CHAPTER 46

When Jeonghan left my room, I stripped and removed all my clothes before I entered the shower room, taking all the heat and desires in my body.

While the cold water running, I shook my head in disbelief. I almost gave in, again. How foolish I was?

　　But I loved him, I still loved him and I wanted to give Honey a family. A real family with me and Jeonghan, her real father. It hurt so much that I was not the only one hurting here but also my daughter.

　　I just hoped that Jeonghan would totally fix all of this, so that I could tell him everything about Honey. I only have to wait.

　　I was too riled up to sleep and ended up standing in the shower with cold water running for about 30 minutes to calm myself down.

　　After the shower, I felt that my body was frozen so I immediately laid down on my bed and curled myself inside my blanket before I drifted off to sleep.

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　　I winced as rays of morning sun t