FAZER LOGINThe band was playing something slow and jazzy, the kind of music that felt like it belonged in an old movie. I hesitated for just a second—I barely knew this man, didn't even know his name yet—but something about the way he looked at me made me want to say yes.
We danced. He was a good dancer, confident but not showy, leading without being controlling. We talked about everything and nothing—our least favorite things about events like this, the best restaurants in the city, and whether the auction items were actually worth their inflated prices. We laughed at the same jokes. Rolled our eyes at the same pretentious speeches.
By the time the band took a break, I had his number and a date planned for the following weekend. And I hadn't felt that alive, that seen, in longer than I could remember.
That weekend became the next weekend, which became every weekend. Miles was charming, attentive, and ambitious in a way that felt exciting rather than threatening. He had plans for his future—for our future, he would say, even in those early days, making my heart skip with the implication that he saw me in his long-term picture. He made me feel like I was the center of his universe, like everything he did was to make me smile.
For the first two years, it really was perfect. Or at least, it seemed perfect. We went to gallery openings and Broadway shows. He took me to his favorite restaurants and remembered which dishes I liked best. We spent weekends at his family's lake house, talking about our dreams and fears. He was passionate about his work, driven to build something meaningful, and he claimed to admire my own ambitions.
During this time, Miles would occasionally mention that I should join his company. "You'd be amazing there," he'd say casually over dinner, reaching across the table to take my hand. "Think about it. Your strategic mind, your people skills—you're exactly what we need to take Morretti Development to the next level." But it was never concrete, never a serious conversation that went beyond hypotheticals. Just an idea floating in the background of our relationship, something we might explore someday.
I was happy. Or at least, I thought I was happy. Looking back now, I can see the little signs I missed. The way he always chose the restaurants. The way he'd introduce me to his business associates as "my girlfriend, Lila" without mentioning what I did or acknowledging my own accomplishments. The way he seemed to love having me on his arm at events, but would sometimes zone out when I talked about my work.
But at the time, I just felt lucky. Lucky to have found this successful, handsome man who claimed to love me. Lucky that someone like Miles Morretti had chosen me.
I was such a fool.
Then Miles proposed, and everything changed.
It was romantic, textbook perfect—he'd taken me back to the botanical gardens where we'd had our third date, got down on one knee by the rose garden with a stunning three-carat diamond ring, and told me I was the only woman he'd ever loved like this. I said yes through happy tears, thinking this was it. This was my fairy tale beginning.
Right after I said yes, after we'd celebrated with champagne and called our parents, after the initial euphoria had faded just slightly, Miles brought up the company again. This time, it wasn't casual.
We were having dinner at his penthouse, still giddy from the proposal, when he took my hands across the table. His expression had shifted into something more serious, more businesslike.
"Now that we're going to be family," he said, his eyes intense on mine, "it only makes sense that we grow our business together. I've been thinking about this for a while, Lila. You're brilliant. Your skills in client relations and strategic partnerships are exactly what Morretti Development needs. We'll build our empire together—our legacy. Can you imagine it? Husband and wife, partners in life and business. It's perfect."
But was it?
I took a long bath in the master bathroom, letting the hot water wash away the tension of the day. The bathroom was enormous—all marble and glass, with a soaking tub that could fit three people comfortably. I'd filled it almost to the brim, added some lavender bath salts I'd found in a cabinet that smelled expensive and felt luxurious, and just let myself sink into the heat.My muscles slowly unknotted as I lay there, watching steam rise toward the vaulted ceiling. I could still feel the phantom weight of the wedding dress, the tight grip of my shoes, the heaviness of the day pressing down on me. But gradually, the hot water worked its magic, drawing out the stress and replacing it with a bone-deep exhaustion.When I finally emerged, wrapped in the softest towel I'd ever touched, I found that Alexander had somehow acquired comfortable pajamas in my size—silk, in my favorite shade of midnight blue. Of course they were. Of course he knew my size. Of course he knew my favorite color, the
That night, Miles didn’t even bother to call.I stood in the empty chapel long after most of the guests had left, still in my wedding dress—though now it felt like it belonged to a different person, a different life entirely. The ivory silk that had seemed so perfect that morning now felt heavy and wrong, the delicate lace sleeves scratching against my wrists like a reminder of expectations that would never be fulfilled.The chapel was quieter now, the excited chatter of guests replaced by the hollow echo of my footsteps on marble floors as I finally moved from where I’d been standing frozen at the altar. Candles still flickered in their holders, creating dancing shadows on the stone walls. The flowers—thousands of dollars worth of white roses and peonies—still perfumed the air with their sweet, cloying scent that was starting to make me feel sick.Everything was exactly as I’d planned it, down to the smallest detail. Everything except the fact that I’d just married a completely diffe
Which brings us back to where we started. The third wedding. The moment everything changed.Standing at the altar in my white silk gown, watching Miles's face change as his assistant burst through the doors. Feeling my grip tighten on his wrist as he tried to leave. Hearing him say those words again: "Valeria has no one else. I have to go to her."But this time was different. This time, something inside me didn't just crack—it shattered completely.Because as Miles walked away from me for the third time, as I stood there listening to the whispers and feeling the pitying stares, I finally understood something crucial that I should have seen years ago:Miles would never choose me. Not over Valeria. Not over anyone. Because in his mind, choosing me wasn't a choice—it was an obligation. Something to do when there was nothing more urgent demanding his attention.I was his fallback. His safety net. The woman who would always forgive him, always understand, always be there waiting when he fi
The night before the third wedding, I couldn't sleep. I stood on my balcony at 2 AM, looking out at the city lights, wrapped in a blanket against the cool night air. The streets below were mostly empty, just the occasional car passing by, the distant sound of sirens, the city breathing in its quieter hours.Tomorrow was supposed to be my wedding day. Again. For the third time. Part of me couldn't quite believe we'd made it this far. Part of me was waiting for the inevitable disaster.My phone rang, making me jump. Alexander."Can't sleep either?" I answered."No." His voice was rough, like he'd been awake for hours. "Lila, I need to tell you something. Before tomorrow. Before you marry him."My heart started racing. "Okay."There was a long pause. I could hear him breathing on the other end, could picture him in his apartment, probably pacing the way he did when he was working through something difficult. Perhaps he had expected to reach my voicemail. "I'm in love with you," he said
The week before the third wedding, Alexander took me to dinner. It wasn't planned—he just showed up at my office after work on a Tuesday evening and said, "Come on. You need a break from wedding planning."I should have said no. I should have gone home to review seating charts and confirm vendor arrangements. But the truth was, I was exhausted. Exhausted from planning a third wedding, exhausted from the constant low-level anxiety that this one would fall apart too, exhausted from trying to convince myself that everything would be fine this time.So I said yes.We went to a small French bistro in the West Village that I'd never been to before. The moment I walked in, I fell in love with it—the warm lighting from antique fixtures, the exposed brick walls covered in vintage French posters, the cozy atmosphere created by mismatched wooden tables and chairs. The air smelled of butter, wine, and fresh-baked bread. Soft jazz played from hidden speakers, just loud enough to create ambiance wi
My father requested to meet me for lunch the day after I took Miles back. We went to Giovanni's, a quiet Italian restaurant downtown where my parents had taken me for every major life event—graduation dinners, birthday celebrations, the lunch after I got my first real job. The kind of place where the tables were far enough apart that you could have serious conversations without being overheard.It was raining outside, a steady autumn drizzle that made the city look gray and melancholy. Inside, the restaurant was warm and smelled of garlic, tomatoes, and fresh bread. The walls were covered in family photos—three generations of the Giovanni family, smiling faces documenting decades of life and love.My father ordered wine. That should have been my first clue that this wasn't going to be a casual lunch. My father rarely drank during business hours, and we both knew this was essentially a business meeting, even though it was about my personal life."So you've decided to give him another c







