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96. Trapped
“Why are you ignoring me?”
“I am not, you wanted to talk so talk”
We glare at each other for a few minutes, he had clearly been ignoring me since I had arrived.
“I know you can feel our connection Christian”
“It does not matter, I am with Chloe and I care about her very much”
“But you don’t love her”
He looks away from me to the pile of paperwork on his desk “This is what you have come to talk about?”
“No. Why will you not take control of them?”
“Has Daryl not filled you in? I am not a Queen”
He was cold and unwelcoming, not like the Christian I had grown to love. He looks up at me when I don’t respond and narrows his eyes
“Why are you not speaking?”
“It is hard when you have someone screaming in your head”
Reaper was giving me a headache and it was taking every cell of
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