The pains ,the fear ,the hate that I nore in my heart this moment was something that I just couldn't explained .
The looks on their faces ,the looks he had on .
I knew it ,he different to see me and I could care less about that because none if it is my fucking business and it's not as if I care .
I just don't give a fufh Avon it had he coho go to hell for all I care about .
But on a second thought I knew that I was getting myself Into a bigger mess .
Why did this happen to me after all I have done to make sure that everything works well?
"I know I don't deserve him and he doesn't deserve me either but I still feel hurt that he had to choose that over me after everything we are being true together.
"All my years of being away , all I did was love him , but yet because paid me back with this by choosing a witch over me that didn't matter at the moment I was the wife of the vamplords and I would do anything that I wanted .
The look on his face said it's all I didn't even want to tell
