GAIA
I didn't push him away. My hands were raised and placed on his chest but they didn't push him away instead they wrapped around his neck and brought him closer.
He seemed to take that as an initiative because he wrapped his hand around my waist and deepened the kiss.
This is wrong. I shouldn't be doing this. This was going against everything I've been working for. But it felt good. Crazy how I realized that this was the first time Javon and I would be kissing.
We didn't kiss on our wedding day. He didn't want to marry me so that was a given. But even the times that we had sex, he never for once kissed me.
His lips were soft and for the first time, I thanked Bella for introducing me back to the world of exfoliating. For a while, I'd stopped and I'm so happy I decided to start a few weeks earlier.
He pulled away for a moment and looked at me. His eyes were heavy, like he was drunk.
“Gaia, I need you to tell me something. I've wanted you for so long and if you don't want me to