toshiro’s news during lunch, we were always hanging out, watching movies, being forced to accompany the girls to the mall, playing video games and having sleepovers. I realized they were dead serious on hanging out together like old times and I had to admit that it was quite refreshing though I missed Ryu a lot. Like, a lot.Talking to him at school was difficult because we weren't really familiar with each other in public and I just couldn't gather the courage to do it. I know where he lives but I didn't want to go there uninvited. He wasn't making any move either so I was really sad and discouraged. Maybe it was a one time thing to him.With each passing day, I found myself watching Ryu constantly and I found everything about him beautiful. The simple smiles, his reactions to things, body movements, what color and style of clothes suited him best. I payed a lot of at
"Nothing much" she smiled and moved closer to Ryu , one hand resting on his solid chest. I suddenly felt a burst of anger. How dare she touch him!I grabbed her hand and drew her to my side. How can I let her slutty hands touch Ryu?!Sara instantly didn't know what to do. It was clear than she was going to ask Ryu for a second date but I disrupted her plans. Ha! I won't let them be together. He can only be with me.Ryu on the other hand was glaring at our joined hands. It made me furious. So Ryu really likes Sara so much that he can't stand me holding her hand? Why would he like the stupid slut? Is she the reason he never made another move on me? Are they dating and I don't know about it?Oh shit. But if they were, Toshiro would know and he would have told us. But it's still possible. They could be secretly dating.Oh God.I'll show him. I'll show him that he can't be with Sara. I'll show him that she wasn't for him.I pulled her closer and pressed our lips together. The action had th
I knew I was saying trash. I was spewing nonsense faster than I could think but I couldn't help it. I felt angry, jealous and betrayed."Is this why you asked me to help him that night?" I asked. "So you could win his love and he'll let you fuck him?"He grabbed me by the collar of my shirt and yanked me close. The package I held fell to the floor. He held up his fist in a threatening manner."One more word like that and I won't hesitate to punch you"I let out a bitter laugh. "You'll hit me for him?"So I wasn't worth much in Ryu eyes. I'm nothing. The fag was more important."What were you doing with Sara then? You accuse me of using people and hurting them but you're doing the exact same thing! You used her...and me" I whispered the last part."If hurting you is what it takes to protect a friend then I'll do it" Ryu stated. "And I never used Sara . We went on one date. That's it". His voice went low. "I never used you too. You're the one who messed up. Besides, aren't you her boyfr
"You seeing anyone lately Haruto?" I asked, wanting to steer the conversation away from sex."Nope. Not yet" he answered.Toshiro chuckled. "Haruto is a nun. Saving himself for the lord or should I say, Virgin Mary"Haruto chucked a pillow at Toshiro who ducked since he saw it coming. We burst out laughing. It's kinda true though. I've never heard Haruto mention any girl to me. Now that I think of it, he rarely talks about sex."Where's the party gonna hold again?" I asked."That hilltop on the outskirts of the city. If we wanna make it on time, we should leave now" Haruto answered. "We still have to pick up the girls""Just give me a few seconds. I need to get my hair right" Toshiro said.I groaned. I'm gonna be stuck in the car with Sara and her strong perfume again. She's always all over me. So needy.I'd rather latch onto Ryu's bicep. He's so strong. Oh god, I miss him. I want him. I feel miserable. It hurts when you have someone in your heart but can't have them in your arms.May
I found Sara speaking to some of her cheerleading friends. She looked so happy that the thought of breaking her heart made me feel guilty but I had to do it. I had to fix things or I'll just continue to be miserable. Besides, she'll come to know that I've just been deceiving her and that would be much worse."Hey Sara," I said as I made my way to them. "Can we talk for a moment?". I gently grabbed her elbow and led her away without giving her a chance to answer. I took us away from the loud music to a semi-secluded area. Just a few people were littered around the place, chilling and drinking."Babe, what's wrong?" She asked, looking concerned.Everything's wrong Sara. It's all just fucking wrong.Now that she was in front of me, waiting, I suddenly didn't know how to phrase my words. I didn't know how to tell her I didn't want her. I kinda dreaded her reaction. The last time I broke up with her for Aera, she went wild. Maybe I shouldn't do this in public.But then, I remembered Ryu ki
Tears were streaming down her cheeks. Her makeup was already ruined and she looked like a haggard doll. "Is it because I sleep around a lot? I haven't been with anyone else since we got together. I swear it. I love you, Aito. I love you so much. I've always loved you. Since the first day I met you. Why can't you love me too? What's so repulsing about me?""Nothing," I said to her. "Absolutely nothing Sara""Then why?!" She snapped. "Why do you want to break up with me?!""Because my heart belongs to someone else!" I snapped back. "I have feelings for someone else and it's killing me that they don't know. I can't take it anymore. I'm sorry but I can't. We can't be together""Yes we can" she insisted. "It's not hard. Just open up your heart to me"."That's the thing Sara. I can't" I said to her. "I just can't"She shook her head, refusing to listen to me. She walked closer and cupped my cheeks with both hands. "Yes, you can Aito-kun. It's easy. Just spend more time with me baby. It'll b