Lorraine LebedevaGrief has a way of removing you from the world.It comes in little waves, at first they are calming and sometimes they are overwhelming.It's been three days since she died. After that evening, I immediately went home and locked myself in my room.Once in a while the maids would check up on me, even Dante. But what I found funny is that I haven't spoken to my father.We've both been grieving in different ways.He's been cold and distant and I've been depressed or somehow lost.I'm surprised I haven't seen him shed a single tear, they smuggled each other with so much love, so seeing him acting like he was not bothered or that she literally wasn't the love of his life confused me.It was strange even for him.I sat on an arms chair and glazed out the window, a light blanket of snow covered the ground, and armed guards walked around the yard fulfilling their duty. I was all alone, father just left a few hours ago to God knows where.I haven't visited Katina in the hospi
Lorraine LebedevaI paced around in circles in my room. The same question is repeating in my head like an endless loop.If I was my father where would I hide and torture the man I hated the most?I thought of the warehouses but it would be easy for him to escape, it's basically advertising a break in to torture someone as powerful as him.What about one of his safe houses?I scoffed at the idea. That's dumb why would he keep someone hostage at a safe house...It's literally a safe house for a reasonI think deeper all the possible places kept running in my head.Clubs, abandoned buildings, hotels, underground warehouses...Knowing my father–well the decent side of him, he is a very unpredictable man and smart.He will do the most brutal things just for his name to gain infinite power and fear.It was power over anything for him.Then that's when I realized, we have a basement that's always locked.There is a chance father might keep him there.I'll have to confirm that theory before I
Lorraine LebedevaSilence filled between us.I was anxious to see how he would react to what I told him.Would he help me?Would he report me to my father?The answer remains unknown until he speaks his mind."Dante." I called out, anxiety creasing in my veins.Dante looked at me, an unknown emotion swirled in his brown eyes."Lorraine, why are you telling me this?" Is the first thing that left his mouth. I sighed, taking a set at the edge of my bed. "I don't know." I answered truthfully.I actually do not know why I am asking for his help. I just feel like he has the heart in him to help even though he is loyal to my father.Dante crossed his arms deep in thought.We sat like this for the past five minutes, anxious by the minute."If I help you, I will be seen as a traitor and your father will kill me instantly." He explained which was true. It was selfish of me to ask him to risk everything just for me but that is how desperate I am to leave this hell of a house."Dante I know, It's
Lorraine LebedevaI stared at him in disbelief, my hands wrapped around my sore neck, the tears drying on my face."Why the fuck would you do that?!" I questioned my voice cracking midway. I was not scared. I was filled with anger and confusion.Raphaël studied me, his dark eyes softened a hint of guilt forming."I don't trust you." he asserted.My brows pulled together as I glared at him. "I could have left you to rot in that basement but instead I was decent enough to take you with me." I remarked."Yet you were the one who got me locked up in the first place." he proclaimed in a horse deep voice, sending chills trailing down my back."You kidnapped my best friend and injured her." I snarled bitterly.He took a step closer to me. "If you obeyed she wouldn't have been fighting her life in a hospital bed.""If you used your fucking brain, you would have kidnaped me the moment you sneaked in my apartment back in France but clearly poor Raphaël only thinks with his fucking dick and blam
Lorraine Lebedeva"My mother died in my arms."Raphaël did not react whatsoever which made me happy because I did not want his sympathy, I just wanted his help."When?" he asked, his attention focused on me. "On my birthday." I uttered.His eyes softened as he looked into my eyes. His eyes spoke to me as if he understood what I'm feeling."You want my help to find the person who was behind your mothers death?" He trailed off.I pressed my lips together tugging on the bed sheets. Replying with a nod. "Are you ready?" he asked.I did not know what he meant by his question but personally I knew I was ready and I wanted blood.Raphaël caught me by surprise when he pulled me onto his lap. I pushed my brows together. "You are still wounded. I will hurt you." I said.He stroked my right cheek. "You've changed the last time I saw you. You are more - determined to do what you want and hurt." he whispered leaving me speechless."How was I the last time you saw me?" I asked curiously. "You wante
Lorraine LebedevaI woke up to the sound of voices.My eyes fluttered open, stretching my arm out disappointment filled my chest when I felt the empty bed.He was not in bed, the only thing I could feel of him was the pain between my legs.I groan into the pillow, laying there for five minutes as my mind replayed the hot sex between me and Raphaël.My head shot up when the realization hit me.Raphaël took my virginity!Heat rushed to my face, a twisted feeling settling in my gut. Did I regret it?I thought about it deeply...I did not.Now why do I feel so, so...I can't explain this feeling but I feel different in some type of way. I do not know if it was physical or mental.I push my body up and sit at the edge of the bed, the blanket slightly covering my legs, leaving my chest exposed.I ran my fingers through my messy hair and sighed.This is going to be awkward.Rising from the bed, my legs slightly trembled, each step I took to the bathroom the ache between my legs spiked causin
Lorraine LebedevaFrom the night comes a sound as if thunder could be stretched. So I tilt my head upward, seeking lights that flash, the red and white in the deepest of blue skies. For a moment I am still, feeling the cool air, breathing in a steady rhythm. Then there they are, those crazy passing stars, flying high, ever onward."Would you like some red wine?" I jerked my head to the sound of the voice, I was so deep in thought I did not hear what he said until he flashed me the wine bottle.Forcing a smile I shook my head and the man dressed in a two color piece uniform walked away.I sighed and slouched in my chair. The private airplane rode through the sky as if it were on sleek and perfect tracks.My mind couldn't wrap around the fact that I watched a man lose his hand, because of me.Raphaël, the way he acts towards me is so confusing. He treats me like I belong to him and don't at the same time. The way he acted today. Possessive and anger was all I saw when I looked at him.
Raphael RomanoI can't get over her.I'm never going to be.She's the one, she has to be.After what I've done to Marcello I thought about it deeply, would I have done it again?Yes I would.I do not like sharing, especially with someone I deeply care for. The moment I walked into the kitchen and saw her being strangled by him...Something dark within me just took over. All I saw was red.She makes me feel raw and hungry and insatiable; I've missed that so damn much. That special spark is hard to find. It's an overwhelming feeling that means you'd do crazy things, just to have them whisper your name.That moment I realized that I wanted to be hers. Jesus, I haven't been this hard in half a decade. This is just how fucking special she is to me, and why? Why the fuck do I keep pushing her away.?Yet here we are.Everything led to here, now... her.When she grabs my cock and balls over my slacks and I hear her gulp, drives me to the edge.I want to be harrowed, tortured and have her fuck