"Where are we going?" Apprehension threads its way through her voice.It would be all too easy to explain that I wasn't paying attention, but then I realize it's not true. Muscle memory has taken over, and I'm headed to the beach. The one we used to call our own.Goddamn, this really was a shit idea on my part. I should turn around and head back to the relative safety of campus, but I'm powerless to pump the brakes and jerk the wheel."Where are we going?"I press my lips together, afraid of the answers that might escape. After a mile, I pull into the small parking lot that overlooks the ocean. I cut the engine and allow the saltiness of the air to waft over me. Skye and I used to come here all the time. We'd have bonfires at night with our friends. She'd sit between my outstretched legs, and I'd bury my face in her hair as the wind blew through it.I can't come here without thinking of Skye. The two will forever be entwined in my mind. She's been a beach girl for as long as
I hear a knock on the door before Lanie pokes her head inside my room. "Please, tell me you're not still studying."It's clear from the books and papers spread out on the bed that I'm knee-deep in homework.My gaze stays locked on my computer screen as I finish typing the last sentence of a paragraph. "What gave it away?""Come on, girl!" she snaps with annoyance. "You can't study your life away. That's no fun.""When did I ever say I was interested in fun?"Fun. As if that's anywhere on my radar.How can I focus on something so frivolous when Dad's treatments aren't knocking out the cancer? We keep waiting for him to turn a corner, but that has yet to happen. The chemo makes him sick, and he has a hard time keeping anything down. More importantly, the medicine hasn't lowered his numbers. I'm losing hope, and it feels like time is running out. Most days, I walk around with a sick knot at the bottom of my belly."Yeah, that's part of the problem. You've become a real stick-in
As I survey the beach, looking for a place where we can set down our stuff, my gaze zeros in on Hunter. Like most of the guys, he's decided to forego a shirt and is only wearing a pair of brightly colored boardshorts. Unlike them, if the NFL doesn't pan out, he could find work as an underwear model. There's not an ounce of fat on the guy. Each muscle stands out in sharp relief against the brightly shining sun that beats down on his bare chest. My mouth turns cottony, and my lower belly clenches in response.My reaction to him is enough to have me spinning around and hightailing it to the car. This was a terrible idea. I shouldn't have let Lanie talk me into it.Hunter jumps in the air and spikes a volleyball over the net. The other team misses the shot, and the ball lands in the sand. Skimpily clad girls standing on the sideline bounce up and down as they cheer. Hunter knocks fists with a few teammates before getting ready for the next set.Lanie prods me from behind, and I t
What am I still doing here?I should have taken off hours ago, but I didn't want to give Hunter the satisfaction of driving me away.A high-pitched giggle erupts from across the bonfire. I focus more intently on the label I'm trying to peel off the beer bottle in my hand. I don't have to glance over there to know that it's the same girl who attached herself to Hunter like a barnacle before crawling onto his lap.The last time I looked in their direction, her arms were twined around his neck as if she was afraid he might try to make a run for it. Although, that doesn't seem likely. As far as I can tell, he's enjoying the fawning attention.A thick lump of nausea has taken up residence at the bottom of my belly. It hasn't budged since Hunter called Josh over. No matter how hard I try to banish it, the tension refuses to dissipate. Whatever Hunter said to Josh was enough to scare him away.For a few fleeting moments, I had considered marching over to Hunter and demanding why he did
Why won't he go away and leave me alone?I bob in the water, watching Hunter from twenty yards away. I knew he wouldn't wade in after me. He's hated the ocean ever since his parents died. I had assumed he would hang around for a couple of minutes before getting bored and taking off. Instead, he plunked himself down in the sand. What's worse is that he doesn't show any signs of leaving. When I dived in thirty minutes ago, the water had felt invigorating. Now my fingers are pruney, and my teeth are chattering.I'm cold.If Hunter hadn't shown up, my swim wouldn't have lasted more than fifteen minutes. Unfortunately, he tried ordering me around like he has the right to tell me what to do.I don't think so.I'll be damned if I let Hunter Price dictate anything in my life. He's been a total jackass since I've returned home.My feet are firmly planted on the sandy bottom, and my arms are wrapped around my upper body as the water brushes against my chin with each new wave that rolls
"Holy cannoli, he really said all that?" Lanie stops in her tracks as we maneuver our way across campus, and the girl walking behind us plows into her."What the hell, dude," the emo chick grumbles, giving Lanie a nasty look as she walks around her."Oh, calm down," my bestie huffs, glaring at the girl. Lanie isn't afraid to make waves. "And FYI-get your eyes checked. I'm not a dude!"The girl swings back around and flips us the bird before disappearing into the crowd of early morning traffic."Well, that was uncalled for," Lanie grumbles. "People need to calm the fuck down and get some manners."I grab Lanie's hand and yank her along before anyone else can crash into us. We don't need to start our Tuesday morning off with a fight."Dammit, I knew you were holding out on me!" Lanie shoots me a steely look before stabbing a finger in my direction. "I knew it!""I-""I'm going to stop you right there," she snaps, plowing a fist into my bicep."Ow!" I rub the spot and glare. Doe
As soon as Skye crests the second-floor landing of the library, my gaze locks on her. Even from this distance, it's impossible not to notice that her face is contorted with anger. Or that her green eyes are flashing with fire. Or how about the way her hands are tightened into fists.Yup, the girl is definitely pissed off.Well...this should be fun.I lean back on my chair and patiently wait as she surveys the floor. When her gaze collides with mine, her eyes narrow, and her jaw locks before she stalks over to the table where I'm sitting.Rage shimmers around her.Skye Sinclair is a beautiful girl. But she's fucking gorgeous when she has a burr shoved up her ass. My guess is that there's a massive burr with my name on it.My cock twitches with every step that brings her closer. I almost rub my hands together with anticipation.An unsuspecting guy with his face buried in his phone nearly gets run over as she stomps by him. One corner of my mouth hitches when she arrives at the ta
She's so damn wet that I nearly come all over myself. I rack my brain, trying to remember the last time I was this turned on, but I can't. I've screwed my fair share of girls over the years, but none have ever made me feel like this. It takes every ounce of willpower not to yank my shorts down and bury my cock deep inside her heat.My lips settle against her ear as she trembles beneath my touch. "Mmm, so fucking wet." I can't help but gloat as I pump my fingers in her. Skye continues to insist that she doesn't want me, yet her body is sobbing. "Go ahead and tell me again how much you don't want this. How much you don't want me to touch that sweet pussy of yours."She whimpers and drops her forehead to my chest."It's okay," I croon, never letting up on the pressure of my fingers. "You can let go."As I stroke her softness, I can't stop my mind from spinning.How many other guys have touched her like this?How many guys have touched what's mine?Those thoughts piss me off more