Lily Pears
After our engagement, the six of us friends agreed to take one last trip together before the wedding.
That night, my friend Anders Greer suggested we play a "24-Hour Couple Swap." Anyone who drew matching symbols had to act like a couple for the next twenty-four hours. Whoever drew a blank card could only take pictures and carry everyone's bags.
In the first round, I drew a blank.
My fiancee, Brielle Rice, and Anders both drew moons. They held hands while watching the sunrise, while I followed behind carrying three people's bags.
In the second round, I drew another blank. They both drew roses. Their penalty was to hug for one minute. Everyone crowded around, cheering them on, while I stood off to the side and kept time.
The third round. The fourth...
Seven times in a row.
Every single time, I was the odd one out.
On the final night, they drew matching wedding-dress cards. According to the rules, the two of them had to hold a mock wedding.
Anders snatched my engagement ring and slipped it onto her ring finger.
All our friends gathered around them, shouting, "Kiss him!"
The next second, Brielle actually lifted her face and kissed him.
While everyone was celebrating, I opened the boxes that held the cards. Every card in my box was blank.
However, Brielle's and Anders's boxes were stuffed with matching moons, roses, and wedding dresses.
I smiled and deleted all the digital wedding invitations I'd already prepared.
If there had never been room for me on a trip meant for six people, then there was no reason to save a place for any of them for the rest of my life.