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| 20 | Game of Secrets

Penulis: Laisha Gardner
last update Tanggal publikasi: 2025-07-28 01:00:00

I perch on the window seat of our assigned bedroom, eyes fixed on the door as I wait for Efrem's return. He left me here with Alek standing guard outside, his usual command to stay put still ringing in my ears. This time though, I have no intention of testing the waters. I will obey.

Things are different here.

One thing is clear: we're not the only guests invited. I overheard Deonta'e telling a guard that the other Ringleaders will arrive tomorrow. At

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