LOGINChapter Four
First Person’s Perspective
Belle
What a terrible idea this was
No, scratch that. This was the worst idea I’d ever had. And considering my track record, that was saying something
I stood in front of the massive mahogany desk, my eyes darting everywhere—the bookshelves lined with ancient texts, the modern art on the walls, the weird bronze wolf sculpture in the corner that looked like it cost more than my entire existence—anywhere but at
him
Anywhere but at the man I was about to manipulate into helping me destroy my ex
So easy and simple
Totally not complicated at all
I’d rehearsed this, in fact, I had a whole speech planned. Walk in, be confident, lay out the facts, appeal to his sense of justice or pack loyalty or whatever Alphas cared about, and walk out with his support
It was intended to be clean
Except I’d been standing here for a full minute and hadn’t said a single word
Because he was just…staring at me
Not in a creepy way, no
More like he found my obvious discomfort amusing. Like I was some kind of entertaining little puzzle he was trying to figure out
His fingers were steepled under his chin, elbows resting on the desk, and those impossibly dark eyes tracked every single fidget, every nervous shift of my weight
I could feel his gaze like a physical thing
“Are you going to say something,” he finally drawled, his voice low and entirely too calm, “or are you just here to admire my office?”
My head snapped toward him
Big mistake
Because now I was looking directly at him, and goddess help me, he was even more devastating up close. That infuriating calm that made him look like he was in complete control of everything, including me
I hated it
I hated him
Okay, that was a lie. But I wanted to hate him *why?* choosing to ignore that question, I raised my head up high
“I need your help,” I blurted out, better to spill it all out now right? *Shrugs*
One dark eyebrow arched “With?”
I squared my shoulders, forcing myself to hold his gaze “There’s a… situation, back where I was living. Someone is spreading lies about me and ruining my reputation, and I need it handled” what a way to request help from someone you literally just met
“Handled,” he parroted lazily, like he was tasting the word
“Yes. You’re an Alpha, and you have influence, connections, resources…”
“And you want me to use those resources for you” it wasnt a question, more like stating out my thoughts
“Yes” I responded without hesitation
He leaned back in his chair, studying me with that same unreadable expression “And why would I do that?”
I blinked, wasnt it already so obvious?
“Because—because it’s the right thing to do? Because someone is lying and…”
“Because you’re my mate?”
The words hung in the air like a bomb
My mouth went dry
He said it so casually. So matter of factly, like it wasn’t the single most catastrophic truth either of us could acknowledge
“I…” I started, but he cut me off
“Let me be clear, Belle” He stood, rounding the desk with slow, deliberate steps “I love your mother. She is my wife, my Luna, my everything, and I will not do anything to jeopardize that. Whatever this—” he gestured vaguely between us, “—is, it doesn’t change that fact. Nothing can happen between us”
I should’ve felt relieved
I should’ve nodded and agreed and moved on
Instead, I felt my temper flare
“Oh, please,” I scoffed, crossing my arms “Like I’d want anything to happen between us anyway. You’re, what, twice my age? And clearly my mother’s type, which is the exact opposite of mine. Old, controlling, probably obsessed with rules and hierarchy…”
“Old?” His tone didn’t change, but something flickered in his eyes
“Yeah. Old. No offense, but I’m not into the whole ‘silver fox with a god complex’ thing”
Still nothing
“And I must say, you’re very weird to think I came for help bevause of…that” I shuddered in disgust….fake disgust, might I add
Deep within me, I lowkey felt embarrassed that I even thought to use our bond to manipulate him
“Then what made you so comfortable saying it? We just met….havent even had a real conversation, except…this” he stated with a raised brow
My face twisted more “For an old man, you seem really full of yourself”
“I’m forty two, that’s not old” he responded ever so casually
No anger, no defensiveness. Not even a hint of reaction
He just kept looking at me with that same calm, measured expression, and it was infuriating
“Are you done?” he asked evenly
“I—yes. No. Maybe.” I threw my hands up. “This was a stupid idea. Forget I said anything.”
I turned to leave, but his voice stopped me
“You’re lying, and as an Alpha I can tell that by looking at you”
I froze, my hand on the door handle “Excuse me?”
“You don’t think I’m old. Or unappealing.” He stepped closer, close enough that I could feel the heat radiating off him “You’re just scared”
I whipped around “Scared? Of what? you?”
“Of this” His gaze dropped to my lips for half a second before flicking back up “Of what you feel when you’re near me”
My heart slammed against my ribs
“I don’t feel anything,” I shot back, but my voice came out breathless
“Liar…”
“Pretty little liar”
He was right in front of me now, so close I had to tilt my head back to meet his eyes
This was dangerous
This was wrong
This was…
“You need to back up,” I whispered
“Do I?”
“Yes”
“Then why aren’t you moving?”
Good question
I should’ve shoved him away and walked out…no run out
Put as much distance between us as physically possible
But I didn’t
Instead, I stood there, frozen, as he reached up and tucked a loose strand of hair behind my ear
The touch was soft and gentle, and boy! Did it set every nerve in my body on fire
“This is a bad idea,” I breathed
“The worst,” he agreed
“Then why aren’t you also backing up?” I asked and he chuckled, the rumble went from my ears down to in between my legs, making my clit clench and unclench
“Um..”
And then his mouth was on mine…it was so sudden and…I don’t know
The kiss was nothing like I expected. It wasn’t soft or tentative or careful
It was consuming
His hands cupped my face, angling my head as his lips moved against mine with a hunger that stole the breath from my lungs. I gasped, and he took the opportunity to deepen the kiss, his tongue sliding against mine in a way that made my knees buckle
I grabbed onto his shirt, fisting the fabric as I kissed him back just as desperately
This was wrong
So, so wrong
But I couldn’t stop
Isla was purring, practically singing with satisfaction, and every logical thought in my head dissolved under the heat of his touch
He backed me up against the door, his body pressing against mine, and I felt the hard line of him against my stomach
Oh goddess
His hands slid down to my waist, gripping me like he was afraid I’d disappear, and I arched into him, needing more, needing…
A sharp knock on the door made us both freeze
“Alpha? The council meeting is starting in five minutes”
We broke apart, both of us breathing hard, staring at each other like we’d just committed a crime
Which, technically, we had
“I’ll be there,” he called out, his voice rough
Footsteps retreated down the hall
I pressed a hand to my swollen lips, my mind racing
What the hell just happened?
He ran a hand through his hair, looking just as wrecked as I felt
“This can’t happen again,” he said quietly
“Agreed”
“I mean it, Belle”
“So do I”
“I simply lost control, this doesn’t mean anything” he added and I nodded before the words sank in my mind…it didn't mean anything?
Hmph! Nonsense
“It doesn’t mean anything to me, wherever did you get such an idea?” I lied through my teeth and we stared at each other for another beat.
And then I yanked open the door and fled.
Maybe I had gone insane, but I kind of liked the thrill I felt and would like to do this
Sorry Mum
Chapter EighteenFirst Person’s PerspectiveBelleBelieve me when I tell you, Madam Lorraine went all outAnd by all out, I mean she turned the entire main hall into a party space complete with decorations, catered food, and enough champagne to drown a small army“Is this really necessary?” I asked as she adjusted a banner that read “Congratulations Belle!”“Of course it is! You cleared your name, sweetheart, that’s worth celebrating”“It’s a little much, don’t you think?”“Nonsense” She waved me off “Besides, I only invited people we’re close to, It’ll be intimate” Intimate apparently meant about thirty peopleI recognized some faces from around the pack house—council members, high-ranking wolves, a few people my age that I’d seen trainingAnd Wilde, of course, who was already at the food table loading up a plate“Your mom knows how to throw a party,” he said when I approached“She’s extra like that”“Hey, I’m not complaining, this food is amazing”I grabbed a glass of champagne from
Chapter Seventeen First Person’s PerspectiveBelleThe dungeon felt colder the second time aroundOr maybe that was just me, still reeling from what I’d just done with Reign on that balconyOr, could be the fact that Rowan was sitting soaking wet from head to toe on the chair, and I couldn’t tell if it was water, sweet or bloodWilde was leaning against the wall by the side of the room, hands crossed, looking very bored as he eyed Rowan “Took you long enough,” he said when he saw us approaching“What do you do?” I asked, mouth slightly agape with purely undisguised amusement “What I know best” he winked at me and we both laughedReign’s expression didn’t change, I don’t think he shared in our amusement “Is he still….alive?”“Yeah, he hasn’t moved even a bit from his spot, but he’s been crying though” Wilde grinned “It’s kind of pathetic, but yeah….definitely alive”“Good,” I said, satisfaction curling up in my chestThen I looked up and notice how Wilde’s eyes flicked between Reign
Chapter Sixteen First Person’s Perspective Belle“Satisfied?” Reign asked as we came out of the dungeon doors and all I could manage was a sigh“I’m not, the main thing has not been settled yet, and you seem to be in a hurry to goddess knows where” I said, I got no response “Thank you though” I said however “For letting me do that” if he hadn’t helped me, then even this little interaction — to which I enjoyed every bit of — would not have been possible “You didn’t need my permission” he responded with a small chuckle “Maybe not, but you gave it anyway, so I still need to show my appreciation”We stared at each other for a long moment after that, neither saying anything to the otherWhen it started to become akward, I ran my palms down my jeans“You said… we’d talk,” I started “About what I owe you?” At the mention of that, his eyes darkened, and I saw something like excitement dance in them, but only for a second, then he cleared his throat “Oh! Yeah, we will, but not here” I lo
Chapter Fifteen First Person’s Perspective BelleHe was laughing on the recording, very relaxed and loose ljke he was telling a funny story over drinks, which was exactly what he’d been doing, he and his fellow psychopathsI stopped it“Marcus Webb’s birthday party” I said “You had a lot to drink and someone just happened to have had their phone out” I tilted my head “You talked…a lot, for almost ten minutes and you seemed very proud of yourself”“That was…” he stopped, jaw working “That was supposed to be private”“Oh!” I feigned cluelessness and pouted “it was?”“Belle…”“Well my step father got it for me,” I kept my pout “Funny how things find their way to the right people eventually,”I glanced back at Reign briefly. He stood near the door, arms folded, expression giving nothing away, then my gaze turned back to Rowan“So here’s your choice,” I said, holding up my phone again, this time switching to the camera“You can look into this lens right now and say everything you did to
Chapter FourteenFirst Person’s PerspectiveBelleFifty minutesThat’s how long I had to figure out what the hell I was going to do to RowanI paced in my room, Isla practically vibrating with anticipation*We should rip his throat out*, she suggested cheerfully*what? No, We’re not ripping anyone’s throat out… not yet**Fine, then break his legs… both of them**Also no**Ugh! You’re no fun*The truth was, I didn’t know what I wanted to do to himI just knew I needed to see his faceI just needed him to know that he hadn’t wonJust then, I received a text from Reign*Reign: He’s here in the dungeon… come now*My stomach flipped, turned and sank with both excitement and uneaseSo this was itI took a breath, checked my reflection in the mirror, and headed outThe house was quiet, save for the guard who was showing me the direction, as I made my way through the halls and down a set of stairs I hadn’t noticed beforeThey led deep underground, to a part of the estate that felt colder, dar
Chapter ThirteenFirst Person’s PerspectiveBelleMy entire day was spent pacing, plotting, and slowly losing my mindBy the time 6 PM rolled around, I was ready to either fight Reign or fuck him…..Maybe both, he-heI showed up at his office right on time, pushing through the door without knockingHe was behind his desk, as always. But this time, he looked… tired and stressed upAll the controlled mask he always wore had a few cracks showing through“Close the door,” he saidI did, then walked over to his desk “Did you change your mind about Nora?”“No” came his very fast and firm response, my heart sank, I was somehow expecting some positive news “Then why am I here?” My voice didnt do shit to hide the disappointment that I feltHe leaned back in his chair, studying me “You’re angry”“Of course I’m angry, my best friend is homeless because of Rowan, and no one will help her, even though all you all have literally preached to me since I got here, Is helping each other”“I didn’t say
Chapter EightFirst Person’s Perspective BelleIt was another night, and yet again…I couldn’t sleep“Fuck you Reign” I cursed under my breathMy body was exhausted but my mind wouldn’t shut up. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw him. Felt his hands on me. Heard him say “this can’t happen again” wh
Chapter Ten First Person's Perspective Belle I arrived at the East Gardens fifteen minutes early, because, why not? To my utmost surprise, Reign was already there, leaning against one of the stone pillars near the fountain. The moonlight made him look even more dangerous than usual, lighting a
Chapter TenFirst Person's PerspectiveBelleI arrived at the East Gardens fifteen minutes early, because, why not?To my utmost surprise, Reign was already there, leaning against one of the stone pillars near the fountain. The moonlight made him look even more dangerous than usual, lighting all s
QqChapter Seven Alpha Reign’s Perspective …I lasted exactly twenty minutes before I gave up on trying to work. I couldn’t lie to myself anymore, so I made the dangerous choice to let my mind drift I imagined her body pressed against mine, her breathless gasps, the way she’d looked at me with tho







