I don't even turn towards the voice. I feel like I'm going to turn to stone. I guess I should have expected that, given everything that happened years ago. Of course, he's married. Did I think he was going to wait for me his whole life?
But I still can't believe it. I'm still not ready for the pain that envelops me when I hear that he's moved on, he's married, and he has a family. I feel like I'm going to cry. Asher doesn't say anything. He just looks at me, and I just stand there. Frozen into place. All of a sudden, he barks. "get out!" the sound of his voice, the power in it—there seems to be some anger in it, and I can't help myself but scramble and start running towards the door. But then he stops me again. "Not you," he says. "Everybody out," he continues. Everybody stands up, and the whole room clears out in an instant. I'm left standing there, looking at him as he looks back, he just stares at me blankly. There is no expression on his face. I don't know how to react. I'm nervous as hell. I do not know what to say or do with myself. It's been five years. He's already married. He's moved on. There's no reason I would think that he was still mad at me, that he still had grudges about what happened years ago. Looking at him now, I can see how he has only gotten more captivating, more beautiful, more handsome with age. The boy I once knew is gone. The Asher I loved had a reckless charm, a raw, untamed fire in his eyes. When I was in love with him, he still had this boyish, young look about him. And now—Now he looks older, wiser, stronger. Oh so sexy... It’s in the way he carries himself, the quiet authority in his voice. It’s in the way his tailored suit fits him, the way his jawline has hardened with time. This is the better version of him. And somehow, that makes it hurt even more. He aged like fine wine. I always knew that he was going to get even more handsome by the day. I just feel bad that I'm not that woman for him anymore. Asher is still staring at me, he's not saying anything, and I can't read his expression, I decide to take the peaceful, easier way out. Words tumbling out... "Hey, Asher. It's been a long time, right? Was that five, or four years? How are you? How have you been doing?" He's just staring at me. I find myself continuing, blurting out words. "You're Don now. That's nice. Congratulations. When did that happen?" He raises an eyebrow. "Yeah, I'm not in that world anymore, but I'm so glad that you moved on. Married and everything. That's so nice. I'm so glad that you're happy." I don't know why I keep talking. He's still staring at me, and I'm starting to sweat. A thought cones to me, Maybe he doesn't even recognize me. Maybe he just felt bad when his men or his acquaintances were touching me. I don't think he remembers me. I laugh awkwardly. " You probably don't even remember who I am...But thanks for helping me out there. If you don't mind, I'll just get you your order." I'm about to turn and leave when he stands. I find myself stuck in place as He stands to his full height. Tall. Powerful. His presence fills the room. And for the first time in five years, I feel it—the force of him. He's so imposing. So controlled. So hot. Oh my God. I can practically hear my ovaries dying. My body betrays me. Five years. Five years in the desert. No touch. No heat. Nothing but memories of what it was like to have him—his body, his hands, his mouth. And now, seeing him, watching him walk toward me, knowing exactly what he's capable of… it's a struggle to stand here and act unaffected. He moves with purpose, oozing power, and when he stops in front of me, I have to tilt my head back to meet his gaze. He's way too tall. That's when I see it—the anger, the fire, the coldness lurking in his dark eyes. Then, a slow smirk appears on his lips. "Oh, I remember you, Ariella Costa. I remember you as clear as day." His voice sends a shiver through me. Five years ago, Asher Romano made me a promise. He promised I would regret ever breaking my promise. Ever breaking his heart. And today, I feel like I just walked into his trap. His next words are cruel. Mocking. "People at home think you died five years ago. Your parents already mourned you. They're probably working on forgetting you ever existed." I swallow hard. It wasn't what I wanted to do. But it was what I had to do. "Setting that fire to your house was perfect," he continues, his voice sharp, deadly. "But you can never run away from me, Ariella. I knew I would find you and have my revenge." My body tenses immediately. The way he's looking at me—with unfiltered, raw hatred...I should be terrified. No, I am terrified. Because right now, I have more than just myself to think about. I have a son who knows nobody but me. A son who needs me. I cannot die. "Please… don’t kill me." The words slip out in a broken whisper, my voice trembling, my entire body shaking. But instead of answering, Asher raises a hand. I flinch and close my eyes. To my absolute horror, he touches me. Slowly, smoothly, almost tenderly. His fingers caress my right cheek with a softness that sends an involuntary shiver through my body. I don’t know if it’s fear or something else entirely. I don’t know if I want to find out. A wicked laugh escapes his lips, dark and knowing. "Why would I want to kill someone as beautiful as you, Ariella Costa?" His voice is taunting with danger underneath. "You have this beauty that captivates men, don’t you? There were plenty of naked women in this room, but the second you walked in, the men lost control. They wanted a piece of you. They wanted to own you." His fingers trail down my jaw, tilting my chin up. "Not knowing you already belong to me." I swallow hard, my breath caught in my throat. He moves away, settling into a chair with ease. He unbuttons his coat, leans back, and spreads his legs apart like a king, which I guess he is... And then, his voice turns lethal. "From now on, Ariella Costa, you are mine to use. Mine to play with. Mine to do with as I please." The words hit me like a heart attack. "Your body belongs to me. Your mind belongs to me. Your soul belongs to me." He smirks, his dark eyes locking onto mine. "I own you."Rather than answer me, he swooped down, drawing my lower lip inside his mouth, sucking hard, stealing my breath away.The kiss was different this time. Cruel and demanding, teetering on the brink of frenzy.“I want to fuck you right here. Right now.” His tongue stroked the roof of my mouth. “I don’t give a fuck that you’re on your period. All I want is you...”I felt scandalised, I wasn't expecting that... and I couldn’t think of anything more horrifying than sex while on my period. At the same time, I wanted this. Wanted to fill this emptiness with him.He sucked my tongue deeper into his mouth. I whimpered when he dared, “Tell me if you don't want this.... tell me if you want me to stop.”But I couldn’t. Because I really, really wanted this... I have been fantasizing about this for years. Years! And even though I didn't want it like this, I didn't have the will to stop him. Not when his mouth sliding down my chin felt like bliss.His hands clawed my pyjama top, ripping it clean of
He didn’t say a word, just walked toward me with a softness that felt practised, and calculated. And then almost lovingly, he placed the box in my hand.I stared at him, unsure. My gut twisted. I just knew this had to be another one of his mind games. Another performance I hadn’t agreed to be part of.So I clutched the box, holding it between us.He looked at me with that unsettling cheer in his voice and said, “Open it.”I didn't want to but I knew I had no real choice. So I unwrapped the ribbon, pulled off the lid, and looked inside.Inside was a folded piece of paper.No diamonds.No jewellery.Just a piece of paper.I looked at him again. He gave a nod.“Take it out.”I unfolded it slowly. My eyes scanned the top and then down the page, it was my medical test results.“Okay,” I said, my voice flat. “What am I looking at here?”“It means you’re clean. You’re safe,” he said with a smile that made my skin crawl.“Oh,” I said, placing a hand on my chest, voice dripping with sarcasm.
I was about to drop the phone onto the counter, storm back into the living room, and tell Will and, what was her name? Anna, to get the hell out.Because there was no way I was doing whatever test Asher thought he could force on me.But then the phone rang again. I looked at the screen, Luca.I picked it up.“Oh, little Ari, still here,” he said.“Oh my God, what is it now? Did you find him?” I asked, sarcastic and tired.“He wasn’t lost,” Luca replied coolly. Then he chuckled. “So I called Asher for you because I care so much about you. I was afraid someone had come to kidnap you in your own prison. Can you believe it? Getting kidnapped in prison?”I rolled my eyes. “Just tell me, what did he say?”“Yeah, those are doctors,” he said. “They’re just there to check on you. Run a few tests. Make sure you’re healthy and thriving, really.”“Oh right,” I snapped. “So he called a gynaecologist to perform a sexual check-up on me?”Luca laughed. “Don’t take it too hard.”“You know what?” I sna
I was in a shitty mood the next day, and the fact that I was running on hell with no release did not help. I did try, or did I not try? I tried to get myself off, and it didn't work. It just didn’t.And because I was kind of crazy and kind of didn’t care anymore, I did what I should’ve done, I guess, since I first came into this house. I went online and ordered sex toys. Yeah, I know. The goods would have to go through screening, and then Maria would have to pick them up and hand them to me. A lot of hands, and a lot of awkwardness, but I didn’t care.I knew he was going to get a call about it. I mean, everything that comes into this house probably goes through him. I’m using his card. He’s going to see my little purchase.Let’s just say I was daring. Or maybe stupid. Or both.So that’s exactly what I did. When I woke up, it was the first thought on my mind. I placed the order online and went on with my day like I didn’t just do the boldest, most insane thing ever.The prize came fast
Asher smiled deviously,"Well, since you want to be my whore, because that's what you want to be, isn't it....? Is it?" He stared at me. And maybe I was hypnotized, or I had taken the word way too seriously because I nodded."Right. Good. So, just so you know what happens to someone like you... First," he said, and suddenly, his hands were on my knees, forcefully parting my legs. Before I could even react, he thrust two fingers right inside of me, making me gasp and arch from the bed. I wasn't ready for the intrusion. I wasn't prepared for it. I wasn't expecting it. I wasn't... I just wasn't prepared. The only lubrication I had was from what we'd done earlier because now I was completely turned off. I bit my lip to stifle the pain as he remained still inside me, one hand still holding one of my knees apart. I tried to breathe through my mouth, desperately trying not to show him how much he was hurting me. I looked back into his eyes and found him watching me with an unreadable expre
Ariella."Do you really want to know why?" Asher asked slowly, his voice eerily calm as he began walking toward me.And just like that, my body reacted before my mind could catch up, I stepped back, retreating until the backs of my legs met the bed. There was something in his calmness that wasn’t comforting. It was cold. Dangerous.I didn’t know how to answer him, not because I didn’t want to, but because I was terrified of what the answer might be. Still, I wanted to know. Why was he here? Why had he dragged me all the way to this place only to lock me in this gilded cage like some trapped bird? Why was he doing this to me? What was he planning? What was he thinking?"Do you really want to know?" he repeated, slower this time.I had reached the edge of the bed, still naked, my body exposed and vulnerable while he remained fully clothed. I froze as he came closer, his eyes locked on mine."Are you really sure?" he asked again.I nodded, too afraid to speak."Words," he demanded."Yes,
I watched her lying there on the bed, thighs parted just enough to be an unspoken invitation. A silent dare. A challenge.She didn’t have to say a word. Her body did all the talking. She was wet and almost dripping with need.And fuck, I wanted to accept. To climb onto that bed, push her knees apart, and take her. Claim her. Remind her who she belonged to...who she would always belong to.Fucking Ariella Costa.She had this maddening effect on me, one I still couldn’t explain. One I hated. One I craved. On one hand, I wanted to ruin her. To see her cry. Not tears no, that would be too easy. I wanted blood. I wanted to carve the betrayal she handed me into her soul. Make her feel it like I did.But then… there was the other part of me. The darker, softer, weaker part. The part that wanted to hear her moan my name again. The part that wanted to watch her fall apart under my hands. To lose every wall she’d built and give in to the kind of pleasure only I could give her.I stared at her,
"Get on the bed." He commanded.I pulled away from him and crawled onto the bed. Asher straightened with a look of utter want in his eyes. I was startled by the intensity, by the resignation and darkness mingling on his face. He looked like a man who’d lost a battle with himself. He stood tall and regal, motionless except for the rise and fall of his chest as his eyes took in my naked body. Then he reached up and removed his jacket. It slid to the ground with a soft rustling. He didn’t get rid of his vest and shirt though. He unbuckled his belt with practised ease, the movement drawing my eyes to his zipper and something I hadn’t thought I would ever evoke in him again. My eyes were frozen on the bulge in his pants. Asher's gaze flickered to me and he paused with his hands on his fly. “What? You have never seen an erection before?.” There was a hint of amusement in his voice, but it was almost drowned out by the raspy desire in it.I only bit my lip lightly. Asher gave me a strange
A groan poured out of me when his hand slid further downward and one finger pushed inside of me without warning. “Fuck” She roughly breathed.The sound ran down my spine. He fucked me slowly, in and out, and the pressure built between my legs. My head fell back and my palm came up to his neck, my nails running the length of it. When he tensed, I suddenly realized what I had done and dropped my hand. However, it was already done. I received a smack on the underside of my ass that sent a toe-curling rattle throughout my entire sex. I didn’t think it was a good punishment at all, but then he pulled his finger out of me and a desperate ache remained.A haze had infiltrated my skin, my mind, my inhibitions, and the corners of my vision. I needed one thing, could think about only it, and I wouldn't let him leave before he gave it to me.His legs parted, and I didn’t hesitate to step all the way between them. His gaze lifted and his eyes met mine; the blaze inside them was dark. Our lips w