Mag-log inTamara's POV
I came back to myself in pieces. First, the ceiling. Grey morning light filtering through blinds I didn't recognize. Then the ache between my thighs, deep and insistent, I couldn't see but felt with every shift of my legs. My head pounded. My mouth was dry. Then the memories arrived like a flood of cold water. Climbing into his lap. Kissing him. Saying Lucas's name. Him going still. And then…. My face burned. I sat up too fast, and my head punished me for it. The blanket slid down, and I was naked underneath. His shirt had been draped over me at some point. I hadn't noticed it last night. Garrett. I knew his name now. I'd screamed it. I looked around the room. The floor blanket was gone. The bed was made—he'd made the bed while I was still in it. The windows were cracked open, letting in the cold morning air. And there, leaning against the doorframe like he'd been standing there for a while, was him. He was wearing a T-shirt and short, barefoot. Arms crossed over his broad chest as he watched me panic with the exact same expression he'd worn in the courtyard. Unbothered. Like finding a drunk girl, taking her home, and fucking her into forgetting her ex's name was just a normal Tuesday night. My stomach flipped. "Breakfast is ready," he said. Then he turned and left the room. No warmth not coldness. Just a statement of fact. I sat there for a full minute, breathing, trying to remember how to be a person. *********** I ate because leaving immediately felt more revealing than staying five minutes. He'd made eggs. Toast. There was orange juice in a glass already poured on the small kitchen counter. He sat across from me at a tiny table, eating his own food like we did this every morning, and didn't try to fill the silence. I wanted to ask questions. Why did you help me? Why did you stay? Why did you— But I didn't. Because I was afraid of the answers. His phone buzzed on the table. I caught the name on the screen before he flipped it over: Josh. Underneath, a text preview: "You good? Heard you had company." Garrett, I thought, looking at his face, the sharp jaw, the dark skin, those grey eyes that hadn't softened once. His name is Garrett Wave. Lucas biggest competitor on the rink and the alpha of the Fornon pack. I swallowed hard, this was what happened when you get drunk Tamara "Thank you," I said when I finished eating. My voice was more steadier than I felt. "For the food. And for…" I gestured vaguely at the room, at him, at everything. He nodded. Like I'd said something obvious he already knew. I stood up, found my clothes folded on the chair, he'd folded them and dressed quickly. When I reached the door, I turned back. "I'm Tamara," I said. "I know." Okay this was awkward. “Can we forget that last night happened?” He looked up and held my gaze. I held my breath. He said nothing and looked down at his phone. I guess not ************* Back on campus, I kept my head down. I tried to rebuild the shape of my normal life. I walked the same paths, sat in the same seats, answered Elena's texts with I'm fine until she stopped asking. It almost worked. Then Lucas found me. Hallway, mid-morning. People streaming between classes, backpacks bumping, and a lot of yelling and hollering. I was coming out of the library, head down, earbuds in, when a hand closed around my wrist. I turned. It was Lucas, wearing that smug look he always had feeling like the world rearranged itself for him. I looked up at him, his dark hair. That jaw I'd traced with my fingers a hundred times. He looked tired. Like he hadn't slept. "I've been looking for you," he said. His voice was soft. The one he only used in empty corridors and dark cars. In public, I realized with a jolt. For the first time. "I want to know where you've been." He tilted his head, studying my face like he was trying to read something. "You haven't answered my texts." I tried to pull my wrist free. He held on. "Let go of me, Lucas." "Tamara.." "Leave me alone." His grip tightened. Not enough to hurt, just enough to say I'm not done with you yet. People were starting to stare. I could feel their eyes on us, on the Ashford Alpha holding the quiet girl hostage in the middle of the hallway. I opened my mouth to scream if I had to. Then a hand settled on my waist. It was warm and steady. I turned. Garrett stood beside me. Close enough that his shoulder almost touched mine. He wasn't touching Lucas. He didn't need to. He just looked at him with those cold and very calculating grey eyes and asked, very calmly, "Didn't you hear her?" The hallway seemed to notice. People slowed and turned. Whispers started. Lucas's packmates stopped mid-conversation, eyes wide. Lucas went very still. His eyes moved from me to Garrett. Then back to me. Then to his hand on my back. His expression became cold and unreadable, almost like he was reeling in shock and trying not to betray it. He released my wrist. "Garrett Wave," he said in this tone that said it was not a question or recognition. It was a line being drawn. Garrett didn't respond. He just looked at him with that same unbothered expression he'd worn over breakfast. Lucas's jaw tightened. His eyes swept over me one last time, searching, measuring, remembering and then he smiled. It didn't reach his eyes. It was cold and quiet and promised something I didn't want to name. "This isn't over," he said quietly. He walked away. The crowd parted for him. It always did. I stood there, heart slamming against my ribs, Garrett's hand still warm on my back. He didn't move it. He didn't say you're welcome or are you okay or any of the things normal people would say. He just waited. And I realized, with a clarity that made my stomach drop, that Lucas had just understood something I hadn't fully admitted to myself yet. Whatever this was, whatever Garrett was. It wasn't going to make things easier.Tamara's POVI was leaving my last class when Elena grabbed my arm."He's here," she said. "Lucas is on campus. I just saw him walking toward the library."My stomach did something complicated."Okay," I said. "That's... okay.""Is it?" Elena asked, studying my face. "Tamara, you've built something real here. This doesn't change that, right?""No," I said immediately. "It doesn't. But I still owe Lucas an apology. And he deserves to actually see what we've built."I found him in the library, of course. He was standing in front of the paranormal studies section, and he looked older somehow. His shoulders had that careful set to them…….like someone carrying weight."Lucas," I said.He turned. When he saw me, the careful posture broke. He smiled, and it was real."Tamara," he said. "You look... good. You look happy.""I am," I said. "I also owe you an apology.""No, you don't…….""I do," I interrupted. "I was cruel when you left. You were trying to find yourself, and I made that harder i
Lucas's POVTamara's call came while I was shelving books at the bookstore."Lucas," she said, her voice tight. "The Sovereignty Movement attacked Ashford Pack two days ago . Three wolves were injured, one seriously."The box of books hit the floor hard.I moved to the back room, closing the door behind me carefully."What do you mean?" I asked."They're coordinating with the movement," Tamara said. "Some of your former packmates……the ones you trained with, the ones you actually led. They're actively organizing the resistance against confederation. They see it as a threat to traditional pack autonomy.""How many?" I asked."Enough to be dangerous," she said. "We need someone who understands them from the inside. Lucas, we need you."I sat down. The bench beneath me felt unreliable."I left," I said. "I'm not their alpha anymore. I'm not anything to them.""You're someone who understands both worlds now," Tamara said. "Someone who left and came back. They don't have anyone like that."
Elena's POVAfter Tamara left, I sat on that bench for another twenty minutes.I thought about everything she was carrying. About how exhausted she looked. About how she was running on determination and I thought about how I could actually help.I called Dante."Hey," he said, answering on the second ring like he'd been waiting. "What's up?""I need to design something," I said. "Something important. Can you meet me at the studio?"Three hours later, we were spread across the design tables with sketches everywhere."So you want to create a unified symbol," Dante said, studying the rough sketches I'd brought. "Something that represents all the packs coming together?""Not just a symbol," I said. "A complete visual identity. Something that makes the confederation real and tangible. Right now it's abstract packs meeting, agreeing, coordinating but if every pack wore the same symbol, used the same materials... that makes it visible. That makes it mean something."Dante looked at me, and I
Tamara's POV I was crossing the quad between my Chemistry class and the library when Elena called my name. I hadn't seen her in months. Between the program, the coordination with packs, and the constant Council meetings, I'd barely had time to breathe, let alone maintain friendships. But Elena was suddenly there, walking toward me with an expression that shifted from excited to concerned in about two seconds. "Tamara," she said, catching up to me. "I was hoping I'd run into you. I feel like we haven't actually talked in forever." "I know," I said, and the guilt hit immediately. "I'm sorry. Everything's been….." "Insane, I know," she said. "I heard about the program being a massive success. That's amazing. But….." She stopped walking and looked at me carefully. "Are you okay? You look like you haven't slept in a week." I must have looked worse than I thought. "Just exhausted," I said, which was true but incomplete. "Come sit with me," Elena said, grabbing my hand. "Right
Garrett's POV I called the emergency pack meeting at midnight. Every wolf from eighteen to sixty showed up at the main hall…..which told me they already knew something was wrong. Word travels fast through the supernatural community, and by evening, everyone had heard about Ashford Pack being attacked. I stood at the front of the room, and instead of waiting for panic to start, I just told them the truth. "Ashford Pack territory was attacked last night," I said. "Three injured, one seriously. The Council is calling it a coordinated strike by a group calling themselves the Sovereignty Movement. They're opposing confederation." The room erupted with questions. I let them talk for five minutes, then raised my voice. "We have two choices," I said. "We can either isolate ourselves and hope they don't target us next. Or we can form a formal defense alliance with Ashford and show every other pack watching that unity actually works." "That means we're at war," someone said from the back
Tamara's POVThe summons came in the middle of Biochemistry.My phone buzzed with a text from an unknown number: “Elder Thorne requests your immediate presence at Council chambers. Urgent.”I packed my bag while Professor Chen continued lecturing, grabbed my jacket, and left. People didn't summon you to Council chambers unless something was wrong.My mind spiraled through possibilities…..Was it Garrett? Lucas? Has something happened to the program? Was there an issue with the Council itself?I'd never been summoned like this before.Elder Thorne was waiting for me in the main chamber, and his face told me everything. This was bad."What happened?" I asked without a preamble."Ashford Pack territory was attacked last night," he said quietly. "Three wolves were injured, one seriously. They defended the territory, but it was barely held."My stomach dropped. "Lucas?""In Portland," Elder Thorne confirmed. "This wasn't his direct pack attacking. It was remnants…..wolves who left when pac







