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Chapter 38
In a previous life…
Everyone has a place in life. A shining spot belonging just to you. And if you are able to sit in that spot, your life will be happy and blessed. This is what I’ve always believed.
There is a girl who stole that place from me.
I learned about this while I was still young.
“Mother, why doesn’t Father like me?” I was crying, a feeling of frustration and helplessness overcoming me. Even a simple conversation with my father led to criticism, he looked at me as if… as if I were something worthless. Something dirty.
My mother, the Countess of Erand, was a beautiful woman. She had large eyes, a pitiful expression which inspired sympathy and love. She shook her head at my question, smiling strangely.
“That’s because he isn’t your father, silly.” What a shocking thing to tell a young child, but she didn’t seem to sense any inapprop
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