KAREN
Humming a tune as I wash the dishes, I shake my head this way and that way in tune to the music. I feel good today. I have never felt this good before in my life and I must say that it's an awesome feeling.
"Like the circus meets the clouds…" I hum under my breath.
They say everything gets better when you're in love and whoever said that couldn't have been more correct.
I was scared of baring myself open for the fear of rejection. Apparently, Jason's nonchalant attitude towards me traumatized me to the extent of doubting an honorable man's true intentions.
With everything going on in his life right now, I could have lost him. He could have said that a relationship would be extra work for him because he wouldn't be able to focus and give his total attention.
What if he realized that I wasn't the one for him the way he's the one for me?
What if he had said that he didn't feel love for me but only care?
Would I have been able to handle rejection in whatever form it took?
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