Chapter 100 - In mourning and grief

Whilst in grief, we ought to think about one thing. Do they deserve the grief that we’re giving or do they deserve nothing from us? Grief is something that cannot be given without emotional connection to a certain person. The depth of the emotion leads to the depth of the grief that we’re experiencing. Grief is not just a mere emotion, it’s an evidence of love and of relationships. Some travels across the words and take their own life just because they are grieving.

Grieving is dark. It also become darker when we allowed it to be.

Throughout this journey, Apollo manipulated my emotions. The bomb that he dropped when he proclaimed that I was his daughter and all of the savings which makes him grown on me as a father. However, it didn’t turn out to be so well. Apollo didn’t really made me into his own daughter but rather he uses me to get Selene. And whilst, looking into his grave right now only emphasize nothing but the shallow grief that I have for him