Alexia's POV. We somehow found ourselves in Nathaniel's bedroom. I should have known that I wouldn't be able to break things off with him. Honestly, even if I had managed to break things off by the pool I knew for sure that I would have gone crawling back to him. How can one stay away from him? It is impossible for me to stay away from someone that kisses me like a dream and made me feel like I am on cloud nine. I was already naked from the waist up. The top piece of my bikini must be lying somewhere in Nathaniel's living room and my kimono...I think I left it by the pool. I wasn't sure cause my brain is barely functioning at the moment. Nathaniel's hand was everywhere and I could feel his kisses on every part of my body. My legs were tightly wrapped around his waist and he had his hand wrapped around my waist holding me against him. We managed to enter his bedroom without breaking anything or bumping into anything. Nathaniel slowly placed me on his bed and I tried to unwrap my leg
Alexia's POV. I woke up to the feel of Nathaniel's lips moving against my pussy. His tongue was lapping at my entrance while his hand was busy fondling my breast. "Now this is one way to wake a girl up," I said my voice thick with sleep and arousal. I looked down and watched his head moving between my spread thighs. The sight of him between my legs was so sexy that I am sure I got even wetter by it. I have never imagined myself in a situation like this. Of course, I have thought about what sex would be like but oral sec has never crossed my mind before. Apart from watching it in movies, writing about it in my novels, and reading smuts, the idea never really crossed my mind.Nathaniel hummed against me and the vibration did things to me inside. He removed on hand from my breast and slipped his finger inside me. I was feeling sore, deliciously sore but I couldn't stop him. It was too good to stop him. He fucked my pussy with his finger while his mouth worshipped my clit. He flicked m
Alexia's POV."And then I looked up and...you won't believe what I saw...." Natalia said. We all know what you saw Nat. It has been over a week since the party and the bikini top incident. The media has forgotten all about Nathaniel and I think it was solely because he refused to address them and threatened to make sure any reporter that showed up in his place and shoved a camera in either of our faces will lose his or her job. I don't know how that threat worked but it did and I am not about to question it. I have lost count of the number of times Natalia has narrated the story to Lara and Liam. Yes, Liam. He called and said he wants to hang out and I told him that I already have plans for the afternoon but he insisted on coming with me. My relationship with Nathaniel has been pure bliss. Filled with laughter, kisses, and plenty plenty of orgasms. We did it everywhere and every chance we get. It helped that Natalia seemed to get the gist and always keeps herself busy inside her ro
Alexia's POV. One week later. It has been one week since my talk with Lara and I am not proud to say that I am yet to figure things out. I have been ignoring Lara the entire week. Pretending like I didn't see her messages and always letting her call go to voicemail. My relationship with Nathaniel is still going on strong though. I tried to avoid thinking too hard about what my feelings were. All I knew was that I was the happiest any time he is around me and I always miss him whenever he is at work. I always try to hold myself back from just barging into his office and focusing on my writing while he was at work and I also get some writing done anytime he was home and busy on his laptopI have gotten far with my writing. I managed to finish writing my very first draft and about my personal journal— you know the one that is for my eyes only— well, let's just say I have hit a dead end so that project is currently on hold. It would still take at least three months for the completed n
Nathaniel's POV. Alexia and I have been doing the whole relationship thingy backward. We do watch movies together in our home—yes, our home. It just feels right to call it that since she practically moved into my apartment and I am definitely not complaining. I love having her around. I love going to bed with her body pressed against mine and waking up to her hair all over my chest and my hand on her breast and what I love even more is waking her up with a dirty kiss and squeezing her boobs at the same time. She always complains about me kissing her when she hasn't even brushed her teeth but I do not care. I love kissing, morning breath or not. Our relationship is not what you will call the ideal relationship. We started as fake and then moved to a real relationship. We have never gone on dates together— that should have been the first thing I should have done when we finally became official but I enjoy having her to myself a little too much. I love the nights we spend in the livin
Alexia's POV.I never imagined that I would confess my feelings over the phone—scratch that, I didn't even realize what my feelings were until Liam confronted me—and a voicemail for that matter but I couldn't help it. I needed to tell him. To reassure him. I should probably get in the car and go after him but I can't drive, not like this. Not when my mind is all over the place and my hands have been shaking like I was close to a panic attack. If he would just return my call or even drop a text and let me know that he is doing okay. I went to the bathroom and scrubbed my shaky hands under the running water. Don't ask me why I think washing my hand will help with the shaking. After I was done washing my hand I cleaned my hands with a towel and soon realized that washing my hand wasn't going to help, not until Nathaniel returned my call or even reply my text. Liam was long gone by now. I sent him out after Nathaniel walked in on us. I couldn't just stand the sight of him. He did promis
Alexia's POV. A coma? Slip into a coma? I let out a humorless laugh or maybe that was a wail. I wasn't sure. I wasn't sure about anything at this point. My vision was blurry and I couldn't make out what the doctor was saying with the way blood was rushing to my ears. "Pull yourself together, Alex. Do you really want to do this here? Do you think he would be happy to see you like this?" Someone said shaking my shoulders really hard. It took a while but I was able to recognize the voice as Liam's. I pushed his hands off me and wiped off my tears angrily with the back of my palm. I pointed my finger at him. "Don't. Don't stand there and pretend like you know what he wants. Today was going like just every other day until you showed up and ruined everything..." "Are you really blaming me for this?" He asked interrupting me. "Of course I am. This is all your fault. Why did you show up? Why did you choose now to confess your feelings and ruin everything? Did you really have to do tha
Alexia's POV. I completely lost track of time. I have been sitting right here beside a sleeping Nathaniel just staring at his pale and yet handsome face. How can someone look so sick and still manage to look handsome at the same time? Sitting here and staring at him gave me some kind of hope. That he would wake up, that he would wake up and smile at me like nothing happened.Liam left a long time ago. He said something about school stuff or shit like that, I didn't quite grab what he said. I have been sitting here all night long thinking about different scenarios. I think I have managed to imagine anything that could happen but I didn't let myself think negatively, that would just make me start crying all over again and I honestly am too spent to even cry. The nurse and the doctors have been in and out of this room checking on him every hour. I was always on alert anytime they come in trying to grab anything I could about his condition. The nurse said something about his vital signs