Elena PovIt's been a month since everything took place. Like Luna, I still perform my responsibilities. Taking care of my responsibilities. At least the ones that don't concern Roland. When we have visitors, I put on a brave face, smiling, just so our allies will think we are still strong. Roland doesn't even come after me anymore. He spends all of his time with HER. He doesn't even pay me any attention anymore, and I can feel our mate bond growing weak. At least his pack still supports me. They don't talk to him anymore. But that's not what I want though. I train every day with the pack to take my mind off stuff. Hank and Will are now leading all the training. I bought myself a car. Kind of hated having to go everywhere by limo.Hank brought a vampire named Shawn to come and help me with my vampire abilities. Shawn is around my age, at least in looks, and he is amazing, teaching me how to unlock other abilities I have. He taught me how compelling, echolocate, and I even unlocked a
Roland POVSomething is wrong. I don’t know why, but I have this nagging feeling that something is wrong. Every time I try to tap into my senses to figure out what it is, my mind gets hazy. I've been spending a lot of time with Raven. I love her, but I'm not in love with her anymore. I don’t want to hurt her feelings though. She told me she has been waiting for me for five years. I missed her. I miss Elena more though. Elena. I tried reaching out to her a few times, but she finds ways to avoid me. Raven has been there for me. We've been making love lately and though it feels good with her, I can't stop comparing her to Elena.Blaze hasn’t talked to me since I started hooking up back with Raven. He seems to forget she was once our mate, but he howls for Elena these days. I can't abandon Raven though. She survived so much torture just to get back home to me. I know this is hurting Elena though. I see the way she looks at us. I see the hurt.“Roly, do you like this outfit,” Raven says. I
Elena POV" YOU" I choked out. I felt like I was seeing a ghost. Someone told me months ago he had died, but that was a lie. He stood before me and the entire world shattered. It was Marcus"Me", he said with a huge smile, holding out his arms. "Come to me my luna". I stood firm in my spot. "WHAT HAVE YOU DONE WITH THEM" I boomed. He didn't like me yelling at him."Calm down your fucking voice. You will see them soon enough. The crooked witch needs your blood first, then we can all be one happy family" He sneered before it turned into a smile. "Everything I have ever done, has all been for you. You were my Luna, and you were taken from me. It's time to come back", he said, and put his arms out again. I didn't move. "HUG ME" he boomed. "Or you will NEVER see them again." I hugged him and a white mist surrounded us. We ended up in a cave "That's better," he said."Take me to my kids" I sneered. " As you wish," he said and led me through a passageway. I scan my surroundings. W
Aya brought me back to the present" I was on the verge of death. I knew if I were to survive, it had to send my lifeforce away into someone of my bloodline. So, I sent it to this period. Into the body of a girl born 21 years ago as a wolf who I knew would be my doppelganger mated to his doppelganger. A spell would make sure of it. I sent a message to my mother to do anything she can to capture the moon goddess child of this period.""I figured maybe I could use my old love doppelganger Roland's blood, instead of waiting for you. I made sure he fell in love with me, trusted me. The spell I used made sure I was chosen as his first mate. I had to wait until he reached an age, I could make the power work. I needed the blood of wolves and vampire bodies alike. So, I kidnapped many of them and killed them, draining their blood. Somehow, he caught word of where my mother was hiding since I left her in charge of the bodies. I knew I had to act quickly. I persuaded him to let me join him and
Roland’s Pov (2 days before present events)I am having a tough time sleeping. This is nothing new to me though. Ever since Elena left, I have not slept through the night. I am not sure why, but I miss her. I secretly looked for her for weeks and nothing. Not a trace. I searched for the whole city. I even went to her old packhouse, but her guards told me she was not there. I tried to channel our mate bond and see if he was lying, but the bond was so weak, it got me nowhere. After a few weeks, I gave up. My mind has been in a strange state and not even the doctors know what is happening. The more I want to look for Elena, the more Raven keeps coming into my mind.Cole has been handling most of my affairs, and my wolf won't even talk to me. He stopped after I gave up on trying to find her. The only reason I still have him is that my mate bond is not broken yet. I have not shifted in months. Raven was pressuring me to make her my luna. I realized that I might never get Elena back, so I f
Roland POV (4 hours before present events)I had just finished dreaming of the moon goddess and her warning. Mia, Cole, the pack doctor Alice, Serene, and Nate are all standing around me. I am in the pack hospital" Roland your awake " Mia exclaims I realize I'm hooked to a bunch of wires. "What happened, " I asked. "You went into a coma two nights ago, Raven brought you here saying you wouldn't wake up," Cole says.I jump up at the mention of Ravens name. The fog from my brain was gone, and I was seeing more clearly. Elena. The light of my life. I needed to get her back. I need her right fucking now."Where is she, where is she," I asked." Calm down, bro" Nate lightly pushes me back down. She is okay. She is gonna be thrilled when she finds out you’re okay"NO'" I yelled, and everyone jumped back. I look at Alice. " LEAVE US". I command. She nods, then leaves."Where is Raven," I asked. "She left, she said some business had come up," Mia says." What sup?" Cole says worriedly. I
Elena Pov (After she transported herself to the packhouse) "They are coming to get you," Serene says."Fuck" I said. "Okay, Serene, I'm going back," I told her. " And if anything happens to my kids, you tell them I love them. Tell them every day." She nods.I leaned down and kissed their heads. They coo at me. "My boys, my beautiful boys, Be good to your aunty Serene for me. She is like a sister to me, and you need to make sure she is okay. I will do everything I can to come back for you, my treasures, with your daddy, but if we don't make it. I love you my babies, and though your daddy doesn't know about you yet, I know your daddy loves you too. " I kissed their heads again and hugged Serene. " Come back sister," she says teary-eyed, as she hugs me badly. SnowLet's go kill those fuckers. I travel back to the cave ready to kill"Oh, look she's back,” Aya says. I rush to her, but she dodges my attack, throwing a fireball at me, but I'm too fast. She misses by yards; I take my kni
Elena’s PovNOMarcus's head is in my hands as I cradle it, sobbing. Everyone seemed to be watching me. Diane ran back to Aya and stood behind her. "Come back to me Marcus", I sobbed."COME BACK" I screamed, sobbing. His limp body doesn't move."Mother, did you have to do that? He was dying already, Aya said. " It was taking too long, and that bitch deserved it for what she did to Ned," Diane said."No, no, no, no, no. I rock Marcus back and forth. My heart is shattering as I feel the complete break of my first mate bond. My first love. I'm still rocking his body thinking about his blue eyes, those sky-blue eyes. His smile. I'll never see his smile again. I'll never hear his laugh again or hear him call me his Luna. He was in all of this because of me. He was killed because he loved me. Everyone seemed to be dying, because of me. I see my aura tuning colors. White, red, blue, gold, brown, green, but that doesn't faze me.I can’t I can’tI can’tI pass outRoland PovI didn't know E