ACE
Post cum clarity hit me so hard that I nearly dropped to my knees in sheer agony.
The evidence of what I’d just done was spilled all over the bathroom floor, shower walls, my thighs and my palm. I felt an odd wave of anger grip me as I looked down at it, infuriated that thinking of April had made me do something I’d sworn to never do again.
Before now, the only other girl whose body and memories I’d masturbated to was the girl I foolishly gave my heart to. And what happened afterwards? She broke it into a million unfixable pieces, ruining me for every other woman I experienced after her.
I couldn’t let that be the case with April. I couldn’t let myself fall for another headstrong know-it-all that would end up wringing my heart until it was void of any emotion. Another heartbreak would fucking kill me.
And the gods forbid that the almighty Ace dies at the mercy of a woman.
I grabbed the detachable shower hose and began to wash away the evidence of my foolishness. I’d lost mysel