My eyes slowly adjusted to the harsh light flooding the room, and panic gripped me as I scanned my surroundings—nothing looked familiar. Then I saw her. The woman sitting across from me, her fingers nervously twirling around a white coffee mug, felt like an enigma wrapped in mystery. Her tousled blond hair framed a face that was both beautiful and haunting, but it was her eyes—those mesmerizing blue pools—that drew me in. They widened with surprise, a flicker of something deeper swirling within as she noticed I was conscious.
But it was the dried blood caked beneath her fingernails that sent a chill down my spine. What the hell happened? “Where am I?” I croaked out, my voice rough and foreign, struggling against the fog clouding my memory. Each word felt like it tore through the haze, but the images remained elusive, dancing just out of reach. She set her cup down with a deliberate calmness and leaned toward me, her body taut and coiled like a spring ready to snap. The golden tan of her bare arms glowed against the sterile environment, and I couldn't help but notice the strength beneath the surface. “You were shot,” she said, a strange mix of triumph and something darker threading her tone. “I saved you from whoever wanted you dead.” A snicker escaped her lips, laced with pride—for what? For saving me or for the chaos that lingered in her wake? Suddenly, flashes of the earlier scene crashed into my mind like waves against jagged rocks: Rico and the Death Dealers had me cornered, betrayal slicing deep. Pain surged through me at the recollection, but I swallowed it down; she didn’t need to know my past, the venom that ran through my veins. I could only focus on one thing: escape. But how in the hell could I get away when every exit seemed sealed tight, with nowhere to run? “I didn’t ask for your help!” I bit out, my voice ragged and strained as I attempted to lift myself. But the moment I moved, agony shot through me like a wild animal clawing its way out. “Wow, how rude after I saved your life,” she tossed back, sarcasm dripping from her words. She rolled her eyes before standing up, leaving me alone in the suffocating silence of her living room. I pressed my hands against my stomach, desperately wishing the pain would subside, but deep down I knew it wouldn’t—this was far from over. My gaze flitted around the room, taking in the framed pictures hanging on the walls. Smiling faces stared back at me—her with what I could only assume were friends and family, moments frozen in time. Then my eyes landed on her nursing degree, the words “Bachelor of Science in Nursing” glaring back like a cruel reminder of my reality. Shit. It wasn’t a nightmare; she really had claimed to be a nurse. A surge of panic gripped me. I had stumbled into her sanctuary, but it wasn’t safe here. If the Death Dealers found me, they wouldn’t think twice before spilling blood—hers and mine. The thought tightened around my heart like a vice, the ugly truth of my circumstances crashing down like a wave. There was nowhere to run, nowhere to hide. I was trapped, and the weight of that realization settled heavily on my chest. Suddenly, the woman re-entered the room, her presence as unsettling as the storm brewing inside me. One hand clutched a bundle of sterile white gauze; in the other, she held a bucket brimming with soapy water. “You think you want to escape this place,” she said, her voice cutting through the silence like a knife. “But believe me, you have no choice. You’re stuck here until you heal—or until you’re desperate enough to reach out to your friends.” With a swift motion, she slammed the bucket down, and suds splattered across my bare leg, the coldness jolting me back to reality. “The same friends who shot you and tossed your motorcycle in the river,” she continued, her words dripping with contempt. She picked up the towel from the bucket, wringing it out with a ferocity that mirrored the turmoil churning within me. “You choose.” As her fingers brushed over my abdomen, tugging at the dark blood that seeped into the gauze, an icy grip seized my heart. **My bike.** The memory sliced through me—my father’s gift on my eighteenth birthday, a symbol of freedom I had fought so hard to restore. Gritting my teeth, I remained silent, her soft touch both soothing and maddening as she worked the rag around my torso. “My bike,” I finally muttered, the weight of loss heavy in my throat. She paused, releasing a breath filled with understanding, those piercing blue eyes meeting mine with a tenderness that felt almost surreal. “I watched from the trees when they shot you. I’m a nurse—I couldn’t just leave you there, even after you begged me not to call the police.” Her voice softened, but the tension in the air remained palpable as she dipped the rag into the soapy water once more, each motion deliberate, as if tending to my wounds meant tending to something far deeper. “Thank you.” The words tasted foreign on my tongue, a rare acknowledgment I seldom offered, especially to a woman. “Well, I don’t accept it. So keep it until you truly mean it.” Her voice was firm as she finished washing my wounds, wrapping fresh gauze around them with expert care. Then she stood, retreating to the kitchen, where the sound of water draining into the sink echoed in the silence. I turned my gaze to the table beside me, my heart racing as I spotted my phone, keys, and wallet haphazardly placed there. But it was the small envelope, labeled with her name—Maya Connor—that drew my attention, chilling me to the bone. With trembling hands, I gripped my phone, pulling it closer, desperate for answers. As I clicked the screen on, the low battery warning flashed like an alarm bell in my mind. A flood of missed calls and frantic texts assaulted me, each one a painful reminder of my absence. Jake—my second-in-command—had sent multiple messages, his concern palpable: “Where are you?” “What happened?” Panic surged through me as the realization hit: I had been missing for three agonizing days. Holy fuck. A rush of dread washed over me. My crew must be searching for me. They had to be. The thought of their worry, their fear, made my chest tighten. What if they believed I was gone for good? I felt a desperate urgency clawing at my insides, pushing me to act before it was too late before they found me.A wave of unease twisted my stomach as I yanked my sweater over my scrubs. My head spun slightly, the lingering effects of whatever had wrecked me, but at least I could keep water down—that was a victory, right? Grabbing my keys, I glanced at the clock, the numbers blurring momentarily before snapping into focus. My car, returned just yesterday, sat waiting outside. A junker, sure, but it was mine—battered, beaten, and paid for.“Mom, I’m leaving!” My voice echoed through the house, cutting through the sound of the upstairs shower sputtering to life.My father was already gone, retreating to his other life—his apartment, his other daughter, his mother… my grandmother. The thought burned like acid in my chest, but I swallowed it down and forced myself to move.The drive to the hospital passed in a haze, the rattling hum of my Camry doing little to drown out the storm inside my head. I parked under a tree, its leaves clinging stubbornly to the branches like my grip on sanity. Grabbin
There’s a truth I’ve buried deep within me, a dark secret that claws at my insides, screaming to be set free. But courage has never been my strong suit—especially when it comes to Maya. The weight of what I should reveal crushes me, yet I know I’ll never find the strength to share it. The summons from the elders isn’t just an ordinary call; it’s a summons steeped in dread. When the elders reach out, everything else falls away—you drop everything and go, no questions asked, no rescheduling. I know exactly why they’ve summoned me: Armando. His time is up, a fact as inevitable as night falling after day. In our world, we’re led to believe we control our fates, but the truth is darker. The elders allow us to thrive, to live our lives, but make no mistake—they pull the strings. We live under their shadow, bound by a blood oath that promises loyalty until death—or, as they like to put it, execution.Armando has crossed too many lines, triggering their wrath. I brace myself, knowing I’ve be
“Where the hell did Armando go?” I demanded, shoving my coffee mug into the dishwasher with a force that echoed my agitation. Demetri paced like a caged animal in the kitchen, his tension palpable, until my mother stormed in, her face a canvas painted with fury.“What’s wrong?” I asked, stepping away from the dishwasher as she claimed a seat at the counter. Demetri slipped out of the room, leaving the air thick with unspoken words. I could sense it; something was festering inside him, and today—after Armando’s abrupt departure—he might finally reveal it.“Your father is what’s wrong with me! That son of a bitch is back, and my rage is boiling!” Her hands trembled as I instinctively rubbed her back, dread tightening my chest when I noticed the absence of her engagement ring—the massive diamond surrounded by tiny stones that had always gleamed on her finger. Gone. Silence weighed heavily as my mother broke down, her tear-streaked face igniting a primal urge within me to hunt down my
I had been drowning in a storm of secrets from Armando for days, a suffocating weight that pressed down on my chest. The moment I threw up that morning—a violent expulsion that felt like the world crashing down around me—I knew: I was pregnant. Everything about me was shifting; an insatiable hunger clawed at my insides, and my clothes began to tighten like a noose, suffocating any sense of normalcy. At first, I fed myself lies, blaming it all on gluttony and neglecting the gym—self-delusion wrapped in denial. But that day with Brenda shattered my facade. I found myself standing in Bonners Market in Phoenix, heart racing as I clutched a pregnancy test like it was a ticking bomb. Brenda’s laughter echoed cruelly in my ears, her judgment sharp enough to cut through my fragile resolve. But I had to know the truth; ignorance was a poison I could no longer swallow.Two agonizing weeks had passed, my period a ghost taunting me from the shadows. It hung in the air, a grim reminder of my unrav
Demetri sat across from me, fingers entwined tightly as I leaned back, tension crackling in the air. “You wanted to talk? Then speak up,” I bit out, my jaw clenched, trying to mask the storm brewing inside me.“I know where to find Reaper,” he said, his voice steady but laced with a hint of hesitation. “I’ve heard he likes to take the underground sewers to avoid detection.” He turned to face me, but his eyes darted away before they could lock onto mine. I knew why. The guilt and discomfort hung thick between us like smoke; he was tangled up with Maya, my girl—the one I had let myself fall for, body and soul. A knot of rage twisted in my gut at the thought of him taking what was mine, using her like some disposable toy.“I honestly don’t care where to find Reaper anymore,” I shot back, my voice low and dangerous as I pushed myself up from the table. “I’m done with this whole search for him.” I moved toward the coat rack, the weight of my jacket feeling like a shroud as I fought against
As I stood there by the kitchen sink, a mug of steaming coffee trembling in my hands, the truth crashed over me like a tidal wave: Armando was a player. I should have anticipated it the moment his childhood girlfriend sauntered in, flaunting her skimpy outfit while I was right there beside him. A lump lodged in my throat, and the storm of anxiety mixed with fury surged within me, only intensifying when Armando’s eyes finally locked onto mine.The raw anger that flickered in his gaze sent a jolt through me; I could feel his rage boiling beneath the surface. The happiness Demetri had ignited in me was like a fire consuming him from the inside out.“I can’t believe this,” he spat, his voice laced with pain and disbelief. “How long?” “Few weeks,” I mumbled, lifting the mug to my lips, the scalding liquid searing my throat as it went down. The muffled voices of my mother and father fluttered in from the dining room, their casual banter a cruel contrast to the storm raging inside me. I s