登入Killian Davenport
Of all the women in New York, why did it have to be Elena Carson who walked into my classroom? I lean against my desk, arms crossed, watching her stand awkwardly in the middle of the empty lecture hall. Messy bun, slightly wrinkled blouse, flushed cheeks. She looks like she barely survived last night. The messy bun shouldn’t work, but it does. Last night at the bar, I noticed her before I knew who she was. A beautiful stranger in a tight black dress. I looked twice. I don’t usually look twice. Then she turned her head, and reality crashed into me. Elena Carson. Nora’s best friend. The quiet girl who used to trail behind my sister like a shadow. Always reading, always watching, never taking up space. I remembered her. This version doesn’t fade into the background anymore. Somewhere between thirteen and twenty, she learned how to command attention without trying. And that’s exactly why I pretended not to recognize her last night. Distance is safer. I let the silence stretch between us. I know she’s nervous from the way she shifts her weight, the way her fingers tighten on her bag strap. She’s waiting for me to speak. I don’t. I study her instead but she avoids my eyes. Smart girl. For half a second, something almost softens in my chest. I kill it instantly. “Sit down, Ms. Carson.” She hesitates, then lowers herself into the front row. Her back stays straight, but her fingers tremble slightly against her thigh. I remain standing. “Do you usually walk into rooms like you own them?” Her eyes snap up to mine. “I… didn’t mean to be late. It won’t happen again.” I don’t reply right away. I let the silence press down on her. She shifts again. “It’s not just about being late,” I say eventually. “Then what is it?” There’s a spark of boldness in her voice, but it cracks at the end. I raise an eyebrow. Interesting. “This course may not be the right fit for you.” Her lips part. “Why, Professor Davenport?” The way she says my title sends a low current through me. I don’t like it. I look at her fully now. “Because I don’t need complications in my class.” Her cheeks flush deeper. She holds my gaze longer than she should. I don’t break it first. That’s a problem. My phone vibrates on the desk. Ronald. Perfect timing. I glance at the screen, then back at her. “Don’t move. Ten minutes. My office.” I don’t wait for a response. I grab my things and walk out, answering the call as I head down the corridor. “Ronald.” “Killian.” His voice is calm, but I know that tone. “Your father wants you at the house.” I keep walking. “Not the penthouse. The mansion, I assume.” A short pause. “Yes. He’s not doing well. You know that.” “I’m aware.” “Then stop acting like this is optional.” I push open the door to my temporary office and step inside. “Everything I do is optional, Ronald.” He exhales. I can almost see him rubbing his temples the way he’s done since we were kids. “And what about the university?” he asks. “Your father doesn’t know you’re teaching.” “He doesn’t need to.” A firmer tone now. “You’re not untouchable, Killian.” “Neither is he.” Silence stretches. Ronald finally sighs. “Just… be careful. And one more thing, don’t let distractions become problems.” I pause as my grip tightens around the phone. An image surfaces uninvited. Dark eyes. A black dress. A classroom door opening. I shove it aside. “They won’t,” I say flatly. I end the call and drop into my chair. For a moment, I let myself breathe. I’m back in New York for one reason: my father is dying. A few months left, supposedly. His last wish is to spend them with his children. One year. That’s what I promised. One year before I return to the life I built far away from all of this. Temporary. Everything here is temporary. A soft knock sounds at the door. “Come in.” Elena steps inside and closes the door behind her. She looks smaller in this space, but she still lifts her chin. I switch fully into professor mode. No hesitation. “I want you to drop my class, Miss Carson.” Her brows pull together. “You’re serious?” “I don’t repeat myself.” A beat. Her grip tightens on her bag. “Why?” “It doesn’t matter.” “It matters to me.” I study her. She’s steadier now than she was in class. Less shaken. “This isn’t a discussion,” I say. “You will drop the class.” Her breath catches. “No.” I lean back slightly, keeping my expression neutral. “Then you’re making a mistake.” She doesn’t flinch. “That’s my mistake to make.” I hold her gaze for a long second. “We’re done here.” She gives me one last hard look, then turns and walks out, shutting the door firmly behind her. I stare at the closed door for a long time. She should have listened. She should have walked away immediately. Instead, she looked me in the eye and said no. This was a mistake. Not her presence in my class. My reaction to it.Elena CarsonThe car is quiet the entire way back.My heart hasn’t slowed since the kiss. It keeps thudding against my ribs like it’s trying to escape. I stare out the window, watching the city lights blur past, but all I can feel is the ghost of his mouth on mine. The slow drag of his tongue. The way he bit my lower lip like he was claiming it.Why did he kiss me?Was it just the moment? The cold hands, the quiet, the way I looked at him? Or was there more? And why did he pull away so carefully, like he was putting a boundary back in place the second it started to slip? I wanted him to keep going. I wanted him to drag me across the console and forget every reason we’ve been holding back. But he stopped. Always controlled.Maybe he didn’t want more.The thought continues to linger as he pulls into the underground lot of his building. We step out in silence. The elevator ride is worse, just the soft hum of the machinery and the space between us that. I keep my eyes on the glowing
Killian Davenport The city rolls past the windows in streaks of gold and soft blue. Elena sits in the passenger seat with the window down, dark hair spilling in messy waves that catch the breeze. She looks brighter today. The shadows under her eyes have softened, and there’s a quiet ease in the way she leans into the wind that I haven’t seen since she showed up at my door two nights ago.I didn’t expect her to open up about Sharon the way she did. I thought she’d keep it locked behind those tired eyes for longer. But I also understand how loneliness can make people selfish, and Sharon was a little selfish for making that decision without letting Elena know. But also, Sharon might’ve seen it as her choosing herself for the first time. Choosing to take back the man she loved even after years of abandonment from him. I relate it to a part of psychology, how attachment wounds can drive people to seek closure in ways that hurt the people around them. I just hate that Elena paid
Ekena Carson When I wake up that morning, Killian is sitting on the floor beside the bed with his head resting on the mattress, still holding my hand.I blink slowly. The haze of sleep lifts as I take in the sight. His dark hair is messy, falling slightly over his forehead, and his breathing is slow and even. He stayed here all night. Watching over me. He made me feel safe and cared for from the moment I showed up at his door two nights ago, something I haven’t really felt in a long time. As sad as I am, him being here for me gives me a small spark of hope that at least someone cares.I continue to stare at him as he sleeps, my eyes tracing the sharp line of his jaw, the way his lashes rest against his cheeks. I want to reach out and touch him. Anywhere. His hair, his shoulder, the back of his hand. It’s not even anything sexual. It’s just this deep need to feel close to him, to remind myself he’s real and he let me stay.Killian is just being his nice self, I tell myself. He
Killian Davenport I hate seeing her like this.I hold her as she continues to cry, her face buried against my chest. Her shoulders are shaking with every broken sob. The sound guts me. I know it’s not just about the failed meal in the kitchen. It’s something more. Something she’s not ready to say yet. So I don’t push. I just stroke her hair slowly, fingers threading through the messy strands, trying to make her feel safe enough to breathe.She’s falling apart in my arms and all I want to do is fix it. Burn down whatever hurt her. But I can’t. Not until she lets me in.I’m not even the type to be this patient with people. I’ve always kept my distance. But with her? I want to sit here on this floor all night if it meant she stopped crying.Her sobs eventually quiet down into soft, hiccupping sniffles. She stays pressed against me, like she’s afraid I’ll disappear if she lets go. I keep stroking her hair, slow and steady. Her breathing evens out a little.“I’m sorry for messing
Elena Carson I wake up with a headache.My body feels tired, heavy as I roll slowly onto my back. The sheets are cool and soft against my skin, and I force my eyes open. The ceiling above me is different. It’s high, modern, with recessed lighting I don’t recognize. For a second, confusion fogs my mind. Then it all crashes back.I’m at Killian’s penthouse.I came here last night because I had nowhere else to go. I sat outside his door like a lost child, crying until I couldn’t breathe, expecting him to turn me away or tell me to leave. He didn’t. He pulled me into his arms, let me fall apart against his chest, and gave me a place to stay without asking a single question.I grab my phone from the nightstand beside me. The screen lights up with a few missed calls from Mom. I ignore them and set the phone back down with a sigh. I don’t want to speak to her right now. She made her decision, and it didn’t include me. It has always been just the two of us against the world. We wer
Killian Davenport I’m driving home tonight from a meeting with Ronald at a cafe near Davenport Co. Ronald spent most of the meeting pushing me to fly back to the UK with him for a few days. Just officially business, he called it. But I know it’s just another attempt to pull me deeper into the Davenport machine.He reminded me I’ve been in the US for only three months after seven years away. That it would make sense to go back, visit the places I miss, see some of my old students, breathe the air I built a life in. He wasn’t wrong. My life in the UK was almost perfect. It was quiet, under my control with no family drama.But I told him to take Kyle instead.As much as that life felt right once, I don’t have anyone to go back to. No lover. No real ties beyond the lecture halls and the hatred for my father that kept me there. The job and my contempt for everything Davenport was what held me. Now? I don’t even know anymore.So Kyle and Ronald are heading to the UK for a few days.
Elena CarsonIt’s been three days since Professor Davenport asked me to drop his class and I told him no.Three days of successfully avoiding him. Or maybe he’s been avoiding me. Either way, I haven’t seen him since that awkward confrontation in his office. But I hear his name everywhere I turn o
Elena Carson I don’t wait for him to say anything else before I walk out of his office. The door clicks shut behind me, and I keep walking, fast and angry. My heart is hammering so hard I can feel it in my throat. My cheeks are burning too and my hands won’t stop shaking. I just need to get the
Elena Carson KNOCK-KNOCK-KNOCK. I jolt awake, heart pounding. Ow. My head is killing me. I rub my temples and slowly register that I’m on the floor of my room. Not my bed. My hair is stuck to my cheek and there’s a dull ache behind my eyes that makes even breathing feel like effort. Everyth
Elena Carson The first time Killian Davenport broke my heart, I was thirteen years old. The second time happened tonight when his sister looked up from her phone and casually said, “My brother is back.” That was barely an hour ago, and my heart still hasn’t recovered. I swallow hard, staring a







