*I did something very stupid... I allowed Tawny to bring her girlfriend over to my place coz they have trouble with their hotel. I don't know what I was thinking. Having her here alone pains me, now imagine her having her girlfriend. I don't know how I feel and I have no one to text right now, I can't even tell Liv because I don't want to hurt her feelings for feeling like this while we are trying something. I wish I could call you or just talk to you without any judgements, but I am scared you'll call me all the names in the book and leave me even more confused.*
I contemplated for a good 20 minutes before finally sending that to Thalia, at least she was less judgy than Luna to Me.
The waiting was killing me as she typed. I got up and went to get water in the kitchen. Tawny was out and she said she'll be back with them. I had no idea who them was but this told me that Carrie wasn't alone. I was just hoping it wasn't another couple.
I looked around nervously, God what was she like? Pr