Chapter 34: Sta. Ana

It was the first time I was able to think of a lot of scenarios and consequences on my way home. Kung hindi naman kasi blangko lang ang isipan ko kapag uuwi ako, madalas ay may malalim lang akong iniisip na may sa isang paksa lang. Hindi umaabot sa dalawa o tatlo, at mas lalong hindi sabay-sabay kung iisipin ko mam.

Tonight and right now, it felt as if it is a spreading wildfire, completely leaving my mind so full of thoughts I didn't know I could possibly house within my brain. It's like an endless web of turns without breaks. Tuloy-tuloy na kumakalat, lumalago.

And to what the subject is? Tungkol lang naman sa napag-usapan naming plano ni Saskia. She tried to suggest some alternatives, but I'm going to completely pull this off without anyone's help. Malaki na ako't hindi na ako maliit na bata na mangangailangan ng gabay sa bawat hakbang na gagawin ko.

Sure, I do appreciate her trying to give me better suggestions for my plan, pero ayaw ko nang umasa sa i