LOGINRafe
The last thing I remember from that night is the taste of metal and betrayal. Rain on my tongue, gunfire somewhere far away, the blur of headlights cutting through smoke. Then a voice I’d memorized years ago shouting my name—not with worry, but with fury. “Bring him to me.” Six months ago, everything went wrong. Six months of running, hiding, blaming myself for something I didn’t do. And now, here I am—dragged back into the lion’s den, wrists bound, face bruised, every breath measured against the sound of Nicholas Rhodes pacing across marble floors. He stands in front of me, dressed in black like the accusation itself. No one else speaks. His men fade into the walls, shadows waiting for a verdict. The air smells of gun oil and rain-soaked leather. “You should have died that night,” he says quietly. “I almost did.” My voice cracks around the words. He steps closer, studying me with the precision of a surgeon about to cut. “Almost isn’t enough.” I want to look away, but I don’t. I’ve faced death before; I’ve never faced him like this—furious, betrayed, alive. He moves suddenly, faster than memory. A single punch lands against my jaw—not brutal, but sharp enough to make me stumble. The sound echoes. I taste blood. “That’s for the men we lost,” he says, low. “And for making me believe in you.” I breathe through the sting, forcing out a laugh that isn’t really a laugh. “Feel better?” “No,” he replies, voice flat. “Not yet.” He turns away, and for a moment the anger in the room drops to something colder, quieter. When he finally looks back, his expression has changed—controlled again, the mask sliding neatly into place. “Lock him downstairs,” Nicholas tells his guards. “He stays alive until I decide otherwise.” They drag me down corridors that smell of cedar and silence, through a steel door that hums when it shuts. The basement is nothing like a cell, but it isn’t mercy either. Concrete floor, a narrow bed, dim light. A single camera blinks red from the corner. For hours—maybe days—I hear nothing but my own thoughts. --- Time passes differently underground. Minutes stretch like scars. Sometimes I think I hear his footsteps above me. Sometimes I dream them. He hasn’t come down since that first night, and I can’t decide if that’s a relief or a punishment. The first tray of food arrives without a word. The second comes cold. The third I don’t touch. By the fourth day, I’m talking to the walls just to prove I still exist. That’s when I hear the door click open. He steps inside alone this time. No guards, no weapon—just Nicholas Rhodes in tailored black, sleeves rolled, jaw tight. The red light from the camera paints a faint line across his cheekbone. “Still alive,” he says, as if he’s surprised. “Disappointed?” “Not yet.” He studies the untouched plate on the floor. “Eat.” “I’m not hungry.” He tilts his head. “Then you’re either stubborn or guilty.” “Maybe both.” Something flickers in his eyes. “You always were.” He sits across from me, close enough for the air to change, not close enough to touch. “Tell me what happened that night.” “I already told you. I didn’t betray you.” “Then who did?” “If I knew, you’d have their body by now.” The silence that follows is sharp enough to bleed on. He doesn’t believe me, but he doesn’t walk away either. Instead, he stands, straightens his cuffs, and leaves with a single sentence trailing behind him like smoke. “You’ll tell me eventually, Rafe. Everyone breaks.” The door shuts. The red light keeps blinking. --- Nicholas He looks smaller through the camera lens. Four days of silence have done what interrogation never could—stripped away his armor. Still, he refuses to beg. I watch him pace the narrow room like a caged animal, equal parts fury and defiance. Every hour I tell myself to finish it. Every hour I don’t. My men think I’m keeping him alive for answers. Maybe I am. Maybe I’m just crueler than they know. When I hit him, I expected satisfaction. Instead, I felt nothing but the echo of my own failure. He was right there during the operation—the only one close enough to see the trap before it closed. The leak came from inside. All evidence pointed to him. Yet the moment he looked up, bleeding, saying “I didn’t,” something in me hesitated. That hesitation cost three lives. Now he sits below my feet, reminding me of every choice I can’t undo. I pour a glass of whiskey I won’t drink and turn back to the monitors. On-screen, Rafe sits on the edge of the bed, elbows on his knees, staring at the floor like it’s the only thing that still believes him. I remember the night he joined the family—barely twenty, reckless, sharp-eyed. I taught him to shoot, to negotiate, to survive. He learned too well. And somewhere between orders and loyalty, something else took root—something we never named. A knock at the door. One of my lieutenants, Matteo. “Sir, the accountant you asked for is here.” “Later.” Matteo hesitates. “There’s talk, boss. Some of the men think keeping Vega alive looks weak.” I turn to him. “Tell them weakness would be letting someone else decide when he dies.” That ends the discussion. When the door closes, I look back at the screen. Rafe hasn’t moved. I don’t know what I expect from him anymore—confession, apology, rage. Maybe all of it. Maybe none. --- Later that night, I go down again. He doesn’t look surprised to see me. “Couldn’t sleep?” he asks. “I don’t,” I say simply. He smirks, but it doesn’t reach his eyes. “Guilt will do that.” “Careful.” “Or what? You’ll hit me again?” He leans back against the wall. “Go ahead. At least it means you’re feeling something.” For a moment, I almost do. Then I stop myself, because that’s what he wants. “Why didn’t you run farther?” I ask instead. “Six months, and you stayed close enough to be found.” “Maybe I wanted you to find me.” I study him. “Don’t joke.” “Who said I’m joking?” The air between us tightens. The camera’s red light catches his face, makes his eyes look darker. “You think I did it,” he says finally. “Fine. But look at me and tell me you’re sure.” I can’t. He sees it—of course he does—and the ghost of a smile touches his lips. “That’s what I thought.” I turn to leave. His voice follows me. “Nick.” I stop. “You can keep me here,” he says softly, “but sooner or later you’ll have to ask yourself which part of you needs me more—the boss who wants revenge or the man who can’t let go.” The door closes between us before I answer. --- Shared Ending Hours later, I’m still awake in my office. The rain hasn’t stopped since the night they brought him in. It feels like the city itself is waiting for something to break. A message arrives on my encrypted line—anonymous sender, no traceable route. > “You’re looking in the wrong direction.” “He isn’t your traitor.” Attached is a single photograph: the blueprint of our last operation, marked with an access code that only three people should have known. One of them was Rafe. Another was me. The third… is someone I buried years ago. I stare at the image until the whiskey glass trembles in my hand. Downstairs, Rafe’s camera feed flickers once, then steadies. He looks up, as if sensing the shift, as if he can feel me watching. Maybe he can. For the first time in months, something that feels almost like hope cuts through the anger—and that terrifies me more than anything else. Because if he’s innocent… then I’ve already destroyed the only person who ever truly belonged to me.The date is Nicholas’s idea. He doesn’t call it that. He just says, “Come with me tonight,” like it’s an order softened by hope. Like he’s bracing for rejection even as he pretends he isn’t. Rafe hesitates only a moment. “Okay,” he says. And something fragile and dangerous blooms behind Nicholas’s ribs. They leave the café just before sunset. Rafe locks the door carefully, double-checks the sign, straightens the chairs like the place might collapse if he doesn’t. Nicholas watches from the curb, hands in his coat pockets, memorizing the way Rafe exists when he thinks no one important is watching. He’s wrong. Every version of Rafe is important. They don’t go anywhere loud. Nicholas would never. He chooses a quiet restaurant tucked between a bookstore and a florist — warm lights, low music, too soft for violence. The kind of place that feels like a promise instead of a threat. Rafe looks around when they sit. “This place is… nice,” he says. Nicholas nods. “It doesn’t bleed
Nick's POV I know the moment he’s recognized.It’s instinct — the same one that kept me alive in rooms filled with men who smiled while sharpening knives. The same instinct that taught me how to read betrayal in the tilt of a head, the pause before a breath.The bell above the café door rings.Rafe looks up from the counter, smiles softly, and says, “Good afternoon.”The man who walks in freezes.Just for a fraction of a second.But it’s enough.His eyes lock on Rafe’s face like he’s staring at a ghost.And I feel it.That cold, crawling certainty sliding down my spine.Someone remembers him.---THE MAN FROM THE PASTHis name is Luca Santori.Former logistics runner for a splinter syndicate we burned to the ground three years ago. Not high-ranking, not brilliant — but observant. The kind of man who survived by remembering faces, debts, and blood.I killed his boss.Rafe killed his escape route.And Luca watched it all happen.Now he’s standing in my café — our café — with recognitio
Rafe's POV I stop sleeping properly after Nicholas tells me my name. Not the one on my café name tag. Not the one the hospital gave me when they couldn’t find fingerprints or records or family. But the one that belongs to me. Rafael Vega. It doesn’t feel like a stranger’s name. That’s the worst part. It settles into my chest like something that’s always lived there, curling tight around my lungs, heavy and familiar. When I repeat it silently, my heart reacts before my mind can catch up — a stutter, a pull, a sharp ache that makes me press my fist against my sternum like I can physically hold myself together. Rafael Vega. I whisper it into the dark the first night. The dreams come immediately. --- THE FIRST DREAM — BLOOD AND PROMISES I’m kneeling. Not weak — never weak — but controlled. Intentional. There’s blood on the floor, streaked in dark arcs like spilled ink. Someone groans behind me. Someone else is praying. I don’t turn. I already know who matters. He stand
Rafe's POV The man with the dark eyes comes back the next day. I notice him before the bell over the café door rings — before I hear his footsteps, before I smell the faint trace of smoke and something sharper, metallic, like rain on steel. It’s stupid. But my body knows him. My hands still as I’m wiping down the counter, my pulse skipping in a way that has nothing to do with fear and everything to do with recognition. I look up. There he is. Same coat. Same posture. Same impossible stillness, like the room has shifted to accommodate him instead of the other way around. Nicholas. I don’t know why his name comes to me so easily. I told myself last night that it didn’t mean anything. That I was reading too much into a stranger who looked at me like I mattered more than the rest of the world combined. People look at people all the time. But not like that. His gaze locks onto mine the second our eyes meet. Something tightens in my chest. He doesn’t smile. He never does.
Nick's POV The city had changed in a year. Or maybe I had. The streets felt narrower. Meaner. Every shadow looked like it was hiding something from me — a secret, a lie, a body that never stayed where it was buried. Rafe was alive. That fact sat inside my chest like a live wire, humming constantly, daring me to touch it again. Every breath I took scraped against it. Every thought circled back to the same impossible image: Rafael Vega. Standing behind a café counter. Alive. I hadn’t gone back to the café. Not yet. If I walked in again without answers, I would tear the place apart with my bare hands just to prove he was real. And I couldn’t afford that — not when he looked at me like I was just another stranger passing through his life. So I did what I had always done best. I hunted. --- THE FIRST LIE The black car moved silently through the city as dusk bled into night. I sat in the backseat, jacket discarded, sleeves rolled up, staring at nothing while everything burn
Nicholas didn’t remember standing. He didn’t remember walking. He didn’t remember pushing the café door open or stepping into the cold afternoon light. All he remembered was the way his heart had stopped beating the moment he looked into Rafe’s face. Alive. Breathing. Smiling politely at strangers. Rafe. He kept walking. The street blurred around him—cars passing, voices rising and falling, the world continuing as if his entire life had not just shattered and reformed in a single breath. His chest felt tight. His hands were trembling. Nicholas Rhodes never trembled. But he was trembling now. Because the one thing he had mourned, buried, burned for— The one person whose death had hollowed him out— The man whose blood he still dreamed about— Was alive. Alive and unaware. Alive and serving coffee. Alive and looking at him with blank innocence. Nicholas stopped at the end of the street, bracing one hand against a lamppost as the realization hit him all at once. He wh







