“Of course,” I replied to his question. His smile widened as he planted a kiss at the back of my hand before he stood up and guided my hand to hook on his arm.
“Great. Then, shall we?”
I nodded my head and smiled sheepishly. The guard opened the door for us and bowed their heads. I was so overwhelmed at everything. I could not believe there's a world like this. Everything seemed surreal. One minute I was in an abusive pack, and in a blink of an eye, I was suddenly beside the prince himself, walking side by side—comfortable with each other's presence.
“Lady Sidrich, how were the maids assisting you? Did the maids make you, somehow, uncomfortable? Did they take care of you well?”
I looked up at him and smiled sweetly. I tucked the few strands of my hair behind my ear. “They are so nice at me and they cleaned my body, just like what Lady Karheel did before we went for travel.”
His eyes sparkled. “You like the shower?”
I shyly nodded my head. “Uhm... I am not used to water that much because...” it was forbidden to us to use water unless we went to the river.
“Because...?” the prince asked.
I shook my head sadly. Omegas could only take a bath once a week and it didn't even take 3 minutes because masters will be searching for us. If we go back late, we will be punished.
“I... I love to bathe,” I said instead, lifting my own mood. “I hope I can take a bath in that chamber again.”
He smiled gently. “You can always take a bath, Lady Sidrich.”
“Really? Am I able to bathe in milk again?”
He chuckled. “That was not exactly milk. It has a lot of essence, but yeah, it's still milk.”
My smile widened. “Thank you so much, prince Alastair.”
“You're welcome.” He now has a gentle smile on his face.
I didn't notice we had already reached our destination when prince Alastair suddenly halted. We were now standing in front of a huge double door.
He nodded to the guards and they opened it for us.
My heartbeat speeded as a blinding light welcomed my poor eyes. I momentarily lost my vision as loud noises invaded my ears.
Slowly opening my eyes, I saw hundreds of people wearing beautiful dresses and formal attire dancing and chatting around.
Then someone suddenly announced our arrival. “Blessings to the crown prince of Sharmai and his fiance! Prince Alastair and Lady Sidrich!”
I gasped as hundreds of eyes darted towards our direction. But that didn't only surprise me, it was the fact that I was announced as the prince's fiance...
“I will explain everything to you later,” he said in a low voice, before smiling at me reassuringly. I smiled back, albeit hesitantly.
“Goddess, she's beautiful...”
“I have not seen her before.”
“I heard the prince's fiance is a half-breed. She's a human.”
“Look at her face. She looks like a deity.”
“What race is she? She smells like a dog to me though.”
“You do not offend our race, you ugly piece of bloodsucker. We are werewolves, not dogs.”
“Well, whatever.”
I heard gossip around the place as all eyes scanned me from head to toe. The overwhelming feeling began to overflow within me and I found myself trembling in fright.
“Lady Sidrich? What's the problem?” His worried voice made my eyes snap to him. Prince Alastair shot me a confused yet worried gaze. My chest was heaving as my hold on him tightened. I couldn't breathe.
As if getting what was happening, he put him hand on my back and dragged me towards the not-so crowded area. He gently rubbed my back.
“Hush, it's okay. No one's gonna hurt you here,” he said reassuringly. I bit my trembling lower lip and looked on to the floor, feeling ashamed of myself for reacting that way. I am not used to seeing a lot of people. Even though the Shadow pack has an annual ceremony where all members should go, I didn't felt this kind of overwhelming feeling before. Their stares made my knees wobble. I could feel their aura. All of them were powerful. And for some reason, I felt strange again. Dark smoke crossed my mind for a brief second before it vanished away.
After calming down—which I was thankful for with the prince because he didn't leave my side— we sat on a round chair specifically designated for the second prince. We sat there side by side.
“Today is my mom and dad's 70th wedding anniversary,” he suddenly said with a smile on his face, which brought a smile to my face as well. I felt happy and at the same sad. Happy to see him smile at the mention of his parents, and sad because I didn't get to experience having a happy family.
“Is she the queen?” I asked. I really have no idea about the royalties. Well, in the Shadow pack, the royalties are no secret from us. But we are not under any empire and kingdoms. Or maybe, we are. I just have no idea because I am uneducated. All I know is that the world outside the pack is huge and complicated. That's why most of the members—old members—didn't dare to leave the pack because either we get killed by the rogues, or we may be killed by some other races.
“Yes.” He chuckled, probably finding my question humorous. Well, it is. He's a prince, thus his mother is a queen.
I blushed.
“O-Oh...”
I looked away and bit my lower lip as I felt embarrassed. I'm so stupid.
“Blessings upon the sun and the future moon of Sharmai.” A beautiful, petite woman suddenly came and curtsied in front of us. I looked up at her and feel my jaw slacking. I've never seen beauty until today.
“Erima,” prince Alastair spoke with authority in his voice, which made the woman slightly flinch.
“Your highness, my apologies for interrupting your conversation with Her Lady, but His Majesty called for your presence in the hall.”
“Where hall?” His voice came out annoyed.
“At the dining hall.” I could hear the sarcasm in her voice, although her face remained stoic and her posture was still formal.
I looked at them curiously. Prince Alastair rolled his eyes and huffed a breath. The woman rolled her eyes, too.
“Fine.” He sighed, then looked at me. “I will be back, my lady.” He took my hand and kissed the back of it before he disappeared in a blink of an eye. My hair flew at how fast he ran.
My eyes widened as realization drew me.
Is he... a vampire?
“Hi!”
I jolted in surprise when the woman suddenly exclaimed after the prince had left. She excitedly sat beside me—to the chair who the prince occupied earlier.
She extended her hands.
“Hello, princess. I'm Erima, the great general's daughter. I've heard you're a half-breed? What are you? Which kingdom did you come from?”
I gaped at her. Is she talking to me?
Of course, she is.
But... Why is she talking to me?
She looks so beautiful and friendly.
“H-Hello...” was all I managed to reply to her as I felt heat creeping to my cheeks.
“So? Can you tell me when and how you two met each other?” she excitedly asked.
I am perplexed. I don't know how to actually respond to her. I don't want to look rude but I honestly didn't know what to do.
I gulped and watched in fear as her smile slowly vanished. Now, she's probably mad at me because I was being rude.
“Is there... any problem?”
I shook my head and smiled hesitantly.
“Oh... you don't want to talk to me...?” she sadly said.
“U-Uhm, n-no...” I stammered, panicking. “I-I'm sorry.”
She smiled sadly and stood up. She bowed her head. “My apologies, my lady. I'll leave you alone, then.”
She turned around and was ready to go but a man suddenly came and encircled his arms around her waist. “What's the problem here, Erima?” a man wearing formal attire said.
“Prince Levi!” Erima exclaimed as her eyes brightened up.
He smiled charmingly. His dimples showing. “Long time, no see, Erima. You still look beautiful as I remember,” he said in a friendly tone. Erima giggled. The said prince looked at me.
Just then, I noticed how they look so much alike with prince Alastair...
“Hello there, Lady Sidrich,” he said with a knowing smile on his face.
How did he know me? Have we met before? I can't remember what we did, but I'm sure it's my first time meeting him. After all, I just got out of a pack from the 18 years of my existence.I just smiled and greeted the prince back. They sat down on the seats across mine. They had a conversation which I tentatively listened to without joining their chats. They would ask me from time to time and I would answer them the things I just know. They seem to understand that I'm not quite a speaker, so they understood. I was grateful to them.After their little catching up, Erima was called by his father. So it left me with prince Levi alone at the table.“You hungry, princess?” he asked kindly. I'm not used to being called princess but I didn't tell him.I shook my head and smiled kindly back. “I am just fine, Prince Levi. Thank you.”“You sure? I'd like to take desserts, so if you want something to eat, I can get it for you instead.”“No need for that, brother. Lady Sidrich and I will grab our o
I held his hand as I said, “Okay...”His smile widened. In a flash, we left the imperial gate and went towards the woods.“I'm afraid I can't run freely if I shift in the palace,” he said and chuckled.“It's okay.” I gave him a reassuring smile.“Okay, uhm, would you turn around for a second?” he awkwardly scratched his cheeks. I am still able to see him since my eye sense as a wolf has heightened due to the dark.“Why?”“I would need to remove my clothes.”“Yeah, sure,” I smiled softly, seeing his facial expression. I didn't know that he's quite conservative and shy.He flashed an awkward smile. I turned around and waited for him to get his clothes off and shift. When I felt a low howl, I took it as a cue to look at him.And what I saw next made my jaw drop to the floor.An impressive beautiful golden wolf stood on all fours in front of me. He was a huge wolf. He shook his wolf head before he looked at me. Our eyes met.Under the moonlight and thousands of stars above, his eyes are t
We were now going back to the palace an hour after we strolled around the forest. I am kind of a little sad knowing that he doesn't see me as his friend, but it is fine and I quite understood him. I just... kinda feel sad.I've never had any friends before and I really wonder how it feels to have one. If prince Alastair would give me the opportunity to be friends with him, I would gladly accept it without any fuss.Prince Alastair and I decided to take our time walking back. I set aside my sadness and animatedly talked with him. He listens to every story I tell him and so I am with him. So far, having his company feels nice. He's comfortable to be with.“Can you really fly?” I asked.He chuckled. “No. I don't have that ability, but my flexibility is quite impressive. I could jump from higher places without injuring myself or making any sounds when I landed. It is a skill I got for being a vampire.”I nodded my head. “So... Do you drink blood, too?”“Hmm, sometimes. I rarely crave bloo
My eyes widened in utter surprise.I stepped back, bewildered, and watched as the wolf fell on the ground lifelessly.My lips trembled. Looking down at my hands, I saw it was soaked with blood.Blood from the rogue I killed barehands...My knees wobbled and I stumbled backwards.“My lady!” Alastair exclaimed and knelt down in front of me. He pulled my body to him and brought my face on his chest. “Hush... forget it.”“A-Alastair...” I said.Just... What happened to me?“We're now safe. Let's go back to the palace.” He stood up and carried me.I closed my eyes when it began to get blurry. Smokes has stopped emitting from my skin. Within my chest I could feel the turmoil and power trying to erupt. My insides are burning.Power...I can feel it within me...Before everything would draw upon me, my eyes closed its own. It didn't take long for me to lose my consciousness. My body has become too weak. My whole body was in pain, burning, begging. As if my soul wants to leave my body already.
I'm quite confused. It's been days since that night has happened. It always visits me in my dreams, and I have no means to even stop it. Two people. I've killed two people single handedly. In these two incidents, I find it strange to find similar things happen from different kinds of death.The first one I took life with, the woman flew across the room, which was the cause of her death. The second one was me taking the rogue's heart.All happens with dark smokes emitting from me.What was that?I stayed in the chamber for nearly a week now. I was unable to recover quickly. I feel so weak and the confusion didn't help.Prince Alastair often visits me in my room. However, there are times he needs to fulfil his princely duties and he can't visit me. It was okay and I understood him. But... for the next few days I started feeling too lonely. The maids don't want to talk to me and I feel so embarrassed to initiate the conversation, scared that they might reject me.I sat on the huge window
Prince Alastair, again, escorted me to the dining hall. I was nervous but Alastair always reassures me it's gonna be okay. I nodded my head and took a deep breath.When we got in the dining room, the empress was the first one who greeted me. I curtsey to the imperial couple and apologised for my actions from our last meeting. The empress said she understood and it was completely fine, much to my relief. I could not believe someone this powerful could be so kind and sweet. I used to see people superior to my pack acting rudely towards people inferior to them. So being smiled at by the empress and the emperor, I was surprised and touched.The dinner ended peacefully.Prince Alastair and I decided to take a few rounds around the palace. He toured me and explained everything to me. I was overwhelmed at how wealthy they are and how power they hold.“Hmm, what are you thinking, my lady?” he asked.“Hmm?”“You seem lost in your thoughts. Care sharing?”I shook my head. “No... uhm, I just won
“So you meant to say, you're tempted to get the wine?”“I-It's a wine?”“Yes, it is. My mother rarely drinks blood,” he said and smiled stiffly.I sighed. “I thought it was blood. For a moment, I felt like I was thirsting for it.”“Why would you?”“I don't know...” I quietly said.We fell into deafening silence until he cleared his throat awkwardly. “Come, let's go to the garden.”I accepted his hand and nodded. We went to an imperial garden which looked magical. It was very beautiful.The wind brushed against my cheek.“My brother and I used to come here when we were younger,” he started.“It must be nice having a sibling.”“It is.”“He's older than you...?”“Hmm...”“M-May I know why he isn't the crown prince even though he's the eldest? In Shadow pack, the person who will become the next alpha is the eldest child of the current alpha. Be it woman or man, there is no criticism when it comes to gender. But of course, it changed when the new alpha ruled our pack.”We sat on the wooden
He sent me to my room after our tour in the garden. I was quite emotional. Up until now, I could not believe everything. It's too good to be true, indeed.A sigh escaped from my mouth as I looked at the view outside the palace. I was sitting in my chamber's huge window, leaning my back against the frame. My dark brown hair was braided so it didn't fly when the wind brushed through my face.I looked up to the moon. It was big, bright, and beautiful. I smiled at its beauty. Moon represents our goddess. She watches, protects, and blesses us. She gives life, miracles, and powers to those who worship her. I believe in her. If it weren't because of her, I bet I would've been dead by now. I was struggling to live my life from the past 15 years, but yet, I am still alive until now. I've survived, I was freed, I was given a second chance—a second chance of life.I was given hope.My gratefulness towards her knows no bound.I closed my eyes and uttered a silent prayer to the goddess I worship.