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Chapter 31:I want to treat you to a real birthday .
Elena pov
I would not say anything since my mom had invited him inside. Not that I didn't want him to get inside. That is not the thing. The fact is I don't know if I can bare being in his presence for a long time after that kiss that we shared between us. The kiss that we have not even talked about. Plus those few glances and touches that we exchanged left me not the same I am trying as much as I can to see that I work out whatever I have in my mind.
I get hold of my mother's hand and help her heading upstairs towards our apartment with Miles following closely behind us. I can feel his eyes burning into my ass and the thought of that makes me even blush more at the thought of that.
Finally we are in the house. I help mom sit down even when she insists that she is okay.
"Don't pamper me like I am a baby " she insists but I am not one to listen to what ever she has to tell me today. Not after she fainted.
"I need to prepare somethi
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