LOGINThe morning breeze hit my face immediately I woke up_ cool, calming air. I got ready for the new day and whatever might come with it. I knew I could handle it all. I felt determined. Optimistic. “No matter what happens, Lucian will always come back to me” That was the lie I told myself as I got dressed. Lucian was in the kitchen when I walked downstairs. He stood by the counter, scrolling through his phone. I noticed his clenched jaw and rigid shoulders, but before I could even wonder what was wrong, he looked up. Too quickly. Like I had just caught him doing something wrong. “Good morning.” I said as his eyes met mine. “Morning,” he replied. I couldn’t help but notice that his voice sounded… controlled. I brushed the thought off as he walked over to me. I smiled brightly, hope fluttering in my chest. He kissed my cheeks instead of my lips. That small omission hurt harder than any words. My smile disappeared. I moved around the kitchen, making coffee for t
The city lights blurred past my windshield as I drove. My eyes ached terribly from the lack of sleep. Claire’s face wouldn’t leave my mind. The way she had looked at me that morning… with quiet hope. The way she had trusted me enough to wait for me to come home. If I choose Claire, I would lose a child. If I choose Eva, I would lose my wife. For the first time, I could clearly see the truth I had been avoiding: Either way, I would lose something. My hands tightened around the steering wheel as Eva’s house came into view. It was a beautiful mansion with white walls, and huge gates_ perfect for a woman of her status. I parked and sat in my car for longer than I should have. Honestly, I didn’t want to go inside. But I had to. I forced myself out of the car, walked up to Eva’s front door and pressed the bell. Eva opened the door barefoot. No makeup. No designer dress. Just a loose sweater and soft eyes that looked almost… scared. She placed a protective hand ov
I woke up alone again. The other side of the bed was cold and empty. Almost like Lucian hadn’t slept there. Just like before. I felt a familiar ache in my chest _ just like when Lucian had left before. I closed my eyes, convincing myself that this was different. Last night, I had fallen asleep with Lucian’s arms around me, holding me like he was afraid to let go. This morning, there was nothing. He hadn’t left a note, he hadn’t woken me, he hadn’t even said goodbye. I sat up slowly, telling myself not to panic. He probably had an early meeting. He wasn’t abandoning me again. Downstairs, the mansion was silent. The type of silence that made every sound feel too loud_ even my own heartbeat. Camilla was in the kitchen, arranging fresh flowers in a vase. She looked up when she saw me. “You’re awake.” She said gently. I nodded. “So is Lucian.” I saw Camilla’s hands go still for a second. Then she continued arranging the flowers. "He came in very lat
Claire was falling asleep beside me when I got the message. EVA: I just left the clinic. We need to talk today, it’s urgent. My body went rigid. I stared at the message for several minutes, as if ignoring it might make it go away. Claire shifted slightly in the bed, her fingers digging into the fabric of my shirt as she slept. For the first time in a long time, her face looked peaceful. Guilt hit me hard. I stared at the message again. ‘Urgent’ was Eva's favorite word when she wanted control. I silenced the phone and lay there for a long moment, staring at the ceiling. The scent of Claire's shampoo clung to the pillows. Her warmth. Her trust. I had promised myself I wouldn't hurt her again. Yet here I was, already lying by omission. I carefully disentangled myself from Claire and slipped out of our bed. I dressed without turning on the lights, afraid that I would disturb her sleep. I told myself I was doing this to protect her… that I’d be back before she wok
I woke up to the sound of running water. For a moment, panic gripped me. Then I realized the sound was coming from the bathroom. Lucian was still here. I lay still, staring at the ceiling, afraid that if I moved, things would suddenly change. And Lucian would disappear. Afraid that this wasn’t reality. It was another dream my heart had invented because of my loneliness. But when he stepped out of the bathroom, with a towel hanging low on his hips, and his damp hair against his forehead, reality settled in. Lucian was home. With me. "You're up early.” He said quietly. "So are you.” “I didn’t sleep much.” He said, watching me carefully, as if he was checking if I was real. “I didn’t want to miss you.” My lips parted, but I couldn’t get any words out. An awkward silence followed, but it wasn’t uncomfortable. Just careful. I slipped out of bed and headed to the kitchen. The mansion was almost completely quiet, except for the footsteps of a few staff who were already awa
The mansion felt small. Smaller than it ever had. The rooms hadn’t changed, but the world outside had. The world had turned against me. I stood by the large glass windows, watching reporters gather outside the huge iron gates. Cameras flashed. Voices carried faintly through the glass. I could hear them talking about me. My marriage. My body. Infertile. Barren. Disposable. The words followed me everywhere. After hearing the news at Dhark holdings, I had retreated to the mansion and stayed hidden. I hadn’t stepped out for days. Every time I reached for the door, my chest tightened with dread _ until I couldn’t breathe. I heard footsteps behind me. “Mrs. Dhark?” I turned. Camilla stood by the doorway, carrying a small tray in her hand. Her presence could be comforting. She had worked for the Dharks since before Lucian and I married. She’d seen me happy. She’d seen me unravel. “I brought you some tea,” she said, stepping closer. “You haven’t eaten.” “I’m n







