SIXTEENSomehow I made it in the house undetected. Dad had gone to bed, sleeping soundly as always. Amy hadn’t come home yet from hanging out with her friends. Mind and body numb, arms and legs limp, I managed to stow my bike against the garage, sneak inside without waking Dad up, and somehow crawl into bed without a sound.Believe it or not, I fell asleep almost instantly. I’d expended all my energy in my mad dash home. Overloaded, my mind also shut down. I burrowed deep into the covers, closed my eyes and dropped into the black abyss of sleep.But it was not restful.I dreamed. Worse yet, I couldn’t wake myself up. Instead of dreaming and jolting awake, my mind slogged through a nightmare that I couldn’t drag myself free of. A nightmare of being Jake and swinging at that stone chest under the gazebo in Mr. Trung’s flower garden . . .***I swing and swing, repeatedly hitting the lid to the stone chest under Mr. Trung’s pagoda, hating that goddamn gook bastard with every breath
SEVENTEENFor several days afterward I stumbled about half-aware of the world around me, hard at work convincing myself that I certainly hadn’t seen what I’d thought I had. I couldn’t have. There hadn’t been legions of bullfrogs croaking in Mr. Trung’s koi pond, it had only sounded that way. That hadn’t been a strange pale green mist floating up from the pond and filling the flower gardens. It had been a motion lamp from the back of Mr. Trung’s trailer, tripped by Jake skulking around in the flower gardens, and the lamp had lit up the fog and mists.Most importantly, there hadn’t been something squishing its way out of the koi pond. Jake hadn’t been screaming. I hadn’t glimpsed something wet and glistening in the light. Obviously Mr. Trung had moved his car and hid, waiting for Jake to make his move, and had jumped out and surprised him. That’s why Jake screamed.Obviously.Regardless, I spent Thursday and Friday drifting from one activity to another. As luck would have it, Dad had
EIGHTEENJake Burns was never seen in Clifton Heights again. The news broke in the churches that Sunday morning, the local pastors requesting prayer for James Burns because it appeared that his only son Jake had ‘run away.’ Kevin called me about it later that afternoon.Amazingly enough I felt nothing at all, initially. I’d returned from my journey along the railroad tracks Saturday exhausted, drained, my mind emptied. I passed a restful night after a quiet evening listening to old re-runs of The Shadow on AM radio while cooking hotdogs over the campfire with Dad and Amy.I knew Jake hadn’t run away (or at least I thought I did) but something had happened in my head on that long, mostly forgotten ramble along the railroad tracks. The terror had leaked away, leaving only vague images and impressions. I never shared with my friends what I thought I’d seen that night. I agreed with their assumption that Jake had finally decided to flee the domestic abuse all of us so tactfully never di
THE SKYLARK DINERFather Ward closes the journal but doesn’t look up for several minutes as he taps its cover with a fingertip. His expression looks similar to the one I’ve always imagined wearing after finishing Gavin’s latest batch of stories: one of incredulous, amazed unease.Of course, neither Father Ward nor Fitzy has read many of Gavin’s stories. They apparently decided early on there was a limit to what they wanted to “know” about this town. It’s become understood that Gavin’s stories are strictly for him and I. This story, however, felt intended for Father Ward. At the very least, he figured so largely in it I believed he needed to read it.When Father Ward still hadn’t spoken after another minute, I broke the silence. “When’s the last time you saw Nate Slocum?”Father Ward glances at me, his expression thoughtful. “Months. Think maybe I ran into him at The Great American one day, buying groceries. We chatted briefly about nothing in particular. He seemed okay. I mean, not
THE MAN IN YELLOW
ONE. . . so I’m not sure how this goes. ‘Forgive me Father, for I have sinned?’ Except I’m not Catholic. I’m not much of anything, anymore.”I leaned closer to the confessional grate, amused. Back when I was fresh out of seminary I might’ve offered a mild rebuke or advised the penitent to seek counsel at either the institution of their denomination, or from a professional counselor. However, after years of experience I’ve come to realize that sometimes folks simply need relief from their burdens. These days I’m more than happy to offer an ear, regardless of their denomination, or lack thereof.“That’s quite all right. You’ve come here because you need comfort. I can’t promise you freedom from pain in this life, or that I’ve any advice that’ll solve your problems. I can promise, however, that I’ll listen and offer you what comfort I can.”The man shifted on the cushions in the adjoining booth. “Thanks, Father. This isn’t a problem anyone can solve, really. It’s just . . . ” More sh
TWOI grew up in Tahawus, a small town here in the Adirondacks. If you’ve never heard of it, Father, don’t feel bad. Tahawus didn’t have much in the way of . . . well, anything. At a population of barely a hundred, we weren’t exactly a planned stop on anyone’s tourist agenda.Which was okay, I suppose. Old Forge and Lake George are nice enough, but in the summers especially, their sidewalks are always swamped with city folks who’d decided on a “wilderness” vacation only to spend it browsing kitschy knick-knack stores jammed full of cheap novelty items. In Tahawus, we had none of that, so far off the beaten path. Hardly anyone from outside ever came to town, save occasional product deliveries to our small stores. Mostly, folks either graduated from Tahawus High, stayed there to raise families, or they left for college and never returned.We didn’t even have a police force of our own. The nearest state police barracks was over an hour away in Woodgate. We only saw them on their random
THREEJuly, 1992“What’s that smell? Geez. That’s nasty.”Bobby Simmons stopped on the well-worn path in the woods behind Tahawus First Methodist, tripped his inhaler and sucked in a wheezing breath. I stopped and sniffed, grimacing at something that smelled sour, like a bag of week-old fried chicken I’d once found in our fridge. That, however, didn’t begin to match this stench, especially on a warm July evening. Whatever we smelled had been rotting all day in 70-degree weather. It was just off the path to our right, in the brush somewhere.Bobby took another wheezing hit from his inhaler, then a swig of his Dr. Pepper. He swallowed and squinted through fish-bowl glasses into the woods. “Wanna check it out?”I shrugged, following his gaze into the undergrowth. We were skipping Sunday evening church, like always. We’d slipped from the balcony during opening prayers, then cut through the woods behind First Methodist along a path to the gas station on Wolton Road. There we bought sod