LOGINThe word cheap sliced into her, cruel and merciless. It lodged itself deep inside her chest, branding her with shame she refused to wear. Esther’s fingers twitched, itching to strike him, to silence that mocking mouth with the sting of her palm. But she restrained herself, nails digging into her palm, fists trembling furiously at her sides.
Vinson caught her pride warring against humiliation. And it only pleased him further. A slow, wicked grin unfurled across his face as he leaned just close enough for her to hear the whisper meant to crush her spirit. “Every move you make, every word you speak, it contradicts itself. You may hide it, but I can still see the marks Gaara left on you… right there, where he sucked you.” “Bastard!” Esther shoved Vinson away, desperate to put space between them. This was madness utterly twisted. Nothing about this situation aligned with sense or reason. And yet, the most crushing part of it all was that some of his words rang true. That truth, poisoned and distorted though it was, left her choking on frustration, furious not only at him but at herself. His cruel remarks cut deeper because she feared she might deserve them. “You reject me, call me a bastard,” Vinson’s voice dropped, dark and unforgiving, “yet only moments ago you were moaning under Gaara’s touch. Hypocrite.” The word burned like fire across her skin. Esther stiffened, but before she could react, the world seemed to tilt. Somehow, she couldn’t even register how she was already trapped. Her back met the cold surface of the wall, and Vinson’s body loomed dangerously close, caging her in with an oppressive weight she couldn’t escape. The air grew suffocating. His nearness swallowed her whole. Esther’s breath quickened, her pulse racing in a panicked staccato. And then she felt it. The subtle brush of his breath ghosted across the nape of her neck. It was warm, invasive, and unbearably close, sending a shiver racing down her spine. “But do you want to know the strangest part?” Vinson whispered, his lips grazing her ear like a secret meant to corrode her from within. “I liked the sound of your voice when you moaned.” And before Esther could summon her strength to push him away, something warm and wet pressed against the delicate skin of her throat. The moment Esther realized what that warmth was his tongue against her skin. Her body reacted on instinct. She spun around sharply, her palm slicing through the air before she even registered what she was doing. The slap landed hard. A sharp crack echoed through the room, followed by silence. Vinson froze, his head jerking to the side from the impact. For a brief moment, the world seemed to pause. He touched his cheek slowly, almost in disbelief, while Esther stood there trembling, her chest heaving as she struggled to control her ragged breath. Fury coursed through her veins, hot and merciless. She had never in her life lost control like this, but with Vinson, she didn’t need a second thought violence felt justified. And yet, instead of stopping, instead of retreating, Vinson suddenly burst out laughing. The sound was wild, manic, echoing off the walls until it made her skin crawl. “You slapped me?” His laughter deepened, his grin twisting into something darker. “This is insane. Absolutely insane!” “Shut your filthy mouth, bastard!” Esther snapped, acting on impulse. She grabbed the nearest thing she could reach, a melamine plate from the sink and hurled it at him with all her strength. But Vinson was too quick. He dodged effortlessly, the plate crashing uselessly onto the floor, where it clattered and rolled before lying still, mocking her helplessness. His eyes glinted with malicious amusement. “Is this your declaration then? That you prefer Gaara? That you want him so badly?” “What nonsense are you spouting now? I don’t like him!” Esther’s voice shook with rage and disbelief. “Really?” Vinson’s smirk widened, dangerous and knowing. He had never found her interesting before, but the way she reacted when Gaara’s name entered the conversation ignited something wicked in him. He liked this fire. He wanted more of it. “Then prove it.” Prove it? Esther’s stomach knotted. What kind of twisted demand was that? They weren’t reckless teenagers playing cruel games. “For what possible reason should I have to prove anything to you?” she hissed, her voice sharp as broken glass. Vinson leaned closer, his expression smug and merciless. “Because I have a video.” His words dripped with venomous triumph. “A recording of everything you and Gaara did in this kitchen. Imagine how delightful it would be if I wasn’t the only one who knew about it.” Esther’s mouth fell open at the absurdity of Vinson’s words. For all their madness, there was something disturbingly tempting about his offer. “What do you want?” she asked, her voice low, uncertain. “Simple,” Vinson replied smoothly. “Tame Gaara Maxwell, and I’ll stop meddling in your life.” Esther froze, her eyes locking onto his. She had never expected the conversation to take such a serious turn. Gaara was her friend, so why would Vinson demand something so twisted from her? “You’re insane!” she hissed. “That’s not the point,” he cut her off coldly. “Do you agree or not? This offer won’t come twice. I’ll wait for your answer no later than tomorrow. If you don’t give me one, then everyone will know exactly what I saw today.” With that, Vinson turned and strode out of the room. Satisfaction flickered across his face, pleased with the pale terror etched into Esther’s expression. Something deep inside him told him she would eventually yield to his terms sooner or later. He could hardly wait to witness her downfall unfold before his very eyes. Esther stood frozen, her body trembling, her lips parting in a strangled whisper, the weight of doom crashing upon her. “God… I’m as good as dead.”Esther woke to the ache of hunger curling in her stomach. She turned her head and found Gaara’s eyes fixed on her, dark and intense. She had fallen asleep in the middle of everything, and somehow Gaara’s bed had become her favorite place in the world. She did not want to leave it.“Hey,” she greeted softly, a shy smile on her lips.“Hey,” Gaara replied, returning her smile. “You’re hungry, huh?”Esther nodded.“I warmed up some soup. There’s a bit of bread too. It might be a strange combo, but I don’t really eat at home much,” he said.Esther chuckled. “Are you psychic or something? How did you know I was hungry?”“I heard your stomach growling.”Her face flushed red while Gaara laughed. They ended up eating together on the bed. The last real meal Esther had was breakfast on the plane. Exhaustion had made her forget everything, including food. And even though Gaara warned her it might not taste right, to Esther it was the best meal she had ever had.“You didn’t bring much stuff?” Gaar
“What do you think, Gaara. Did I even have a choice?” Tears welled at her lashes and spilled over. “I was alone. If there was even one chance for me to save myself, of course I would take it.”“How could you do that when—”“Who do you think would have helped me back then?” Her voice trembled but did not falter. “You, Gaara? You? I never once thought of that, because I was a stranger to you while Vinson was your close friend. And what did you do when you knew I was struggling on campus, when Vinson was bullying me? You did nothing.”Gaara opened his mouth to interrupt, but Esther raised her hand at once, stopping whatever defense he was about to voice. “We talked about this once, a long time ago. I am not trying to blame you for how things turned out. The truth is, at that time I had no one. Not a single person who could help me. In the end, I had to do something so I could save myself. Honestly, that bet felt like a breath of fresh air.”She let out a shaky breath. “Maybe it sounds li
Gaara was certain he was hallucinating when he saw a silver haired woman standing in front of his house. No. That was impossible. It could not be Esther. Aside from Gaara himself, only two people knew about this place. Uncle Yoshi and his father.Even when Gaara stepped down from the jeep and took off his sunglasses, just to make sure the scorching sunlight was not playing tricks on his eyes, the figure was still there. The closer he walked, the more certain he became.It was Esther.Something inside him surged and broke its restraints all at once. His emotions spilled everywhere, wild and ungoverned. Yet beneath all of that chaos, Gaara could not deny the quiet gratitude blooming in his chest. She was here. Especially when only moments ago he had nearly made a choice he might never have been able to undo.When his arms finally closed around her, relief flooded him, warm and overwhelming. He did not know how Esther had found her way to this place. He did not know who had brought her.
Since leaving the house that had once been the place where he spent his days with his beloved mother, Gaara never imagined there would come a time when he would return. Just as he had expected, not a single part of the house had changed. His father must have done everything in his power to keep it exactly the same as it was the last time his mother lived there. Gaara could see it in the flower garden, and in the gazebo where his mother used to sit with him, reading him fairy tales in a gentle voice.Gaara could not lie to himself. The house reflected his mother’s personality perfectly. Every corner forced memories of her back into his mind. The moment he first stepped through the front door, it felt as if he were seeing the ghost of his mother from the past.On his journey to Australia, Gaara had imagined hundreds of scenarios for what he would do with this house. The first idea that crossed his mind was to clean everything, to make the place livable again, and to stay there until the
As promised, after visiting his wife’s grave, Jorge drove Esther to the old house where his late wife had once lived, the place Esther believed Gaara might be staying. Jorge himself was not convinced that his son would be there. Gaara had strong reasons for choosing to stay with him rather than return to that house.Yet somehow, Esther dismantled every one of Jorge’s doubts with nothing but her wild intuition.Meanwhile, guilt continued to weigh heavily on Esther’s chest. After hearing Jorge’s story about his late wife, she began to understand Gaara more deeply. Gaara had grown up believing that his mother had died because her love for his father was too great. It made sense that he would become cynical, that he would harbor resentment toward Jorge. Still, Esther could not bring herself to judge either of them. What frustrated her most was the long, painful misunderstanding that had been allowed to fester, despite the fact that they had once had the chance to mend it. She could not un
Esther truly had no idea that she could be this fortunate in her life.Just fifteen minutes ago, she had been completely overwhelmed, on the verge of tears because there were no cars left for pickup. It was true that the decision she had made this time was, without question, the craziest one she had ever taken. Flying to Australia without knowing a single soul, without even knowing the address of the place she was supposed to go. All Esther had were old photographs of Gaara with his late mother. That was her only anchor. Her plan had been simple and reckless at the same time. Rent a car, drive around, and look for a house that resembled the one in the pictures she remembered.That was when the kind man she had met on the plane suddenly approached her. Because of her past experiences with strangers, Esther had hesitated to tell him the truth. Yet, remembering the kindness he had shown her, she chose to believe that he was not someone with bad intentions.“Ah, I’m Jorge Maxwell. The per







