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Chapter 897 Just Let Me Be a “Proper” Girl

Author: Lana Mora
last update Last Updated: 2025-04-22 08:23:49

Julissa stood frozen for a long moment after hearing those words.

Then her face slowly flushed with heat… which soon turned cold—an icy chill creeping into her hands and feet.

She wasn't a “proper” untouched girl anymore.

That night when she got drunk… her first time had been with that stranger.

It was a scar she carried deep in her heart, a wound that brought waves of regret every time she thought about it.

She had always wanted to give that beautiful first time to the person she loved most.

But what was done couldn’t be undone. Now, it was just a lingering regret.

Still… regret shouldn’t mean shame.

It shouldn’t be something that defined her worth.

Then why… why did Scott have to point it out like that?

Did he say he didn’t mind just to sound noble, when deep down, he did care?

Even if it was only a joke, she didn’t want her scar—her pain—so casually exposed like that.

She began to struggle in his arms. But Scott held her even tighter.

Her face reddened again, this time
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