MasukChapter Four
First Person’s Perspective
Belle
What a terrible idea this was
No, scratch that. This was the worst idea I’d ever had. And considering my track record, that was saying something
I stood in front of the massive mahogany desk, my eyes darting everywhere—the bookshelves lined with ancient texts, the modern art on the walls, the weird bronze wolf sculpture in the corner that looked like it cost more than my entire existence—anywhere but at
him
Anywhere but at the man I was about to manipulate into helping me destroy my ex
So easy and simple
Totally not complicated at all
I’d rehearsed this, in fact, I had a whole speech planned. Walk in, be confident, lay out the facts, appeal to his sense of justice or pack loyalty or whatever Alphas cared about, and walk out with his support
It was intended to be clean
Except I’d been standing here for a full minute and hadn’t said a single word
Because he was just…staring at me
Not in a creepy way, no
More like he found my obvious discomfort amusing. Like I was some kind of entertaining little puzzle he was trying to figure out
His fingers were steepled under his chin, elbows resting on the desk, and those impossibly dark eyes tracked every single fidget, every nervous shift of my weight
I could feel his gaze like a physical thing
“Are you going to say something,” he finally drawled, his voice low and entirely too calm, “or are you just here to admire my office?”
My head snapped toward him
Big mistake
Because now I was looking directly at him, and goddess help me, he was even more devastating up close. That infuriating calm that made him look like he was in complete control of everything, including me
I hated it
I hated him
Okay, that was a lie. But I wanted to hate him *why?* choosing to ignore that question, I raised my head up high
“I need your help,” I blurted out, better to spill it all out now right? *Shrugs*
One dark eyebrow arched “With?”
I squared my shoulders, forcing myself to hold his gaze “There’s a… situation, back where I was living. Someone is spreading lies about me and ruining my reputation, and I need it handled” what a way to request help from someone you literally just met
“Handled,” he parroted lazily, like he was tasting the word
“Yes. You’re an Alpha, and you have influence, connections, resources…”
“And you want me to use those resources for you” it wasnt a question, more like stating out my thoughts
“Yes” I responded without hesitation
He leaned back in his chair, studying me with that same unreadable expression “And why would I do that?”
I blinked, wasnt it already so obvious?
“Because—because it’s the right thing to do? Because someone is lying and…”
“Because you’re my mate?”
The words hung in the air like a bomb
My mouth went dry
He said it so casually. So matter of factly, like it wasn’t the single most catastrophic truth either of us could acknowledge
“I…” I started, but he cut me off
“Let me be clear, Belle” He stood, rounding the desk with slow, deliberate steps “I love your mother. She is my wife, my Luna, my everything, and I will not do anything to jeopardize that. Whatever this—” he gestured vaguely between us, “—is, it doesn’t change that fact. Nothing can happen between us”
I should’ve felt relieved
I should’ve nodded and agreed and moved on
Instead, I felt my temper flare
“Oh, please,” I scoffed, crossing my arms “Like I’d want anything to happen between us anyway. You’re, what, twice my age? And clearly my mother’s type, which is the exact opposite of mine. Old, controlling, probably obsessed with rules and hierarchy…”
“Old?” His tone didn’t change, but something flickered in his eyes
“Yeah. Old. No offense, but I’m not into the whole ‘silver fox with a god complex’ thing”
Still nothing
“And I must say, you’re very weird to think I came for help bevause of…that” I shuddered in disgust….fake disgust, might I add
Deep within me, I lowkey felt embarrassed that I even thought to use our bond to manipulate him
“Then what made you so comfortable saying it? We just met….havent even had a real conversation, except…this” he stated with a raised brow
My face twisted more “For an old man, you seem really full of yourself”
“I’m forty two, that’s not old” he responded ever so casually
No anger, no defensiveness. Not even a hint of reaction
He just kept looking at me with that same calm, measured expression, and it was infuriating
“Are you done?” he asked evenly
“I—yes. No. Maybe.” I threw my hands up. “This was a stupid idea. Forget I said anything.”
I turned to leave, but his voice stopped me
“You’re lying, and as an Alpha I can tell that by looking at you”
I froze, my hand on the door handle “Excuse me?”
“You don’t think I’m old. Or unappealing.” He stepped closer, close enough that I could feel the heat radiating off him “You’re just scared”
I whipped around “Scared? Of what? you?”
“Of this” His gaze dropped to my lips for half a second before flicking back up “Of what you feel when you’re near me”
My heart slammed against my ribs
“I don’t feel anything,” I shot back, but my voice came out breathless
“Liar…”
“Pretty little liar”
He was right in front of me now, so close I had to tilt my head back to meet his eyes
This was dangerous
This was wrong
This was…
“You need to back up,” I whispered
“Do I?”
“Yes”
“Then why aren’t you moving?”
Good question
I should’ve shoved him away and walked out…no run out
Put as much distance between us as physically possible
But I didn’t
Instead, I stood there, frozen, as he reached up and tucked a loose strand of hair behind my ear
The touch was soft and gentle, and boy! Did it set every nerve in my body on fire
“This is a bad idea,” I breathed
“The worst,” he agreed
“Then why aren’t you also backing up?” I asked and he chuckled, the rumble went from my ears down to in between my legs, making my clit clench and unclench
“Um..”
And then his mouth was on mine…it was so sudden and…I don’t know
The kiss was nothing like I expected. It wasn’t soft or tentative or careful
It was consuming
His hands cupped my face, angling my head as his lips moved against mine with a hunger that stole the breath from my lungs. I gasped, and he took the opportunity to deepen the kiss, his tongue sliding against mine in a way that made my knees buckle
I grabbed onto his shirt, fisting the fabric as I kissed him back just as desperately
This was wrong
So, so wrong
But I couldn’t stop
Isla was purring, practically singing with satisfaction, and every logical thought in my head dissolved under the heat of his touch
He backed me up against the door, his body pressing against mine, and I felt the hard line of him against my stomach
Oh goddess
His hands slid down to my waist, gripping me like he was afraid I’d disappear, and I arched into him, needing more, needing…
A sharp knock on the door made us both freeze
“Alpha? The council meeting is starting in five minutes”
We broke apart, both of us breathing hard, staring at each other like we’d just committed a crime
Which, technically, we had
“I’ll be there,” he called out, his voice rough
Footsteps retreated down the hall
I pressed a hand to my swollen lips, my mind racing
What the hell just happened?
He ran a hand through his hair, looking just as wrecked as I felt
“This can’t happen again,” he said quietly
“Agreed”
“I mean it, Belle”
“So do I”
“I simply lost control, this doesn’t mean anything” he added and I nodded before the words sank in my mind…it didn't mean anything?
Hmph! Nonsense
“It doesn’t mean anything to me, wherever did you get such an idea?” I lied through my teeth and we stared at each other for another beat.
And then I yanked open the door and fled.
Maybe I had gone insane, but I kind of liked the thrill I felt and would like to do this
Sorry Mum
BelleThe drive back was silent and I let it be silent because if I opened my mouth before I was ready, whatever came out was not going to be prettyBy the time we pulled into the estate I had organized my thoughts into something cold and structured and infinitely more dangerous than if I had just screamed in the carThe moment the front door closed behind us and there was no one in immediate earshot, I turned to face him"You used me as bait"He opened his mouth, probably to defend himself but I raised my palm"Don't," I said, not wanting to listen "Don't explain it, don't reframe it, don't give me the Alpha speech about calculated risks. You brought me to the least patrolled part of your territory with a DNA collection bag already in your pocket and you're going to stand there and tell me it wasn't deliberate?""Belle—""Answer the question""It wasn't like that," he said, his voice was controlled, that particular controlled that meant he was choosing every word carefully "I suspect
BelleBefore I could blink and point out where it came from, figures began to jump out of the shadows behind the treesFour of them, they moved really fast, that my eyes couldn't even track them all, causing my heart rate to pique immediately The next second, all I felt was air, when he moved and then large arms swept across my body, pushing me behind in one motion "Reign…""Don't move," he said quietly, he whisper yelled to me and I obeyed without hesitation The four figures broke from the trees and spread out as they approached, fanning into a loose formation that was deliberate enough to tell me these were not random people who had stumbled upon us by accident. They knew what they were doingThey also, I noticed, were not looking at ReignThey were looking at meEvery single one of them, even as they moved, even as they spread out and positioned themselves, their eyes kept returning to me like I was the fixed point in the equation and Reign was just the obstacle between them and
Chapter Thirty Eight First Person PerspectiveBelleAs much as I would like to be the girl who loved simple things as staring into a vast land side by side with her fuck mate, I equally couldn’t It just felt….boring in all senseAs if knowing what I was about to do, Reign held my wrist, preventing me from taking any step “Stay close,” he instructed, his eyes doing a slow sweep of the area around usI raised a brow at him “Why? You know this place like the back of your hand, you’re the Alpha”“I do,” he stated simply, “but you don’t, and this close to the border, vigilance drops significantly, since my men don’t patrol here as often as they should” should I call that a lapse in his reign?Hahahahaha!!! See what I did there?“So attacks here are…normal?” I askedHe glanced at me briefly “I wouldn’t say it’s normal, but it’s not surprising either” ohh!!!! Okay“And you brought me here anyway?” I answered , giving him a very pointed look“You wanted to see the pack,” he defended, shrug
Chapter Thirty SevenFirst Person PerspectiveBelleHe simply turned and walked away“What was that?” I asked Wilde, pretending to be oblivious. He simply shrugged “You never know what goes on in the head of that man, so don’t bother trying to figure him out” I laughed so hard at that and we talked some more, then he received a call and had to get goingMaking sure that I wasn’t seen, I made my way to Reign’s officeI tried the handle but it was locked from the inside Before I could knock, the door creaked openHe stood at the doorway and assessed me for what felt like hours, before wordlessly moving aside and gesturing for me to get inI opened my mouth to start talking but he raised a palm, silencing me“Don’t,” he saidUm…..okay??? I closed itBefore I could blink, he had crossed the room and stopped in front of me, so close that I had to tilt my chin up slightly to maintain eye contact — tsk!his eyes moved over my face with a thoroughness that made the back of my neck warm“Hi
Chapter Thirty SixFirst Person PerspectiveBelleI had been pacing my room for the better part of an hour and my feet were starting to protest but I couldn’t stopevery time that I tried to sit down my brain just picked up where it left off and the cycle started all over again*Miss Ma’am, did your step dad make you squirt enough?*The message replayed over and over again in my head, making my stomach knot in uneaseI stopped walking and pressed both palms flat against my dresser and stared at my own reflection in the mirror above it, searching my face for answers it clearly didn’t have, because I had been doing this since yesterdaySomeone knewThat was the bottom line and it was not a comfortable one to sit with. Someone in this mansion, or close enough to this mansion to matter, had connected the dots between me and Reign and had decided that the appropriate response was to send me an anonymous text dripping with smugness about it, which meant one of two things — either they found
Chapter Thirty Five First Person’s Perspective Belle“Okay, fine, is it Seaman then…your mother’s bodyguard?” My brows pulled together Who’s Seam— oooh!I physically recoiled as I realised who she was referring to “Ew,” I retched “Ew, no, absolutely not, why would you even think that?” She rolled her eyes“What?? You don’t like him?,” she asked, laughing at my reaction, “he’s actually very handsome and he’s muscular….he’s tall, aand apparently he’s the strongest person in the pack after Wilde—”“I haven’t even seen that man since the first day I arrived and he drove me here,” I lied, trying to erase our second encounter from my vision “Yeah…. I believe you” she responded sarcastically “the first day, Maya, and that was months ago, so whatever your brain is constructing right now please dismantle it immediately”“But I didn’t just make it up, I heard some maids talking,” she said, completely unrepentant, “they said something about Seaman looking at you a certain type of way—”“We
Chapter EightFirst Person’s Perspective BelleIt was another night, and yet again…I couldn’t sleep“Fuck you Reign” I cursed under my breathMy body was exhausted but my mind wouldn’t shut up. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw him. Felt his hands on me. Heard him say “this can’t happen again” wh
Chapter FourteenFirst Person’s PerspectiveBelleFifty minutesThat’s how long I had to figure out what the hell I was going to do to RowanI paced in my room, Isla practically vibrating with anticipation*We should rip his throat out*, she suggested cheerfully*what? No, We’re not ripping anyone’
QqChapter Seven Alpha Reign’s Perspective …I lasted exactly twenty minutes before I gave up on trying to work. I couldn’t lie to myself anymore, so I made the dangerous choice to let my mind drift I imagined her body pressed against mine, her breathless gasps, the way she’d looked at me with tho
Chapter TenFirst Person's PerspectiveBelleI arrived at the East Gardens fifteen minutes early, because, why not?To my utmost surprise, Reign was already there, leaning against one of the stone pillars near the fountain. The moonlight made him look even more dangerous than usual, lighting all s







