Chapter 62: Suprising Melissa

Chapter 62: Suprising Melissa

Jeremy woke up with a throbbing headache. He looked around and realised that he had slept at his bar. He must have gotten really drunk last night. He had dreams about his childhood again and he woke up this morning feeling nothing but irritation.

He felt miserable about himself. He remembered when he was young and how hard it was growing up after his mother died. Her death was all his fault. If he remembered clearly which he did.

When he was young he was constantly comparing himself to others and always felt like he was coming up short. He felt like he was never good enough and that nothing he did was ever enough. He felt like he was constantly fighting an uphill battle and no matter how hard he tried, he was never able to make it to the top. He was constantly questioning his worth and felt like he was a failure in life. He was always second guessing himself and felt like he had no control over his own destiny. He was constantly struggling with his own