I wrote this super long chapter, so I decided to devide it into two. Hope you don't mind. I couldn't write during the day, because my mother in law came to visit. she will go to Suriname for three months soon. It's where she was born.
Sierra's pov I decided to wear a high pony tail and do my nails like a French manicure, but only with green tips instead of white. As far as make-up, I didn’t want too much. Especially since I would shift after dinner anyway and I would have to reapply the whole thing. So we went with some winged eyeliner and red lipstick. And I would wear Tyler’s earrings. Or would that send the wrong message? Well, it would be a waste to never wear them, I thought. Grace didn't argue with me, but I felt her disagree. Leia finally called me back and I explained I was trying to reach Kate. “So, yeah. Me and Asher kind of fucked up, big time. She found out Asher knew about your fucking kiss and that he spoke to you about it. She was like really, really pissed. I am sure she’ll still come to your party, but I think she needs some fucking time to calm down.” Leia said. Shit. That wasn’t good. Even though Leia said to give Kate some time, I felt like it would be better to talk to Kate. The last time
Kate’s pov I went downstairs to the gym. Maybe hitting something would make me feel better. I was so angry. How dare they! Have they all just been talking about me behind my back?! Here I was, trying so hard to suppress my feelings, trying so hard not to show how heartbreaking it was for me, to sit next to Sierra every day and know she didn’t feel the same. But I knew I couldn’t ask Asher and Leia to sit separately from Sierra. So I was trying. I was trying to be friends with Sierra. I was pretending I wasn’t in love. Because, let’s face it. this wasn’t just a crush. It hasn’t been ‘just a crush’ in a long time. Especially since Asher got shot and Sierra and I became closer. I am in love with Sierra and I have doing my best to come to terms with the fact that she will never feel the same about me. But while I was pretending I was fine, they all knew I wasn’t. Were they laughing at me? At my misery, at my stupid crush. At my stupid mistake?! I know I shouldn’t have kissed Sierra then
Sierra’s pov I heard a scream and I knew it was Kate. “Uncle Osiris. Kate is screaming, please hurry.” “Screaming means she is still alive. Sierra, you’ve trained for this. We will be there in five minutes.” Uncle Osiris replied. I was really scared, but I had to see if Kate was still okay. Those screams were heartbreaking and when I finally spotted Kate and Mona, I couldn’t breathe. Kate was covered in blood and had wounds on her legs, shoulder. Mona was busy making a cut across Kate’s face, while Kate screamed. I heard a loud growl echo around the wood and then realized it was mine. Mona hid behind Kate and I heard a loud noise. The noise from my nightmares. I would never forget the sound of a gun going off. I wasn’t sure what I would do if I ever heard a gun again in real life. But Grace reacted swiftly and tried to run away. The bullet grazed my leg and hit the tree behind me. If it wasn’t for Grace, I might have been seriously injured. I was bleeding, but it wasn’t going t
Kate's povI didn’t know where I was. Did I die? It was so dark and I couldn’t feel anything. Everything hurt so much before, but now I felt as light as a feather. How did I get out of that tree? I pushed Mona back with all the strength I had and it hurt so much to use my legs. But I had to do something or she would shoot Sierra again. I couldn’t see what was happening behind me, but I saw Sierra charge and then I heard a gun go off. Did I die? "Hello, is anybody here?" I asked, my voice echoing across the empty darkness surrounding me.Did I die?! This can’t be heaven right, I can’t see a thing. "AM I DEAD?!" I shouted, hoping anyone else was there.Okay, breath Kate. Breath. Can I even breath? If I am dead, do I need to breath? “Sorry! I am here. Sorry, Kate. I can explain.” A female voice said. “Who are you? The Moon Goddess?” I asked. “No, then the whole room would be lit. Her appearance is very bright, like this ethereal being of light and stuff. But no, I am your wolf.” M
Leia’s pov These three weeks have been fucking hard. I am so happy I have Asher now, because I wouldn’t know if I would have been fucking okay without him. Every night before bed, Asher assured me it wasn’t my fault and that Kat would forgive me. I really fucking hoped she would. I don’t know if she fucking knew she died. Like her heart actually stopped for a fucking minute, because she lost too much blood and wasn’t healing. Her father had given her a blood transfusion, but the bad news didn’t fucking stop there. Then they told us she would never fucking walk again, until Doctor Aarush found another way to treat her and now she would probably walk again, but it would take a fucking long time. I never would have imagined our summer holiday and the first months of the our final high school year, being spend with Kitty Kat in a fucking wheelchair. But at least she was alive. Kate felt bad she couldn’t be there when Sierra and Asher graduated, but she still wasn’t strong enough to le
Sierra’s pov I would do anything to help Kate. Especially after not being there on time to save her. I knew it wasn’t my fault, Mona was to blame. But that didn’t mean I couldn’t have deciphered Kate’s message sooner or I could have done more to stop Mona from shooting Kate. “Stop blaming yourself, just focus on how you can help her now.” Grace said. Apparently how I could help Kate, was by sleeping next to her. It sounded like it would have the opposite effect. Kate was in love with me and sleeping beside someone, knowing they didn’t feel the same, would probably hurt. “But you care for her.” Grace said. “I do. I care for Kate, but I am not in love with her.” “As your wolf I must say, you aren’t as straight as you think you are. I still remember you thinking about Kate’s butt and soft skin while you were shifting. Pretty sure the next thing you would be thinking about were her perfectly shaped breasts, but I was already done shifting.” Grace said, teasing me. “I can admire some
Kate’s pov I hoped Sierra didn’t think my, glow in the dark, stars were lame. She had given them to me when Asher and I got our separate rooms. I was worried I’d be scared in the dark by myself. Asher was twelve and I was ten and Asher thought he was getting too big to share a room with me. I think it was because I had started getting breasts. Or maybe because Asher needed his privacy for reasons I don't want to think about. Curse my mom and her curves, because puberty came early for me. Breasts at ten and my period six months later. I liked my breasts now, but I hated them at first. It made boys look at me in a different way. They’ve grown a few sizes along the way, but I was used to it by now. They were sometimes in the way during training though, but right now that wouldn’t be an issue. I couldn’t run or do anything that would make them bounce now anyway. All I could do is sit and I could lie down and apparently I could feel sorry for myself. I had to trust Mary and the Moon G
Asher’s pov “No way, Kate. I am not letting you go down there.” Dad said, sternly. “But, dad. I can make her talk.” Kate said, looking up at dad from her wheelchair. “No,” dad shook his head violently, “you never have to see that woman again. I’ll use my Alpha command again.” Dad hated using that. He liked giving people a choice. It hurt to try and go against such a command, like I felt when I was beating on Mark. I would have killed Mark if he dad hadn’t used his alpha command. “Well, it would have saved us all a lot of trouble if I did.” I thought. “We would be in prison.” Logan argued. “True, but Leia wouldn’t have been hurt, Bella would still be alive and Kate wouldn’t be in a wheelchair. Just saying.” I replied. Logan growled, “I wanted him dead just as much as you. Even more. But it was good that we were stopped. Your future matters too. And Mona would have had her wish.” “We still don’t know everything about Mona. Only what Kate told us. She could help get answers.” I t