登入The kitchen went silent and stayed silent.
Maeve stood in the doorway with the storm water still running off her coat and her hands loose at her sides.
"You cannot," I said.
Maeve did not look at me.
"Under the old law a challenge can be called by any wolf of the pack who has served it for five years and holds a rank of Beta or above," she said. "I have served nine years and I am Beta and I have the right. I have called it in front of the Alpha and in front of witnesses and he has accepted it." She looked at Ronan. "It will be at noon in the long room. Shifted, no weapons, first to yield or first to be unable to continue. Padraig will judge."
"Ronan," I said. "You cannot do this."
He was standing in the middle of the kitchen with a cut on his forehead and a bandage on his arm and his wet shirt stuck to his chest, and he looked at me and then at Maeve and did not say anything.
"Ronan. You cannot stand in a challenge ring at noon. You have a false bond eating you and a silver wound in your shoulder that has been open since June and you could not get up off a kitchen floor four days ago." I got between them. "Maeve, listen to me. If you do this, you will kill him. Not because you mean to. Because he will not yield and you will not have to try very hard."
Maeve's jaw tightened.
"I have thought about it," she said. "I have thought about it all night and every wolf in this house has been thinking about it too." She looked at me and her brown eyes were not cruel. They were tired and they were sorry. "The Council's guard is on a boat in the harbour with twelve wolves. The Council's envoy has half this pack believing the healer is poisoning the Alpha. There is a hole in the roof and no bread in the kitchen and a summons on the table with the twenty eighth on it. In nine days this pack goes into that Council chamber and if it goes with a dying Alpha it will be eaten alive." She straightened. "I am not doing this to hurt him. I am doing this because he will not do what needs to be done and somebody has to."
"By fighting him?"
"By fighting him." Maeve looked past me at Ronan. "The old law is the old law. A challenge is the only way a pack changes its Alpha without a war. You know that better than I do. You won your seat in a challenge when you were twenty one and you did not ask the wolf you beat whether he was feeling well."
"I know," Ronan said.
"Then you know what I am doing and why I am doing it."
"I know."
"Ronan!" I turned on him. "Say no. You are the Alpha. You can refuse a challenge and put it to a vote of the pack and you will win the vote because half of them are too frightened of the Council to change leaders now, and Maeve knows it, which is why she is doing it this way." I put my hand on his arm. "Say no."
He looked down at my hand and then at my face.
"If I refuse the challenge," he said, "I am the Alpha who was too weak to fight his own Beta. That is what the pack will remember on the twenty eighth. Not the vote. Not the law. They will remember that a dying man would not stand up." He took my hand off his arm and held it. "I will not give Lorcan that."
"Ronan."
"I have spent six months hiding in my own house," he said quietly. "I have let a false bond sit on my chest because I was ashamed to tell anyone it was there. I have let my Beta run my pack and my healer lie to my wolves and my own body fail me in front of everyone I have ever led. I will not spend the last nine days of my life hiding from Maeve in my own kitchen."
I stared at him.
"You will die," I said.
"Then I will die standing up in my own hall." He let go of my hand. "And if I do, you will take the box and the book and the page and you will get on Oisin's boat and go north, and you will find another way to break that bond, and you will do it for the pack even if I am not there to see it."
The kitchen was full of wolves and every one of them was listening.
"Fine," I said. "Then I have conditions."
Maeve raised her eyebrows.
"Padraig judges and I am at the edge of the ring with my kit. If he yields, the fight stops. If he goes down and cannot get up, the fight stops. If I say stop, it stops." I looked at Maeve. "You want the seat, not a corpse. Agree to that or I will stand in the doorway of that room and tell every wolf in this pack that the Beta of the Blackthorn Pack challenged a dying man to a fight and would not let a healer near him."
Maeve looked at me for a long moment.
"Agreed," she said. "Noon."
She turned and went out and the four wolves who had come with her went after her, and the kitchen sat in silence.
Ronan went to the door and looked out at the harbour.
"The Council boat is still there," he said. "Petra will have heard the challenge by now. She will be sitting on that deck working out how to use it."
"Let her."
"No." He turned round. "Fiadh. Come with me to the sickroom. If I am going to fight a Beta at noon, I want my arm bound properly and I want something for the shaking, and I want you to tell me the truth about how long I can last."
I got my kit.
"How long?" he said, when the door was shut.
I looked at him. At the grey in his face and the roots under his skin and the shoulder that had been open since June.
"Ten minutes," I said. "If you are lucky. If Maeve is angry with you, less."
He nodded slowly, as though I had told him the weather.
"Then we had better make the ten minutes count," he said.
Down in the harbour, the Council boat's bell began to ring.
The letter from the keepers sat on the kitchen table for three days before I answered it.It was a short letter in Mairéad's walnut-faced hand, and it said that the keepers had found a spring on the far west coast with the founder marks still on the walls, and a mark in the water that had not been given in two hundred years, and a young wolf in a fishing village who could not shift and did not know why. They wanted to know whether the Luna of the Blackthorn Pack would come and look at it.I read it four times. Then I put it under the sugar bowl and went out to help mend the kilns.On the third evening Ronan found me on the harbour wall with it in my hand and sat down beside me without saying anything. The tide was coming in and the boats were lifting off the mud one by one, and the light was going long and orange over the hills."You have not answered it," he said."I have been busy.""You have been mending a kiln that Aisling told you three times not to touch." He put his hands in hi
I came up out of the spring with my mother's hand in mine.She was lighter than a wolf should be. I carried her up the stair with Ronan on her other side and Padraig going ahead with the lantern, and the water ran off her grey coat and left a trail on the stone, and none of us said a word until we were out in the open air under the stars. Then she opened her eyes and looked at the sky for a long time and said, "Is that the same moon?""It is a different moon," Padraig said. "Ten years of them."She thought about that. She was very thin and her fur had gone the colour of ash, and when she shifted back into her human shape she was so light that Ronan took off his coat and wrapped her in it and carried her the rest of the way up the hill. She had grey hair, my mother, and green eyes like mine, and a face I had not seen since I was sixteen years old.The pack house was full when we came in. Aisling had got the fire going and the kettle on and there was a clean bed made up in the small roo
The spring took three days to open, and in those three days the Blackthorn Pack counted what it had lost.I did not go down to the Council seat on the first night. Padraig put his hand on my shoulder on the cliff and said, very quietly, "A spring that has been sealed for ten years does not open in an hour. You will need all your strength for the rite, and you will not have it if you go down there tonight with a dead wolf at your feet and a fight still in your blood." I did not like it. I stood on that headland with the wind pulling at my coat and the old keeper's body laid out on the grass behind me and I wanted to go down the hill and into the dark that same hour. Padraig waited. He has a great deal of patience, and he has spent a good part of his life using it on me."You are no good to her dead," he said.That was the argument that worked. I went back to the pack house and Ronan brought me a bowl of soup that I do not remember eating, and I slept for sixteen hours with the mark on
The old keeper was fast for a wolf his age, and he was clever, and neither of those things saved him.I came in low and took his foreleg out from under him, and Ronan hit him from the other side before he could get his feet back. The pack was on him then, a ring of teeth that closed and opened and closed again, and he fought his way out of it twice and both times we put him back on the rock. The third time he did not get up.He lay on his side on the grass with his grey flank heaving and blood on his muzzle, and he looked up at me with those pale eyes and said, in the voice that lived inside my head, "You have a mark on your wrist that I did not put there. What is it?""You tell me," I said. "You are the one who made it."His eyes went to my foreleg and the mark on it, and something moved across his face that I had not expected. Not anger. Relief."The rite has a witness," he said. "Every rite needs a witness, and the founders wrote it so that the witness could never be the same wolf
We went north to Falcarragh the next morning with eight wolves and Padraig, and the mark on my wrist stayed cold the whole way.The road up the coast is a narrow thing that runs between the sea and the hills, and the wind comes off the water without anything to stop it. I sat in the back of the cart with my coat collar up and watched the mark on the inside of my wrist. It had not warmed since the Council steps. It sat there beside the gold crescent, small and dark, and every mile we put behind us it seemed to me it got a little colder, the way a stone gets colder the deeper you dig it out of the shade.Nobody talked much. Padraig had his old leather satchel on his knees and his blue eyes fixed on the horizon, and Ronan drove the cart himself with his jaw set, and the eight Blackthorn wolves who had come along ran the verge on four feet in a loose scatter, and their breath showed in the air.The old house at Falcarragh stood on its own above a stony beach, a long low farmhouse with a s
The new law was passed in a room that smelled of fresh paint because the old Council chamber had been scrubbed out and the scrubbing had gone deeper than anyone expected. I went down for the vote because Ronan went down for the vote and because the Blackthorn Pack had a stake in it, and I sat in the gallery with Nessa on one side and Oisin on the other, and I listened to eleven Alphas argue about the future of the coast for six hours.The old Council of Alphas had been nine elders and a rule that said whatever the elders decided was law. The new one was different in every way that mattered. Every pack on the island got a seat and a vote, the elders lost the power to make bonds or rule on territory, and the whole thing was written down on paper that any wolf could ask to see. Ronan had drafted half of it in the fishing gear room with a pencil stub and a mug of cold tea, and when Elder Colm read the clause about willing marks aloud the gallery stood up and cheered for so long that Colm







