All Chapters of Because I Want To: Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

My heart raced as something in his voice stopped me in my tracks. It was the sound of disappointment that Masters usually had with their subs when they were in trouble. If I didn't know any better, I would think he was upset because I was leaving. "Oh, I thought we were finished," I said, happy that my voice did not shake.Trev stepped closer until he was towering over me making me feel small. That was a hard feat when I was 5' 9" and definitely not model thin. But he accomplished that easily with his broad muscular shoulders and a thick waist that just begged a woman to wrap her legs around it.God, knock it off, idiot! I scolded myself. Trev is not interested in you he is probably just wondering what needed to be done now with his finances."You're good to continue job hunting this week," I said more confidently.He turned around and ran a hand through his hair, obviously frustrated."I'm not having any luck with that, Vie. There's just no work for an ex-sniper that has been searchi

Dragging myself out of bed the next morning seemed like a monumental task that should have been celebrated once I succeeded. After a hot, restless night, I felt drained and even more exhausted than when I had laid down. Every time I would close my eyes, I would find myself haunted by a set of blue eyes that wouldn't leave me alone. Whenever I would begin to relax, I could feel his lips on mine and the desire would blossom once again making it impossible to sleep.I grabbed a cup of coffee and turned my thoughts to my employment situation. That is when the reality of what I had done hit me. I had actually quit my boring, but reliable job and began working for Bethany. I hadn't given my two-week notice as a normal person would have. No, I had just called my boss and told him that I would no longer be coming in. Although by the end of the conversation, I did not feel as bad. My boss barely knew who I was and had to actually ask me what department I worked in. I sighed into my cup, trying

The weeks flew by as I struggled to keep myself busy and my mind off the fact that Trev hadn't called me.Every morning I would get up and come to the gym to do nothing now. Once I had gotten Bethany's books straightened out, it took a minimal amount of paperwork to keep them up.The only highlights of my days now were when Bethany would give me the pole dancing lessons. She said I was getting the hang of it and was surprised when she saw how I was taking to the pole. Today's lesson ended with her mouth hung open and her calling me "HOT". I was proud of my ability, even though I was pretty sure if I had breathed one word of it to my mother, she would call me a slut and probably never speak to me again. Might be worth it though."Earth to Vie… Again!"I looked up to find Bethany leaning on the desk. A flush rose on my cheeks, I had been so deep in thought that I hadn't heard her come in. She was in one of her workout outfits that never failed to make me feel jealous of her figure. Her l

As if someone had hit the pause button on a movie, the scene in front of me stopped mid-action. The two of them slowly turned to look at me and I felt a moment of hesitation. The man was bigger than me, but most of his weight was in his gut that was straining against the buttons of his black suit and red tie ensemble. He reminded me more of a cheesy lounge singer than a man that had brought my friend to her knees. Although, by the look of the rapidly appearing bruises and the trickle of blood coming from his nose, Bethany really had gotten a few good hits in."Now, who the fuck is this?" he demanded to Bethany in a horrible replica of a New Jersey accent.I shrunk away immediately, calling myself every kind of idiot I could think of at that moment."She's no one, nobody. She comes in and cleans the gym every Friday night," Bethany stated thinking on her feet. "She's your cleaning lady?" the man asked her incredulously.Bethany nodded emphatically and pleading me with her eyes to keep

I tried to stand on my own, but my weakened knees refused to let me as Trev deepened his kiss. I dug my nails into his shoulders to keep from falling. I was instantly worried that I had hurt him, but if the growl that rumbled out of his chest was any indication, then he was enjoying the bite of my nails.Trev's tongue brushed across my lips, momentarily asking for permission before forcing its way in whether I would have given it to him or not. I would have, but I loved this side of him. This side of him knew exactly how I wanted to be taken and would demand nothing less than my surrender.My body began to hum as my blood pounded through my veins like molten lava. I moaned loudly when his tongue plunged inside and rubbed itself against mine, sending shockwaves through me.A loud clearing of a throat caused us both to jump, and I pull away guiltily. Trev turned slowly to face his sister, who was sporting a wide grin on her face. I felt a flush of mortification spread across my cheeks."