Chapter 9 (Getting to know him)

"I'm here again." I whispered in front of Amaya's grave. I sat beside her. "Alam mo naman na ikaw talaga nilalapitan ko when I'm sad right?"

I know she's here, she's listening. "Well I need you right now, Aya." Namamasa nanaman ang mga mata ko. "I'm so lonely na, I don't have anyone to rest my head on their shoulders when I'm sad."

I sighed in despair. "Kahit naman siguro nandito ang parents ko even though I wanted to breakdown and kick and scream in front of them, I couldn't." Fvck. It hurts. "B-but, I just don't want my parents coming in and seeing me broken so instead, I'll just sit here deep within my thoughts."

Bumungad sakin ang katahimikan. I sighed again and stoop up. "I should go now Aya. I think I need a rest." Hinaplos ko ang pangalan niya. "What a beauty, my rain." Saka na ako nag lakad pabalik sa motor ko and wh