Novels by AMIRACLE22

“I missed talking to you,” he said out of nowhere.My heart beat fast. Even though he hurt me, every time he says he misses me, my heart gives in.“It's your fault, you forgot about me,” I said and giggled.“Are you jealous of Veronica Marchella?” he asked seriously.I couldn’t answer easily. He seems very serious and I don’t know what to tell him.I faked a laugh and tapped his shoulder, “Why? Is there a reason to be jealous?” I tried to hide the pain I am feeling in my heart.Yes Xavier, I am jealous. I’m scared, I am hurt.He didn’t say a thing and looked from afar.“That’s fine. I understand,” I stand and walk a bit near the cliff to see more of the beautiful city lights.“Wait for my boyfriend’s song!” I shouted even though I know that no one else can hear me. I just want to say that he is my boyfriend.“The guy I am with, he’s the lead vocalist of his band Command. He’s my boyfriend!” my heart hurt while I was shouting those lines.I felt him beside me. I looked at him and smile

I was too occupied with my work when my phone rang. Xavier’s calling.I sighed as I felt my heart beat faster than usual. I felt Rica’s sudden look at me so I chose to leave the office and go to the restroom. I chose to use the floor’s restroom instead of our office because for sure Rica would ask me questions."Hi babe," I tried to sound excited and happy but I think it just felt wrong. It made me feel heavier."Hi, are you busy now?" he asked very softly. There's something in his tone that made me weak not because of excitement but because of fear.I know this will come, but I never expected it too fast. Not now that I just talked to his father about trying to fix things up.Since Samantha came back, I know his feelings for her came back too. And like before I am the burden and the antagonist of their story. Xavier’s father wants me for him and he doesn’t have the strength to refuse his request, that's why he couldn’t leave me. Since she came back, I don’t know where to stand. I don

Xavier didn’t love me. He never did, he never learned to.Because even though he was with me for years and he didn’t mean to make me feel that I know he still longs for her.The one he’s looking for when he falls asleep, the one he wants to be with through everything. The one he could wait no matter how long it will take.That is why I know it is impossible for him to realize that he loves me because he never really saw me. He never laid his attention on me, no matter how hard he tried to convince himself. He couldn’t take Samantha away from him.It is always Samantha and never Veronica.“When I met Cora, Xavier’s mother. I was with someone else. My first love, Cora’s existence doesn’t matter at all until we get a chance to know each other. My first love left for her dreams and we promised to hold on to our relationship but Xavier’s mother is not hard to love. And even when I love my girlfriend, I still fell in love with his mother. At first I was confused, especially when my girlfrie

He's nice and always smiles, that's why it is not hard to get along with him easily. He's also a gentleman and sweet. That's why in my one year of being his tutor and friend, I knew my feelings for him developed.But I am so stupid to think that his actions and actions towards me mean something. I thought we felt the same way. I got really shocked when he introduced his girlfriend to his father at the restaurant where I am working.It was like reality slapped me when I saw his eyes almost sparkle as she looked at her girlfriend. He even smiled at me, looking very proud to introduce Samantha. I smiled back at him, acting very much happy for him even though I feel like my heart is breaking and it hurts so badly. I am very hurt and embarrassed at the same time.Stupid me to think, he would like someone like me. I am just a waitress and her tutor. I am the only one who feels something towards him. He doesn’t feel the same way to me, never.Their visit became often, hanging out and just s

I didn't know why we talked to each other so suddenly. I knew he was Lucas, I kind of heard his name. Well the truth is, this wasn't the first time I saw him. I already know him, but not personally. I just know something like he was Samantha's driver and they're close. That's why I always acted like I knew him for the first time.“I can bring you home, if you don't mind?" he was still smiling as he offered me a ride. He was like in a commercial with his beautiful smile.I refused his offer immediately. As much as possible I don't want to have a long conversation with him.I don't know why but it doesn't seem right, “No, thank you. I’m fine with a taxi. Samantha might be needing you anytime, I don't want any trouble,” I laugh a bit to make it sound like I wasn't trying to avoid him.“Are you sure? Samantha wouldn't mind that for sure," he said calmly but I still refuse his offer.“I'm fine, don't worry. I'm going now. Thanks for your offer anyways," I said and bid my goodbye to him as

Was it love if it felt suffocating or was it a trap?We live in a world where everyone seeks for a love that would make them feel cherished, a love that gives warmth. But what if the love that I have doesn't feel that way? What if it only hurts but it doesn't feel to be worth it. What if it only consumes me? What if it only sinks me?I smiled at my reflection, I was preparing to meet my boyfriend and my thoughts are bothering me since she came back.I wasn't prepared and I don't think I would ever be prepared for this.I tried putting up my confidence and hoped that I would see them together later. Xavier is my boyfriend and his band is now under the management of his ex girlfriend, Samantha.And me, I am the boundary between their unfinished love story.I know ever since, he still loves her. I confirmed it when he slowly changed since she came back. And I couldn't do anything because who am I to question him?I am just his girlfriend, I was never his love."You don't have to worry, V