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Penulis: Amaka
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šŸ–¤ Jacob šŸ–¤

I stood there for a full five seconds after Jayden disappeared. Not walked away. Not turned a corner.

Disappeared.

One second the man was standing in front of us looking like he carried the weight of the entire world on his shoulders, touching Alexandra’s stomach like he was blessing the child with some glowing golden light straight out of a fantasy movie…

And the next second?

Gone.

Just fucking gone.

The hallway stayed quiet around us, nurses moving in the distance completely unaw
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  • Chaos Is My CrownĀ Ā Ā 129

    šŸ–¤Jacob šŸ–¤ā€œEverything about Amara’s financial records was traced back to Stella,ā€ I said. ā€œWhich is impossible because Stella is sitting in your custody.ā€She turned, and I watched the last soft edges of the woman who’d just held our children disappear behind something colder, something I recognized instantly even after five years, because I used to be the only person alive who got to see this version of her up close.ā€œThen I need to torture the truth out of Amara,ā€ she said. ā€œEnough mind games. I want her alone, I want her scared, and I want her talking inside the hour.ā€The old Lex. No performance in it, no hesitation, just pure clean intention with all the softness stripped out of her voice like she’d peeled it off on purpose.God help me.ā€œIs it weird,ā€ I said, before I could stop myself, ā€œthat I like this version of you better?ā€She went still. Just for a second. Long enough that I knew the question had actually landed somewhere instead of bouncing off her.ā€œExcuse me?ā€ā€œYou hea

  • Chaos Is My CrownĀ Ā Ā 128

    šŸ–¤ Jacob šŸ–¤Lex had barely finished saying help me find out who turned your mistake into a weapon before my phone started buzzing in my pocket, and some old instinct in me the one that had kept me alive for five years of running went cold before I even looked at the screen.Jack.I stepped a few feet further down the corridor before I answered, some reflex of keeping the worst of my life at arm’s length from Lex still firing even now, even after everything.ā€œTalk to me,ā€ I said.ā€œBoss, you need to sit down for this.ā€ Jack’s voice had none of its usual flatness. That alone told me everything I needed to know about how bad it was about to get. ā€œI pulled Amara’s financials like you asked. Followed the money backward.ā€ā€œAnd?ā€ā€œShe’s been getting paid two ways. One small transfer, monthly, from an account I’m ninety percent sure traces back to you the videos, the arrangement, whatever you had going. That part’s clean. That part makes sense.ā€ā€œAnd the other way?ā€ā€œThe other way is bigger. A

  • Chaos Is My CrownĀ Ā Ā 127

    šŸ–¤ Alexandra šŸ–¤ā€œThank you,ā€ Jacob muttered, the second we got outside the ward.He pulled me into his arms before I had time to decide whether I wanted to let him.ā€œThank you for keeping me alive in their little minds,ā€ he murmured against my ear, his hold tightening like he was afraid I might disappear if he loosened it even slightly. ā€œThank you for showing them what I look like.ā€I let myself stay there for exactly three seconds longer than I should have. Three seconds of his heartbeat against my ear, three seconds of a smell I hadn’t let myself remember in years, three seconds where the only thing that existed was the relief of two children breathing on their own and a man who hadn’t disappeared completely, no matter how hard he’d tried.Then I pulled myself out of his arms, because three seconds was already three seconds too many.ā€œYou don’t need to thank me,ā€ I said, stepping back, putting air between us where his arms had just been. ā€œThey exist because of your obsession with me

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    šŸ–¤ Alexandra šŸ–¤I had braced myself for a lot of things when Caleb dropped my other two babies this morning. I had not braced myself for this.I stood by the window with my arms crossed, not because I was cold, but because I needed somewhere to put my hands that wasn’t reaching for something I hadn’t decided yet whether I was allowed to want, and I watched Jacob fold to his knees on a hospital floor with two of our children wrapped around him like he’d never left.Daddy’s back from the trip.I had built that lie so carefully, so many years ago, the first time Freddy asked where his father was and I couldn’t make myself say the truth out loud to a two-year-old. Working very far away. I’d told myself it was a kindness. Tonight, watching it land exactly the way I’d designed it to land watching my son cling to Jacob’s leg like gravity itself had finally been corrected I understood for the first time that it hadn’t only been a kindness to them.It had been a door I left open for myself,

  • Chaos Is My CrownĀ Ā Ā 125

    šŸ–¤ Jacob šŸ–¤When I walked through that door, five sets of eyes turned toward me at once, and for one full second nobody in that room moved at all.Lex’s face I could read instantly careful, watching, waiting to see what I’d do before she decided what she would. But it was the four small faces that undid me, because they all wore the exact same expression for the exact same heartbeat: confusion. The polite, searching confusion of children trying to place a face they almost recognized but couldn’t yet.And then one of them the little girl closest to the foot of the bed, the one with my eyes, my exact eyes, set in a face that was unmistakably half her mother’s broke first.ā€œDaddy?ā€The word came out small and unsure, more question than statement, like she was testing whether the word even belonged in this room. And God help me, I lost my breath completely. Five years. Five years and I still recognized myself looking back at me out of a five-year-old’s face, and she knew me. She knew me.

  • Chaos Is My CrownĀ Ā Ā 115

    šŸ–¤ Jacob šŸ–¤Stepping back into this city was not something I had planned to do today.Not today, not this week, not anytime in the near future if I was being completely honest with myself, because New York had a specific kind of energy that I had spent five years deliberately putting distance betwe

  • Chaos Is My CrownĀ Ā Ā 114

    šŸ–¤Alexander šŸ–¤I looked at him for a moment.And then I said the only honest thing I had.ā€œNone of this makes sense,ā€ I responded instead.Because it didn’t.It genuinely, completely did not make sense, and I needed someone else to sit inside that fact with me for a second before I could start buil

  • Chaos Is My CrownĀ Ā Ā 113

    šŸ–¤ Alexandra šŸ–¤Can the fucking pilot move this jet any faster?I stared at the back of the seat in front of me with my arms crossed and my knee bouncing like it had somewhere to be, which honestly, it did, because I needed to be at that hospital and every second this aircraft spent casually floati

  • Chaos Is My CrownĀ Ā Ā 112

    šŸ–¤ Jacob šŸ–¤ I stood outside her hotel room door for almost a full minute after she slammed it in my face. The sting on my cheek wasn’t even what bothered me. Honestly? I deserved the slap. Maybe not for kissing her. But definitely for forgetting who Alexandra Fisher Hale was. Five years had pass

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