Guilt! That was the only thing I felt as my mum kept knocking. I felt really bad that I really wanted to end everything. I wanted to scream and call out for help. But Hawk had his hands over my mouth, stifling up the screams. Warm splashy tears rolled down my cheeks. I didn't want this. This was an abuse and I knew I had to tell someone. But who would I tell. Who would even believe me. I heard my mum's footsteps, she left already. I turned to Hawk. "I am tired, I don't want to do this with you anymore. Please leave me alone." I whisper yelled. "Are you seriously talking to me like that?" He asked, anger written all over his face. "You are going to regret this Mary. I am going to make you pay for talking back to me. You started this and you better be prepared to face the consequences." "And yes, we are ending this. But I won't stop tormenting you. This is just the beginning." He added. I don't know if I should feel relieved this was over or I should be scared of his threats. Bu
This Chapter is dedicated to Rosie, Deshea little and Hina. Your support means a lot to me. Mary DaviesMy mum has refused to talk to me since this morning ordeal. I felt like a thief even though I didn't steal anything. But you stole Apples.Yes, I agree with my conscience. I took Apples. I didn't steal them, but I was accused of stealing them.As I helped my mum make lunch for the Andrew's in laws. I felt like I dirty rag. Everyone believes I stole, even my own mother believes I stole the jewelries. I know this was a set up. Jessica doesn't even like me. I sighed heavily as I diced the potatoes on the chopping board. I was being careful around my mum. I was hoping to open up to her about everything that happened between I and Hawk, but that would only ruin my relationship with her. She will feel so betrayed, having a thief and a slut as a daughter. I groaned out loud, I didn't mean to, but I was feeling pressed. If I don't use the toilet, I might end up peeing myself. I have not
Mary Davies Rumours were spreading like wildfire in the whole school. It was said that the principal was going to nominate prefects from the senior year and the juniors are going to vote in their choice. The hallway was kind of filled up with students, the juniors were lottering around the school premises. I could hear the gossips, some juniors were in support of Queen, the most popular girls. Queen might turn out to be the senior prefect girl, she has the game already and of course Hawk Andrews will be the senior prefect boy, that fact is so glaring. For the first time in a long period of time, I walked towards the locker room. I could feel eyes on me but I still kept on moving, deep down in my heart, I want to be nominated as a prefect. This should help me our, colleges will soon start scouting for students to give scholarship. Being a perfect would put the word out for me, at least I will get noticed. I am a straight A student and it won't be hard. But if the juniors were votin
Mary Davies The boyfriend list has started trending in the whole school, almost everyone is compiling a boyfriend and a girlfriend list, including the juniors. My reputation was being tarnished as the lists kept popping up on the school's notice board. As words were on every lips that I started the Boyfriend list. I dreaded going inside the cafeteria or the classroom. I am very sure words would have gotten to Hawk Andrews and he might be very angry right now. I hid in the toilet stall hoping no one will come in, but that was a dream that won't come true. I could hear footsteps coming closer to the stall I was hiding. "Come on loser, are you going to keep hiding. We found you a boyfriend, won't you come out to see your sweetheart." That voice belongs to no one other than Queen. "Are you going to come out or should it be forcefully?" Ashley growled out impatiently. I didn't dare move, whatever they might be up to can't be nice at all. I fisted my hand into my mouth, hoping they
This Chapter is dedicated to Deshea Little, Bianca Held and Shantel Carolus. ❤️Mary DaviesThe look on my mum's face when she stepped into the room could not be ignored. I hugged my legs to my chest, what happened in the bathroom few hours ago was still replaying over and over again in my head. Hawk Andrews has a sex video of me. I felt so stupid and dirty. I could feel my mum's eyes on me, it was as if she knew what happened. "Mary." My mum called out, I raised my head up to meet her gaze immediately, she rubbed her temples and stared at me. "Mrs Andrews shared her fears with me." My mum said sighing, she looked kind of worried. "Have you been frolicking with Hawk Andrews?" My mum suddenly asked. I gasped, I had no idea of why she was asking."Mrs Andrews thinks you are seducing her son, is that true Mary? But I didn't raise you to be a slut?" "I don't understand your obsession with Hawk Andrews, it's normal for teenagers like you to have a crush on boys. But that doesn't mean
Mary Davies Two weeks later Surprisingly, Hawk Andrews has been avoiding me since our last night together. That night was a different one, totally different from others. I also kept him at arms length and avoided him at all costs. I was still scared of him, because no one ever knows Hawk Andrews next move. He still has the sex tape, every morning when I get to school, the fear of him having release the sex tape to the whole school makes me sick. I have been feeling sick for the past five days, my mum has been giving me a self treatment, going to an hospital here is kind of expensive and we are still paying our debts. To be honest, I wasn't feeling better, it was like it was getting worst. Nausea's every morning when I wake up and anytime I want to sleep, the dizziness was starting to get worst and embarrassing. And the worst of it was the frequent urination and sleepiness. The History teacher sent me out of the class five times last week, because I was sleeping in the class. Ev
There was an error in the previous chapter, it appeared twice. But the error has been corrected. Thank you BiaB, I saw your comment. ❤️ Mary Davies I walked into the school hall way, forcing a smile on my face. I wasn't happy, but I was pretending to be happy. Today is going to be a bad day, I already know my life was going to be miserable since I already agreed to be Hawk Andrews puppet. He wants me to perform a stripping show for him and the whole football team, he even went far to getting me a lingerie for the show. I still couldn't believe he made me watch stripping shows with him. I knew this wasn't something I could pull off easily, but I just had to do this. I was wearing the lacy lingerie under the blue dress I was wearing and it made me uncomfortable. I stepped into the locker room, as usual it was crowded. Some of the students were gisting and a few others resorted to public display affection. Someone's cellphone rang, then another rang, it didn't stop at that two. Ce
This chapter is dedicated to Destiny Bider and BiaB. Thank you so much for the votes. It really made my day. Mary Davies Taylor was warning me off. Knowing I worth nothing made me feel useless. I was given the head girl position because of her, and my grades has gotten really bad. I sighed heavily, I knew I had to look for a way to end all these. "You know you should have just left right from the beginning. All these won't have happened to you. Your scholarship might be dropped because of your low grades. But don't worry, I will help you talk to my daddy. At least you can manage till we graduate." Taylor said. "Bye," She added, walking away. I laughed, not because something was funny or because I am happy. I felt horrible, unwanted and terrible. A migraine was settling and I rubbed my temples soothingly. ***** I hurried down to the football team's locker room immediately I got the text from Hawk Andrews. I kept repeating the last sentence to myself. "Don't be late," I mut