Renee logged on to her page so she could talk to Kevin. She didn’t know why, but she felt as though she should tell him that she couldn’t talk to him for a week. Since Jesse had announced to her last night that they were going on a honeymoon, she was feeling a twinge of guilt. She should’ve been going on a honeymoon with Kevin. She had always felt guilty about being with Jesse and actually being happy with him from time to time. She felt like she was cheating on Kevin when she had sex with Jesse and actually enjoyed it.
She needed to stop talking to Kevin. She knew in her heart that she couldn’t keep this up and put her past behind her and live the life she had now. She had to stay strong so she wouldn’t run away to be with Kevin and put all of their lives in danger. Even though Kevin had told her in his own way that he would and could handle Jesse if he ca