INAYA -Hamza was sitting on the sofa When I walked in front of him with my wet hair, it seemed like some sort of twisted "wet" karma, since the last time I saw him 3 years ago he walked out of my house with his hair dripping wet And now I was the one to walk inside the room with a wet hair.He hadn't changed, he looked even more handsome than before, at the time when we separated he looked somehow sickly and had dark circles around his eyes, the workload must have been exhausting back then that it affected his health, but even in that state, He still looked very handsome.So you can imagine how more handsome the man sitting on my sofa was! However, I was always immune to his charm anyways, because the handsome Hamza Filladi was just the same devilish Hamza Filladi who killed my child and tormented my life.I didn't say anything to him nor recognized his existence, I kept drying my hair with the towel while walking into the room in front of him.He kept staring at me, I could notice
INAYA - I didn't expect Hamza to say those words... Especially not in front of Lydia, because if I remember correctly he always considered her feelings and treated her so well since she is the daughter of a big man so it's not beneficial for him at all to offend her or her father.I didn't know what I should say next, if I agree with Hamza then it will be considered as my agreement to go back with him and I absolutely don't want that in any way.But, if I disagree with what he said, then Lydia will win.So yes, I was in true torment because of his words.honestly, I'm not your strategic woman who can be devious and turn every situation to her favor, I am not that, I often lost face just because I'm bluntly frank and direct, So this is the reason I had no idea how to win in this situation, my head is simply not programmed to solve such puzzles.I must have spent a long time thinking because Hamza finally ran out of patience so he called my name,"Inaya"His tone was so soft As if he w
INAYA -I went to the filladi company building the following day, my previous jobs helped me get more familiar with D city streets, although I did not visit the Filladi co. building ever since I moved to my new house and even in the past when I visited I never used public transportation, I still instinctively and successfully chose the shortest and cheapest line of buses to reach that place, I had to take a row of 3 buses.Filladi Co. building was initially set in a rather isolated part of D city, in the far east extreme to be precise where the land was cheaper, bualguassem filladi had the intention of later expanding the building and establishing attached sections in the empty space over the years, Now what was once a rocky hill surrounded with wheat fields.. turned into a conglomerate center with multiple office buildings and expensive apartment compounds, the mere existence of Filladi co made that place become the largest economic center in the whole country and brought many other
INAYA -When I walked inside Hamza's office, There was a group of men walking out of there at the same time, they were of different ages and shapes, however, they all had 2 things in common,1. they were wearing suits. 2. they all looked at me very displeased.It seemed like I interrupted an important meeting and made them all curse me in their thoughts for wasting their time ad effort.At that moment I thought, why did this man interrupt another meeting for me? In the past, Didn't Hamza, after God, only worship his work?Then why is he different now when it's too late?Anyways, I was not there to analyze the changes in his personality, that man offended me and I was there to confront him about it!"did the interview go well?" He asked like a snake right after I walked inside the empty office and stopped in front of his desk.He dared ask me without a shame! Indeed those who had shame died,I laughed mockingly after his question, then I stopped laughing and looked at him with no exp
INAYA -"I'm just a man who is trying to keep his family"Once Hamza finished saying that... the word "family" kept echoing in my head.Hamza never called or regarded his relatives as a family, by that of course I mean even his father, mother, And younger sister not to mention further links. In the past when I observed his daily interactions with them it was akin to watching an acting performance. He really was just an actor following a monotonous script with no need to display any emotions at all, he only obeyed the formalities and minded nothing else.Except for the few times when he had fights with his mother and sister, he didn't have that much of interactions with them. Usually, the subject of their quarrels was Hamza's wife, namely me. Sometimes they complained about my lack of warmth and respect in their regard, sometimes they just invented an imaginary situation and created unnecessary chaos from thin air just to discomfort me.When the couple of mother and daughter moaned lik
INAYA -Once Hamza dashed inside and noticed me, it didn't take him not even a split second before he snatched me from my coworker's arms, carried me between his arms like a wheat powder bag, and started to issue one order after another to his surrounding."Drag her IV carefully," "Clear the way" "Call an ambulance"Feeling his strength, and being surrounded by his familiar yet strange warmth my heart had already started to calm.It is indeed unexplainable and out of the ordinary how certain people in our lives still bring us to comfort no matter how we try to deny their importance and push them away from us.It is exactly this way between me and my ex-husband, and it always has been like this.A few months after our marriage I somehow came to realize that whenever I was facing problems I would unconsciously go cuddle to that man's side like a hurt kitten although I never complained to him about any of my difficult times, I'd squeeze myself under his arm and he would just encircle me
When Hamza suggested that he will take me home, He chose not to go through formalities such as waiting for my approval... Which, honestly speaking, wouldn't have been obtained in my case, thereby he as well skipped the step of insisting to take me in his car despite my continuous rejections, since a businessman has such a big insight and appreciates his time and effort, He simply said he'll take me and that was definite already.I haven't even opened my mouth yet when he called his secretary and canceled his schedule for the day, And by the passing insisted,"check with the employees who had accompanied me to the clinic today and make sure no unnecessary words are spread by them"After he finished talking through the phone he looked at me again and asked,"do you need me to send someone to bring your bag and coat for you?""No need for that.. I'll go bring them myself, and I need to take a leave for the afternoon as well"Initially, I was going to refuse to go with him, And since I
INAYA- I couldn't help it, I just stood on my toes. I hugged his neck, and kissed him.My lips meets his as I tightened my hands around his neck, he placed one hand on side of my waist, pressing me harder against his chest. Hamza's other hand held the back of my head, angling my head as he kissed me. He pulled my lips into his mouth gnawing and sucking until it turned tender. But all of my trance broke when he moved his lips on my neck. My eyes snapped open in shock retreating back. we were both so taken aback by it that once I landed back on my feet again and I pushed Hamza it was akin to pushing an air balloon, He was pushed about two steps away with ease."I.. I.. I didn't " I started to stutter feeling totally confused about what I did.He was staring at me as if some nerve was unplugged inside his head, Not saying a word.I felt the heat rushing to my face so fast I only wanted to dig a hole in an ice cube and bury my head inside it.Where has my pride gone?Where have my pro