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Chapter 39: A Lot Of Maybe's
Joanna's POV
Things were going well between Frank and I. I could even say it was as smooth as an eel's skin.
But I couldn't help but feel something was wrong some where.
Dont get me wrong, he was doing everything right but I kind of was noticing him grow a little distant, like we were loosing connection or not bonding as we were supposed to.
I loved him and I knew he reciprocated the feeling but I couldn't shake of those strange vibes. Call me paranoid but that was just how I felt.
Due to my confused emotions, I agreed to a day with my bitches, Tenda and Harmony. I know he's a guy but he's my bitch.
According to them I'd not been hanging out with them, especially after Frank and I started dating, and when I said I hang out with them each day they said we hadn't bonded in a while.
So there I was, trying m
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