I was f****
Undisputedly f***ed.
I didn't know what to do.
I didn't and I was terrified.
In a matter of weeks, my not so perfect but rather comfortable life had been shaken upside down, and have been on a constant mudslide ever since.
I didn't want to think about how Halie was going to take my revelation about how Sam managed to conceive our child.
I was going to lose her.
Everything.
That is if I haven't lost her already.
My stomach churned over the prospect of her walking away. I would deserve it wouldn't I? I keep f***ing up whichever way I tried.
I didn't see my mate for the rest of the day. Didn't blame her either. Jax mentioned something about her being with Moi. Not sure if she's staying the night or what. The bastard took pleasure in my sorrow. Even went ahead offering me liquor to take the edge off my frustration. But I swore since that poison in a bottle was the beginning of my troubles, I was never touching another glass.
When morning came I was more miserable tha
