SarahBeing a good Alpha means many things. It means knowing when to stand your ground, how to inspire your pack, and how to prove yourself to be a good leader.It also means being willing to make sacrifices for your pack. It means backing down sometimes when you need to. It means knowing the right response to any situation, no matter how frustrating the predicament might be.I’ve failed at this sometimes. No one is the perfect Alpha. And right now, I want to push past everything I know. I want to order my pack to take the fairies more seriously. As the Alpha, I have that power.I can make them do as I say. But I can’t make them believe me. I can’t make them willing. I can’t force them to approach this with a positive attitude.Forcing them to do something they don’t believe in can breed contempt. Sometimes it’s necessary, but if done too often, it can cause disruptions within a pack. So, I have to pick my battles carefully.As I look at Dustin, I can see his terror, his pain,
LucasI want to argue with Sarah. Things can’t be as gloomy as they seem. We’ve already faced so many foes. We’re outmaneuvered countless enemies before.Could we really be up against something so deadly again?It does seem like trouble follows us though. As soon as I think I’m getting peace with my beloved mate, something comes along to get in the way. I won’t let it fully tear its way between us though. I notice the creeping tension that was building, and I’m determined to keep it away. I will preserve what has been building up between us.“We’ll fix this,” I assure her. “Before other fairies and wolves can be taken. We’ll figure out who’s behind this and they will be punished. We will restore that sense of safety once more.”“Of course, we will,” she snaps. She takes a deep breath. “Sorry I’m so on edge. It just is unnerving to think there might be someone out there targeting all of us. It makes me wonder why. “It’s such a strange combination which is scary. How will we f
SarahAs I hold Dustin, I feel all of his pain. It seeps into me in this tragic exchange of energy and my only wish is to fix this for him. As Alpha I feel like it’s my responsibility to make everything better.I can’t though. No one can take away the pain of a lost mate. So, I just stay there with him on the ground. I let him know he has my support. I try to absorb the pain for him.“We’re going to find her killer,” I promise him. “No matter what it takes. We will get justice for Abigail.”“I know,” Dustin says, pulling himself together. His rage makes him stronger. “We will find that mysterious stranger and I will rip out their throats. I will make them suffer. I will get revenge but first…”Dustin closes his eyes as his voice breaks. When he reopens them, I see a new person. He’s stronger than before while still being broken.“First, I’ll bring her home,” he decides. “I’ll take care of our child for the night, just as she would want me to do. I’ll make sure my daughter knows
Levi“I want you to know how much we really appreciate pack members like you,” Sarah says, as I finish up my dessert before switching off for patrol for the night. “Your willingness to help keep us safe is admirable. We couldn’t do this successfully without that kind of bravery and sacrifice.”I smile with pride at her words. This is one of the reasons why I’m devoted to her and this pack. I always feel appreciated her, welcomed. I feel like I truly matter.“I appreciate you,” I reply. “Honestly, Sarah, you are an incredible Alpha. Something about you inspires confidence. It makes me believe in the mission of this pack. And I’d do anything to help see it through. I’m just grateful to be part of it.”“I’m so glad to hear that,” she says. “Just stay safe, okay? Stay with your partner. I want everyone to be safe.”“We will be,” I vow. “We don’t need to lose another member of the pack.”At that, I finish up the last of my food and head out to my post to relieve my twin sister from
Sarah“You are stunning,” Lucas says, as we wake up the next morning.His brilliant eyes captivate mine and I never want to look away. I want to stay in his arms forever.“And you are gorgeous,” I tell him. “I’m so lucky to have you. We’re so lucky to have this. It’s worth every bit of work we’ve put in so far and even… it’s worth the pain as long as we end up together in the end. I would do anything to be with you.”The words ring true and it amazes me how much I mean them, how deeply they resonate within my soul.Being with Lucas has been amazing in many ways. It’s also been heartbreaking at times. There were times when I was distraught over the fact that he was my mate.We made it out of that though. And though we still have our issues and things aren’t completely fixed yet, I’m seeing how wonderful things can be. I’m falling even more in love with him again.“I’m so grateful for you,” he says, nuzzling me. “I’m so glad you’re going on this lifelong journey with me. And I k
LucasI’m a little worried about stopping in to see the fairies. Not because I think it’s a bad idea, but because I suspect our pack wouldn’t agree with it. Still, it is nice to be back again. I’ve missed them all and it does feel like a place where we belong, despite how strange that is.The fairies look weary as we join them. They flutter to us but with much less enthusiasm than before. They’re all disheartened and I’m nervous about hearing whatever they have to share with us.“We haven’t seen you in a while,” the leader, Penelope says as she confronts us. She’s the most angelic looking fairy with gold wings, purple eyes, and silver hair. She glows as she flies and clearly has the most abundance of magic. Though she’s smaller, I feel inferior in front of her.“We’ve come across some problems with our pack,” Sarah explains. “Two of our members have gone missing. One was found in the woods but… she was found dead. Whoever took her killed her in a horrific manner.”“I’m so sorry
SarahAfter locking ourselves in our office together, me and Lucas have come up with a plan. Neither of us like it though. And I want to find any other option.I can’t. As leaders of the pack, we must do unpleasant things like this. We must take risks. We can’t expect anyone else to do it for us if we won’t.Before we announce it though, we spend a little time with Fergus. We play with him, cuddle him, and read him stories while feeding him his favorite snacks. His sweet, baby face is imprinted in my mind. I’ll carry him with me no matter where I go.Even once he’s sleeping, we hold him for a little longer. We hesitate more than we should. Until finally, we force ourselves out of the door to rejoin our pack.As we stand in front of them all, curious faces look to us for guidance. There’s so much hurt, fear, and uncertainty in their eyes. Everyone is terrified and unsettled. We have to make this right.“As you all know, we’re mourning another loss today,” I say, standing in fron
SarahLucas and I keep running after our adventure by the waterfall. We’re both tired, but we push ourselves to get their faster. We both feel a little guilty about the break, so we’re determined to make up for the time we lost.However, it’s not like we left super early in the day. And eventually we have to stop. We make camp for the night and I watch him from across the light of the fire. He’s so handsome that I just want to be with him always. I want a break from the craziness so we can just enjoy each other.“I love you,” I say, as cuddle each other close that night.“I love you too,” he whispers. And I can tell he means each word. Our bond is strengthened once again.We shift into our wolf forms so we don’t need a blanket, then curl up together. I bury my head into the warm fur of his neck. With him I feel happy, safe, and totally in love. Despite the circumstances we find ourselves in, I’m content as we drift off to sleep.My bladder isn’t what it used to be like though n