Chapter 19: Guest

I don't know how long I was seating there. Ang bango-bango ng nilagay kong bath bomb, and it eases my pain for a bit. Sana... pwedeng permanenteng tanggalin na lang lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman ko ngayon. I want to calm this heavy heart weighing me to the very bottom of whatever depth it is at.

I sat still on my bed as I take some more moment reflecting things in my life. I just don't understand why these things happens to me. I especially do not remember doing anything that could result to this heavy karma. Or did I?

Tuluyan na akong nahiga sa kama, closing my bed side lamp as my last move. Pero kahit ano mang ikot ko sa kama, hindi talaga ako makatulog.

At last, I finallygave up trying to battle with my insomnia. Tumayo ako mula sa kama ko at naisipang lumabas muna sa terrace upang damdamin ang lamig ng simoy ng hangin.

It feels right to have a hot cup of coffee as I feel the night's coldness, but that would make me stay up more than to actual