DAVE
How would having the most sought-after girl in your corner make you feel? Great, right? Like you’ve hit some kind of rare jackpot? I mean, that’s what everyone else would say. The stares, the envy, the respect, and even the fingers that follow you around whenever you walk around with her— it’s supposed to feel good. It’s supposed to make you proud, and even boost your ego a bit.
But that’s for other people. For me, it didn’t feel good. Not even a little.
Being with the most sought-after girl didn’t make me feel special or lucky. If anything, it felt suffocating and exhausting. She didn’t feel like a partner or even someone I cared about. She felt like… another girl. Another girl to pass the time with, another girl to use until the novelty wore off. Or even, another to have a mind-blowing threesome with. Someone I could show off if I wanted to, but deep down, I didn’t even want to. She was just… there, I am not sorry to say.
I know how that sounds, trust me, but I’m being honest h
