I… want CK back. Gusto ko na siyang bumalik. I can’t fucking last another day without her. I miss her lips, her touch, and her mellow voice that comforts me when I’m tired, upset, or angry. She’s the first one I want to see every time I wake up in the morning. She’s the only one I want to be with before I close my eyes at night.
Pero paano ko magagawa iyon? She’s gone. She decided to leave. She was taken away from me. Death was better than this.
Bakit ba lagi na lang ganito? Lagi na lang problema. All I want is to live happily with my wife. Was I too cruel to be punished this way? Was I too cruel to her that… the heavens decided that I don’t deserve her?
Kahit gaano ko ka-gustong sisihin ang sarili sa nangyari, hindi ko pa rin ikakailang… siya pa r
