The water hugged my body and it lulled the bruises and wounds that I have endured yesterday from being beaten up by Matthias. The coldness of the river felt like medication, it was far from the baths that I have taken in the castle but it was enough. The servant and I went to the far side of the river under the shade of a tree; its branches hanged below, the leaves nearly touched the water. It had created a decent cover for us to hide our bodies. Ezekiel went a bit far from us, he took his own time and bathed alone— it was more of a way to give us some private space, after all, we were naked.
We washed our bodies and I saw how the filth was carried by the calm river currents. It was my first time to expose myself to people I didn’t know. William already saw me naked but it was different with him, I trusted him. It was my first time to take a bath with my servant and it made me realized how far my current life was from the one that I once lived. I watched the two children as
We walked back to the campsite after we have dried and went back to our clothes. Sophie was beside me as we trudged down the trail back to the clearing. All that I thought of were the cruelties that Sebastien faced under the hands of that defiler and the pain that Ezekiel must have endured as he knew what happened to Sebastien every night. I am so caught up with my thoughts and the personal problems that these people experienced. I cared for them. It may be a short period to even make it plausible for me to have such regard towards them, but I do. The same way that these people never treated me harshly and aided me when I needed help. At times like these, the power came from the strength in numbers. As long as we have each other and looked after one another, there will be the strength to push us forward.“What are you thinking?” Sophie asked me as we lined up outside the prison wagon. She noticed how I was swimming deep in my thoughts.“Nothing.&rdquo
There was only silence.The one that is not only deafening. You could feel it eating you away and everything seems to slow down. Before you know it you are already rummaging through a box of words, trying to connect words to sentences that would be able to alleviate the situation. But every time you try it just doesn’t work. Nothing seems to be a good way to address the situation and you are at loss for words. You are just there, staring at the trees that moved past the prison wagon as you allow the silence to eat you up, flesh to the bone.I guess I know that whatever it is that I say it would only be pointless. There is no point in trying to console a soul that is grieving, sometimes you have to let them grieve. The more you struggle to get out of it, the more it pulls you deeper. Sometimes the way out of grief is grief itself. It is something that I wished I have learned when my mother died. You could not skip grieving and mourning. You have to go through it a
The woods grew darker and darker as the sun settled down the skyline. The torches were lit up and it gave off an incandescent glow that ignited the woods in ghastly silhouettes. The prison wagon treaded forward as it became colder the closer we are to the heart of the Dark Forest. You could hear the howls of wolves and the screeches of bats in the dreary atmosphere. Sophie woke up and quickly hugged her knees to herself and scooted beside me. Ezekiel is still fast asleep with his body pressed against the cold iron bars and his face turned away from me.He had opened up to me a while ago and I could have wanted him to say more about my mother but I know there is not much to tell. It was his mother that knew the Queen best, he was just a mere observer of the business that these two women in our lives had shared. As far as I wanted to solve the things that are happening, to unravel the connections between our kingdom with the vampires, it seemed like a shout to the void without
The old lady was on the ground with a blood-soaked head. It was as if she was watering the ground with her blood and yearning for flowers to bloom out of her pain. Rufus and Cordelia stood beside her with the boots of the female vampire pressed down her back. She was cursing the old lady while she continued to stomp on her, each force sending the old lady to cripple in pain. Celeste rushed forward as she tried to push Cordelia far from her grandmother. The vampire stumbled backward as Desmond ushered down to comfort her grandmother that cried in pain. Rufus lifted Celeste by the throat as he waved her in the air. The child clawed at his hand while screams were unable to escape her throat. “Let her go,” I yelled at Rufus but he just gave off an amused smirk and tightened his grip. Ezekiel and Sophie stood beside me as we were all nothing compared to these vampires. “I said let her go,” I screamed at him to which Ezekiel only grabbed my arm as if trying to warn
The light of the fire painted us in a ghastly silhouette. Ezekiel sat still beside me as if trying to process the things that I have said. It isn’t something to ponder on, it is something that we should all feel towards our captors. Submitting to their cruelties could only mean a surrender to their harsh ways. I don’t know how to do it, I don’t have any idea how to escape from their clutches and find a way to prevent them from having control over me—after all, I am just as helpless and powerless as everyone else. But I will find a way. I will find something to crawl out of this tomb that they tried to bury me in. I will find a fire in this ocean of misery and I will burn them all. Sebastien walked towards us with his body in patches of different blue-violet-colored bruises. The claw marks given to him by Matthias a while ago still sits like a sliver of fresh meat on his chest. He quickly approached the old lady as he tries to get the whole story of what happened. Eze
The cries of Ezekiel echoed along with the howls of the wolves in the far distance. The moon was bright enough to illuminate his torment. The light of the wood fire cast a red hue all over his face and chest, it was as if he had an open wound. It could have been the way he was feeling inside as if he was bleeding from an emotional wound that no one else sees. I don’t know how it feels like to be in his position; for love to turn into hate. A collision of polar emotions in seeing someone you love being in such pain that you could only hate them. I don’t know how it feels like to be in his shoe, to experience a romantic love so strong that it breaks you. But I know how it feels like to hate yourself, to blame yourself to the extent that you project it to someone else. I am mad at these blood drinkers and I am mad at everything that ever happened. It was as if I am only waiting for perfect triggers to expel the hatred I have inside of me. But it all boils down to my hate toward
My eyes squinted in the vast darkness that laid in front of me. I slowly walked forward as I tried to secure every step that I take. My vision finally adjusted to the darkness that I could finally trace silhouettes of trees and the moss that covered the cold ground. I picked up an arms-length twig that laid beside a big rock covered in moss. I used it to flick at the ground in front of me, making sure that there were no snakes or other creatures that I might step on. A few minutes of walking had passed but there was still no trace of Sebastien. The howls of the wolves are getting louder and louder the farther I trudge on. The light of the moon only cast a dim glow under the trees because of the thick foliage. It felt like there were eyes that stared at me as I made my way through the darkness. It was as if the trees have eyes and they are following every move that I make. My mother once told me of creatures that are older than us of beings that are as old as the world we liv
The moon shined brighter when we walked back to the clearing. It had shed us its light to guide us along the way. I could still feel hundreds of eyes glued on me as we walked through the Dark Woods but having a companion amid this darkness made me feel less vulnerable. We stopped at the edge of the woods right behind the two towering trees that I have seen a while ago before following Sebastien. The fire burned ferociously at the center of the clearing. The old woman was finishing the remaining ration to be cooked over the fire. Rufus and Cordelia were not in the vicinity. “Are you sure about the plan?” Sebastien whispered under his breath. “There is no other way,” I told him and I could see the hesitation going in and out of his feature, “and besides, we might not get another chance like this.” He bit his lower lip after being so deep into his thoughts. He let out a sigh and finally locked his eyes with mine. “We need to tell the others,” he replied.